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About Me

I am a serious, dark, cynical, restless person with a black, sarcastic, brutal sense of humour. I am deep and solitary. I do not like the telephone. I avoid human contact... especially with those I know and love. Odd yes, but the psyche is a funny bird. I like to be alone, yet seldom do I really get to relish. Myspace is my communication of choice... but if I don't know you, at least have the courtesy to send me a message before you assume little ol' me wants to get to know you... cause I most likely don't asshole!
5'6", slim, brown eyes, blue black Bettie bob, lots of tattoos, good number of piercings. Just as comfortable in an evening gown and excruciatingly high heels as I am in combat boots, jeans, and a wife beater.
I have a filthy mouth and can be really loud and in your face although underneath it all I am actually a quiet, extremely shy (only those who know me really well would agree with this) and private nerd. I have been told I scare people which I find kind of funny because I am a ridiculously kind and generous girl.
I used to drive BIG truck for a living (read: I can change my own tires and oil and I am not afraid of the highway), was a computer programmer for seven years(just lock me in the basement and feed me chocolate bars), and now I am a makeshift metal melter/ attacher (into the sensatory deprivation apparently) so I am into the usually male solitary profession thing which also means I value a great deal of alone time in my private life too.
I am fascinated (and repulsed) by the human condition! I like going to restaurants alone I write, drink too much coffee, smoke too many cigarettes (used to before the fucking bylaw), and watch the other patrons.
You even scare scary people sometimes! How Scary Are You?

My Interests

writing, wine, scotch, reading, strippers, antiques, storms, cat ranching, silence, sex, the moon, tattoos, my Rottweiler, pin-ups, dancing, b&w vintage female nudes, movies, driving fast (& 18 wheel vehicles), graveyards, gargoyles, toys, photography, art, gardening, cooking

I'd like to meet:

Those who appreciate the strange, odd, and deranged!Intelligence, honesty, vulnerability, playfulness, responsibility.Only those with a brain and a wicked sense of humour need apply!

Music:

Mike Plume, Circus In Flames, Pearl Jam, Mike Ness, Social Distortion, RadioHead, Tool, Perfect Circle, Tori Amos, Johnny Cash, Annie Lennox, Ani Difranco, Supersuckers, Tom Waits, Chains On 20, Ella; stuff ...

Movies:

The Professional, Grosse Pointe Blank, Kill Bill, The Crow, Tank Girl, Blade Runner, Leaving Las Vegas, Fight Club, Heathers, Shawshank Redemption, Henry & June, Matrix, Being John Malkovich, Gas Food & Lodgings, Four Weddings and a Funeral, Hardware

Television:

Don't really watch the idiot box anymore

Books:

Everything by Kevin Knox, anything by Jeanette Winterson, Smilla's Sense Of Snow, Neuromancer, Burning Chrome, Dead Girls, Two Or Three Things I Know For Sure, Freedom's Just Another Word, anything by Evelyn Lau

My Blog

whine bitch rant etc

I cannot believe the utter vapid incompetence that completely envelopes every aspect of my life& Government offices of every level from bylaw to federal; unenforceable laws that purely protect the cri...
Posted by intrepyd on Mon, 28 May 2007 03:51:00 PST

Funny how perception changes....

Strange... finally got around to starting to set up the office... been awhile since I was a cable monkey-> on my back, beneathe a desk. anal retentively zip tying cables together to meet some level of...
Posted by intrepyd on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:01:00 PST

idgits

so, this really is high school folks... I have reaaranged my top friends out of annoyance and sarcasm... now everyone except my boy and my dog are listed in crhonological order of meeting.... you idgi...
Posted by intrepyd on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:55:00 PST

Butch Survey

score two points for each yes answer.That is your lesbian percentage.Only answer Yes or No.1. Have you ever shaved your head?Yes2. Do you have hairy legs...right now?Yes3. Have you ever changed your o...
Posted by intrepyd on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:17:00 PST

socks

I put on my warm fuzzy grey socks From that store that sells everything I think of the woman Who gave them to me& And miss the sound of her breathing...
Posted by intrepyd on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 03:09:00 PST

World on fire

My whole world has imploded. My stomach is crushed by the weight of my fallen heart, and my chest is on fire with the absence.
Posted by intrepyd on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:18:00 PST

Destruction

I have become everything that I despise. I ruin everything I touch. I destroy everything that matters to me because I don't matter to me. I guess it is true that you cannot love anyone unless you love...
Posted by intrepyd on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:14:00 PST

Somedays...

I just feel like I am cheating at Solitaire...probably, cause most days I am!
Posted by intrepyd on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:55:00 PST

Nobody loves me everybody hates me going to the garden to eat worms...

Even my fucking dog won't take a walk with me... too busy sleeping with his dad... hell, I am not even sure he is my dog anymore... fuck it I am going back to bed too
Posted by intrepyd on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 03:11:00 PST

The long and winding road.... a.k.a The slippery slope

I live in a rented house seven blocks from the house I own. Neither of them are my home; one, not anymore, and one, not yet. I have not entered the mould house in over 3 months. The asbestos a...
Posted by intrepyd on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:23:00 PST