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Deramani

If there is balance, tonight he's awake ...

About Me

"But then a gash of horrible light fell brutally across the room from the opening door--the snow drew back hissing--something alien had come into the room--something hostile. This thing rushed at him, clutched at him, shook him--and he was not merely horrified, he was filled with such a loathing as he had never known. What was this? this cruel disturbance? this act of anger and hate? It was as if he had to reach up a hand toward another world for any understanding of it --an effort of which he was only barely capable. But of that other world he still remembered just enough to know the exorcising words. They tore themselves from his other life suddenly-----
"Mother! Mother! Go away! I hate you!"
"And with that effort, everything was solved, everything became all right: the seamless hiss advanced once more, the long white wavering lines rose and fell like enormous whispering sea-waves, the whisper becoming louder, the laughter more numerous.
"Listen!" it said. "We'll tell you the last, the most beautiful and secret story--shut your eyes--it is a very small story--a story that gets smaller and smaller--it comes inward instead of opening like a flower --it is a flower becoming a seed--a little cold seed--do you hear? we are leaning closer to you-----"
The hiss was now becoming a roar--the whole world was a vast moving screen of snow--but even now it said peace, it said remoteness, it said cold, it said sleep."
Conrad Aiken - "Silent Snow, Secret Snow"
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

... the small leaf that sprang from the rock.

Music:

What I'm listening to recently ... I'll change it up often, so check back.

Movies:

More to come ...

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, CSI (any), Firefly (or anything Whedon, honestly), Farscape, House, almost anything on BBC America, any old horror anthology series (Twilight Zone, Night Gallery, etc.)

Books:

More to come ...

Heroes:

Many and myriad. George Couch (Lacheewah), Lee LaBrot, Jim Henson ...

My Blog

At Laura's request ...

Here's how you play: once you have been tagged, write a blog with 12 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, choose 12 people to be tagged, don't forget to leave a co...
Posted by Deramani on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:07:00 PST

-Of Dreaming the Vermillion-

Falling mercifully away from the now,Gravitous plummeting into dark waters,ablating the banal walls of reality in descent, grasping desperately in fear, the fall, the end,Or am I pulling ...... throwi...
Posted by Deramani on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:44:00 PST

And the bells rang, but everyone emerged unscathed.

"New Year's Resolution: To tolerate fools more gladly, provided this does not encourage them to take up more of my time.- James Agate" Good notes and bad notes of the rebirth of the calendar: G - Anot...
Posted by Deramani on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 09:11:00 PST

Let storms come and fears bleed, breath will still find us.

I have a much longer post coming, just letting things ruminate inside. I'm not much of one to rattle a chime if the wind fails. I mainly just wanted to say thanks to those who have friended me in the ...
Posted by Deramani on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 09:24:00 PST

The Stillness of Yule

A city asleep and quiet is a beautiful beast, in and of its right. I have long forgotten the feeling of family. I guess it's like a bike after all. Hope Santa was good to y'all. Still getting the hang...
Posted by Deramani on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 08:36:00 PST

Realizations

What is the nature of realization? what dangerous, laboring machinechains us to our destiny,a mirror of dust and dreamin to which we stareas if answers sang to us there. when, in truth,life is nothing...
Posted by Deramani on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:17:00 PST