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Estranged

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About Me

I am slowing down As the years go by I am sinking So I trick myself Like everybody else The secrets I hide Twist me inside They make me weakerSo I trick myself Like everybody else I crouch in fear and wait I'll never feel againIf only I could remember Anything at all..................so people ask if i have memories???????? let me tell you something, the only thing you ever have are memories.... when you die they are the only thing you take with you, not money, clothes, nothing at all.......... so people ask me if i have memories, shit my mind is filled with them... i guess that is the problem... being dead seems so easy????? the truth is, when you die the pain goes away.., i rather be dead sometimes than be alive...i know it sounds weird, but i can't help the way that i feel///// somtimes...so you ask if i have memories.....yeah!!!!!! fantasy layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

mother earth, music, drinks, nightlife, sunset, the twilight, history, arts, people, relationships, world religions, if i had it like that, the finer things in life!!!!!!!!!
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Music:

vintage 80's metal, 90's alternative,punk,newave, and also the trees,bauhaus,corpus delicti,this burning effigy,frank the baptist,nephilim,catastrophe ballet,christian death,complicity,nick cave,birthday party,children on stun,chandeen,brotherhood of pagans,bay laurel,born for bliss,attrition,autumn tears,age of heaven,arcana,as divine grace,current 93,death in june,the chameleons uk,diary of dreams,die laughing,dead can dance,dronning maud land,dreadful shadows,decoryah,frozen autumn,flowing tears,faith and the muse,flowers of romance,engelsstaub,e nomine,elend,the essence,evanescence,endraum,GOD-LUtherion,human drama,H.I.M., into the abyss,ikon,inkubus sukkubus, new model army,lucia,loreena mckennitt,love like blood,killing joke, the damned, joy division, red lorry yellow lorry,moonspell,london after midnight,lords of the new church,lacuna coil,meridian,manuskript,march violets,merry thoughts,this mortal coil,mortiis,matutina noctem,my dying bride,mission uk,mors syphilitica,mephisto walz,nightwish,nosferatu,ordo equitum solis,Dream theater,paradise lost,the prophetess,rosetta stone, scream silence, revenge of nephthys,return to khaf'ji,rain fell within,requiem in white,sol invictus,swithchblade symphony,screams for tina,shadow project,suspiria,sunshine blind,the cult,stille volk,soil bleeds black,sunyata,still patient,siouxsie,sky cries mary,swans of avon,the shroud,sisters of mercy,strange boutique,sopor aeternus,secret discovery,tiamat,this ascension,tones on tail,theatre of tragedy,virgin prunes,vendemmian,NFD,within temptation, 69 eyes,the cascades,the wake,will, the truth is i will always be a curehead!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies:

bram stoker's dracula, interveiw, queen, van helsing, constantine, underworld, lord of the rings, excalibur,the lost boys, wolf, frankenstein, x-files, the crow, nosferatu, london after midnight, passion of the christ, 300, final fantasy, the x files, clockwork orange, donnie darko, SLC punk, sid&nancy, and the list goes on and on..............

Television:

history and discovery channel

Books:

The Stranger, The Mission, all the works of edgar allen poe davinci code, edgar casey, albert camus, celestine prophecy, greek mythology.

Heroes:

robert smith , rozz williams, lestat, Jim Morrison, artaud, nick cave, john lennon, ian curtis.

My Blog

WITHIN TEMPTATION-THE TRUTH BENEATH THE ROSE

Give me strength to face the truth, the doubt within my soulNo longer I can justify the bloodshed in his nameIs it a sin to seek the truth, the truth beneath the rose?Pray with me so I will find the g...
Posted by Estranged on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 03:45:00 PST

WITHIN TEMPTATION-THE HOWLING

We've been seeing what you wanted, got us cornered right nowFallen asleep from our vanity, might cost us our livesI hear they're getting closerTheir howls are sending chills down my spineAnd time is r...
Posted by Estranged on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 05:14:00 PST

WITHIN TEMPTATION-ALL I NEED

I'm dying to catch my breathOh why don't I ever learn?I've lost all my trust,though I've surely tried to turn it aroundCan you still see the heart of me?All my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your...
Posted by Estranged on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 01:27:00 PST

WITHIN TEMPTATION-OUR SOLEMN HOUR

Sanctus Espiritus redeem us from our solemn hourSanctus Espiritus insanity is all around usSanctus Espiritus! Sanctus Espiritus! Sanctus Espiritus!In my darkest hours I could not foreseeThat the tide ...
Posted by Estranged on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 01:23:00 PST

WITHIN TEMPTATION-THE CROSS

Nothing's ever changed, you still turn awayYou've washed your hands, you've made that all too clearYou just keep on living this lieYou refuse to see, you're denying methe cross I bear but you don't se...
Posted by Estranged on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 01:19:00 PST

WITHIN TEMPTATION-FROZEN

I can't feel my sensesI just feel the coldAll colors seem to fade awayI can't reach my soulI would stop running, If knew there was a chanceIt tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I'm forced to let g...
Posted by Estranged on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 01:11:00 PST