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Drian - Permanent Malaise

Cynic Since Cesarean

About Me

MyGen Profile Generator"There's nothing to mourn about death any more than there is to mourn about the growing of a flower. What is terrible is not death but the lives people live or don't live up until their death. They don't honor their own lives, they piss on their lives. They shit them away. Dumb fuckers. They concentrate too much on fucking, movies, money, family, fucking. Their minds are full of cotton. They swallow God without thinking, they swallow country without thinking. Soon they forget how to think, they let others think for them. Their brains are stuffed with cotton. They look ugly, they talk ugly, they walk ugly. Play them the great music of the centuries and they can't hear it. Most people's deaths are a sham. There's nothing left to die."
Charles Bukowski—The Captain Is Out to Lunch and the Sailors Have Taken Over the Ship, 1998
Drian Nash
IN SABBATH WE TRUST
A Pro-Drug, Pro-choice, Anarcho-Primitivist , Misanthrope, Paranoid, Slightly Nihilistic, Slightly Self Destructive Insomniac, Drop out Post-Hippie, Bohemian, Hedonistic, Deadhead,Metalhead Beatnik.
"The only way to feel the noise is when it's good and loud."
I study Philosophy at Man Met because I have no "Direction" in life.
Amy Oh Toooolle said this about me
"You could get hold of dynamite and still think it’s perfectly safe"
I Have scars and chipped bones in my feet from rushing and jumping around all the time, consequently my feet are bandaged up a large percent of the time
If I die, No regrets, No using my life as a basis for oppressive brainwashing establishment propaganda
Fuck the sheltered
I want more then a menial 9-5 game-show and home insurance "life".
I want warm air,cool wind, fire, roaming down middle of the road, walking the fictional line, with blood in my shoes, turmoil in my head and nothing in my pockets, but LIFE in my soul, to SCARE the squares and AMAZE the circles and burn through the night with a fully formed 3rd eye wide open and bloodshot, with absolutely no concept of tomorrow.
I approach the consensus with the mass amount of cynicism that it deserves
I write Beatnik Stream of Consciousness Prose with a hint of Gonzo
I love Miss Lester the most
She is awesome and puts up with my antics :)
Best girl ever without a dought!!! we have sexy days out doing silly shit beating each other up And laughing at everything making people feel uncomfortable while they go around doing "important" stuff forgettin to live.
Shes the cutest most comfortible girl ever and i cant wait to grow old and senile with her !!!
and she makes me smile a stoooopid amount we do childish pranks on each other like wedgies, wet willys, i love watching her face when pretending to make her pregnant :)(im gonna get in trouble for that one)
And she anit ever gonna get rid of me no matter what !!!
Because you're mine,I walk the line
I'm getting off the plane ,
December 21st 2012
People just think I'm a Difficult Bitter Seething Pretentious Egotistical Underachiever Cynical Escapist
They might be right but their still wankers

My Interests

Anarcho-primitivism

MDMA
Writing
Escapisim
Illuminati
Revolution
Resistance
Philosophy
Theology
Diogenes
Nietzsche
Basketball
Motocross
Journalism
Spirituality
Counter-Culture
Existentialism
Nihilisim
Shamanism
Post-Modernism
Lucid Dreaming

I'd like to meet:

The Idividual Forever Untouched by Humanity
The ones who throw themselfs against the wind
Hunter S. Thompson
Bill Hicks
Charles Bukowski
Jack Kerouac
George Carlin
Lenny Bruce

Music:

"Let's say that rock n' roll is the devil's music and we know it for a fact to be the absolutely, unequivocally true. Boy, at least he fucking jams!"
Bill Hicks

My Music

DEATH METAL/GRIND

Deicide
Vital Remains
Cephalotripsy
Abominable Putridity
Defeated Sanity
Despondency
Digested Flesh
Skinless
Fleshgod Apocalypse
Mucupurulent
Decrepit Birth
Morbid Angel
Septycal Gorge
Vomit Remnants
Fleshless
Degrade
Devourment
Meathook
Aversion To Life
Sect of Execration
Guttural Secrete
Embryotomy
Suffocation
Hour Of Penance
Obituary
Fleshgore
Infinitum
Disconformity
Decaying Purity
Human Rejection
Vomitous Rectum
Godless Truth
Kataplexia
Pathology
Disgorge(usa)
Human Excoriation
Orchi..omy
Stench Of Dismemberment
Inveracity
Insidious Decrepancy
Demogorgon
Deeds Of Flesh
Putrid Pile
Cynic
Athiest
Cancer
Cerebral Effusion
Prophecy
Gorgasm
Condemned(u.s.)
Gutrot
Viral Load
Onirik
Goratory
Corpse Carving
Lust of Decay
Flesh Consumed
Grotesque Formation
Katalepsy
Sarcolytic
Exulcerate
Internal Suffering
Mucopus
Septic Flesh
Retch
Dripping
Inherit Disease
Misanthropic Carnage
Visceral Bleeding
Guttural Engorgement
Malevolent Creation
Inhuman Dissiliency
Carnivore Diprosopus
Infected Malignity
Vader
Immersed In Blood
Grave
Severed Savior
Dismember
Vile
Gorguts
Purulent Infection
Dying Fetus
Immolation
Amagortis
Creepmime
Rottenness
God Among Insects
Blunt Force Trauma
Eternal Ruin
Mortal Torment
Beheaded
Heinous Killings
Embryonic Devourment
Hate Eternal
Queef Huffer
Lost Soul
Nile
Clitoridus Invaginatus
Down From The Wound
Carcass
Human Mincer
Asphixation
Wormed
Disavowed
Prosititute Disfigurement
Myrkskog
Pungent stench
Lymphatic Phlegm
Vulvectomy

Uk Death Metal

Ingested
Crepitation
Putrefy
Kastrated
Spearhead
Amputated
Fleshrot
Embryonic Depravity
Rotten Divinity
Detrimentum
Infected Disarray
Decrepit Womb
Necrocest
Blasphtized
Desecration
Twitch Of The Death Nerve
Bludgeon
Scatorgy
Invocate R.I.P.
Nailed

Doom/Sludge/Southern/psychedlic

Down !!!!
BLACK SABBATH
EYEHATEGOD
Johnny Cash
Acid Bath
Corrosion Of Conformity
Uaral
Willie Nelson
The Highwaymen
Arson Anthem
Pantera
Strain
Orange Goblin
Lynyrd Skynyrd
Witchcraft
Ramesses
Earth
Somnium Mortuum
Crowbar
Hawk Jaw
Ayatyana
Electric Wizard
Lazarus Blackstar
Saint Vitus
The Mighty Nimbus
Sleep
Demon Dog Sperm
Soilent Green
The Sword
Southern cross
Doomsday Junky
Iron Monkey
Dixie Highway
Dixie Deathwish
Subliminal Fear
Head on

Black Metal

DISSECTION
Immortal
Emperor
Avenger
Averse Sefira
Graveworm
Gorgoroth
Leviathan
Xasthur
Mayhem
Darkthrone
Dreamscapes Of The Perverse

Anything eles

Black sabbath
Motorhead
Testament
Grateful Dead
Kreator
Led Zeppelin
Tool
Robin Trower
Guns and Roses
Skid Row(I know I'm slightly gay)
King Diamond
Jimi Hendrix
Bob Dylan
Empyrean Imago
Megadeth
David R. Maracle
Danny Elfman
Hans Zimmer
Hennie Bekker
Peter Ilyich Tchaikovsky
Johann Sebastian Bach
Slayer
Ozzy

Rap:

Immortal Technique
Tupac
Dj Muggs
Sick Jacken
Mos def
Dr Dre
Necro
Ill Bill
NWA

Movies:

The Lion King
Instinct
Fight Club
American Beauty
Vanilla Sky
The Beach
Waking life
The Trueman Show
Knocked Up
Clerks
Chasing Amy
Jersey Girl
Withnail and I
The Big Lebowski
American history x
Lenny
Human Traffic

Lenny Bruce:Swear to Tell the Truth

Television:

"Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye."
Bill Hicks
Never mind the buzzcocks!!!!!!!

Seinfeld
Curb your Enthusiasm
Gilmore Girls
King of queens
Friends

Books:

Ishmael,An Adventure Into The Mind And Spirit:
Daniel Quinn

Nineteen Eighty-four:
George Orwell

The Story Of B,An Adventure Into The Mind And Spirit: Daniel Quinn

Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas:
Hunter S. Thompson

The Dharma Bums:
Jack Kerouac

A Clockwork Orange:
Anthony Burgess

The Prophet:
Kahlil Gibran

Bill Hicks, Agent Of Evolution:
Kevin Booth

Ham On Rye:
Charles Bukowski

My Ishmael, A Sequel:
Daniel Quinn

The Trails Of Lenny Bruce, The Rise And Fall Of An American Icon:
Ronald K. L. Collins

Food of the Gods: The Search for the Original Tree of Knowledge A Radical History of Plants, Drugs, and Human Evolution:
Terence McKenna

Heroes:

Heroes

Dr Hunter S. Thompson

Bill Hicks

George Carlin

Lenny Bruce

Charles Bukowski

Jack Kerouac

Mark Lamarr

Daniel Quinn

Diogenes Of Sinope

Alex Shulgin

Ishmael

Terence mckenna

Timothy Leary, Ph.D.

Doug Stanhope

Johnny Cash

Jerry Stiller

Larry David

Stone cold

My Blog

George Carlin

Another dead hero: a sigh of relief washes over elitist AmericaGeorge Carlin has been predicting the death of America for years and now with his death, the end seems much closer.He was one of the only...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 05:28:00 PST

Fear and Loathing "the wave speach"

"Strange memories on this nervous night in Las Vegas. Five years later? Six? It seems like a lifetime, or at least a Main Erathe kind of peak that never comes again. San Francisco in the middle sixti...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 03:53:00 PST

Revenge, The Lenny Bruce Way

"Her future spells a murky gloom, ill be rich and famous and she'll be living in a furnish room."  Lenny Bruce "Fuck you and your college dream." Philip Anselmo   "Driven for the wrong reaso...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:29:00 PST

"Do not adjust your mind,there is a fault in reality"

"I'll show you politics in America. Here it is, right here. 'I think the puppet on the right shares my beliefs.' 'I think the puppet on the left is more to my liking.' 'Hey, wait a minute, there's one...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 01:36:00 PST

Turn on, Tune in and Drop out - Timothy Leary

"Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities  the po...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 04:44:00 PST

Endless Decline

"There are our futures soon to be past, on their own reality field trying to break it. but we are the present ever remaining on different fields of reality attempting to understand it Fuck it al...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 01:28:00 PST

Its Just A Ride - Bill Hicks

"The world is like a ride at an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It ha...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 05:56:00 PST

Our Culture - Terence McKenna

"We are so much the victims of abstraction that with the Earth in flames we can barely rouse ourselves to wander across the room and look at the thermostat."  "What civilization is, is 6 billion ...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 01:49:00 PST

Primtivism - Daniel Quinn

"The story the Leavers have been enacting for the past three million years isn't a story of conquest and rule. Enacting it doesn't give them power. Enacting it gives them lives that are satisfying and...
Posted by Drian - Permanent Malaise on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 05:03:00 PST