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AphroHeidi

I already know what I already know ~Floater. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I give thanks to the one conscious

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MySpace Generators Click Here for Free MySpace LayoutsI am someone who loves with my whole heart and a person that has just recently learned to be more discerning in the delving out of those gifts that I wish to provide to the world. I have been burned by many and yet I still see so much beauty in the world and can find it even within the grotesque. In fact I find that those hardships and painful experiences one must endure are the very keys to unlocking your soul and setting your Chakras into a spiraling motion.Thanks to the "Tool's" in my life I am learning to "Swing on the spiral of my divinity and still be a human". A deep exploration of myself and my foundational influences has lead me to obtain and maintain a sobriety of heart, mind, soul and body and has allowed me to free myself from the shackles of societal influence. I give tribute to music, art, fellow Indigos, my family, friends, drive, ambition, wonder, enchantment, desire to seek and learn, one consciousness, humility, vulnerability, hardship and concert acquaintances for helping me open my third eye, causing me to die a million deaths and rebuild again...once rebuilt I found that I have a lot to offer those who will pay it forward.I find (much like a band I appreciate) that "War is the gateway drug" and I believe that music is the better high anyway. My deepest wish is that the whole world would take at least one day to stop propelling ourselves into business, government and industry and take a deep breath, close our physical eyes, open the one in our mind and pause long enough to meditate on the good aspects of humanity and remember that you will only receive what you give and you will, most likely, receive merely by giving.I wish you well and hope for your life to evolve, always!Namasté and Blessed Be!

My Interests

Almost anything will interest me until it no longer interests me...I am willing to explore and will choose what I will and will not keep in my life. I am only offended by stupidity, cruelty and complacency so I find that an open mind is the most effective way to remain enchanted with life's mysteries. I love music, dance, art, philosophy, science, poetry, intellectual stimulation and life above all else. Since I love dance so much I must have this video on my profile for you to enjoy...it made me laugh and I hope it makes you laugh too:If you want to find out more it might be prudent to have a private communication with regards to our interests and the possibility that some might be mutual...meanwhile be well and stay interested in those things that you find interesting.Water's Essence

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MySpace Generators Click Here for Free MySpace Layouts Just about anyone...the only thing that would keep me from meeting someone is if they were looking to do something cruel, unwilling to grow, not seeking to find and/or if they were "temporarily disconnected".

Music:



TOOL lyrics Newest Inspiration: Rishloo and Elephant Hunter (both are bands that have opened for Floater, who is A-list below and continues to bewilder me) both of these bands succeeded in rocking my world and "brought it big time"! Floater generously allowed the band (Elephant Hunter) to use their equipment and I am very grateful! The following are the bands (that have inspired me to become the person I am today (which has become a much better person through this evolutionary process and now has a lot more to offer the universe :)******************** Floater (www.floatermusic.com and www.floatermusic.net) a band that has been a favorite since the early 90's. I went down (in a pit at their show, after having endured pits far less intimidating on multiple occasions) and would have gone into shock waiting for the paramedics had the music not kept me from going into that space where the physical response takes over the mind. My kneecap had relocated itself to the side of my knee and prior to exiting the Brickworks (in Chico) that night I had to relocate it to the front of my knee myself. The music, already burned into my soul, sent a jolt of blue lightning to me and it held my attention long enough to wait for the paramedic to tell me that I had to do it myself or go to the Hospital...being a "fan" doesn't begin to cover it as this band 's music is burned upon my soul. Please check them out, you may find and/or see "everything"!******************* Tool: (www.toolband.com and http://toolshed.down.net) Prior to the incident and evolution that followed Tool's music was the "tool" I used most often for furthering my spiritual, mental, physical and universal capacity. I now use them equally as much but found that the lack of live performances I have been able to attend lately limits my ability to utilize them as a tool. For this reason I am passing along the gifts they have given me and I await their next album and tour in hopes that it will send me on another journey...the first journey took me from surviving cancer to becoming an executive by the age of 33 and finding that what I truly needed was to "[pry] open my third eye and learn to swim...what more can I say? ************************ A Perfect Circle, Tolerance, Aimee Mann, Tori Amos (BIG TIME, I will write more on this at another time:), Rufus Wainright, Damien Rice (check out the B-sides if you want to hear a song that will make you think you need a cigarette and a shower...if that is what you enjoy after sex :), Alkai Diggins, Rishloo, The Consul, Cat Stevens, Harry Chapin, Pink Floyd, Regina Spektor, Imogen Heap, Led Zepplin, The Tea Party, Nirvana, Sixty Watt Shaman, Kyuss, Blackwater Prophecy, Goldfrapp, Tomahawk, Rage Against The Machine, Nine Inch Nails, Brotherhood of 11:11 (and many more...basically I have over 3,000 CD's and have seen thousands of concerts...I love music WAY too much to list them all here with their stories so I will add them from time to time when I am inspired to do so...until then contact me if you want to know more and/or if you want to obtain free copies of bootleg concerts and/or other musical delights. The only rule is that you cannot have anything unless you will give it freely to others and refrain from charging people for art and music that you did not create...the band deserves their royalties and the fans deserve to share the rest for free so that any $ the band may have made will not be given to un-sharing and selfish individuals. ******************* Music will save your soul...if you wish it to be saved :) Share what you have and seek to find more. Then take each experience and turn it into something great, perform a kind act, provide some wise advice, show someone their beauty, etc.  

Movies:

Almost Famous, What the Bleep Do We Know?, What About Bob, True Romance, The Princess Bride, American Psycho, The Big Labowski, Elizabethtown, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, and...well WAY too many to list here and think of at this time...

Television:

I usually don't watch tv (actually went for several years without it, happily :)). I do have a little addiction for Law and Order and the Discovery Channel..can't help myself at times :) Lately I am loving Mike Rowe and The MythBusters...can't help it sometimes, I go through phases when it comes to tv.

Books:

The Re-enchantment of Everyday Life, Subtle Energy, Everyday Enlightenment (The Twelve Gateways to Personal Growth), The Gateways of Divinity, and Many more books and, of course, the liner notes of several musical artists...to me they are little books :)

Heroes:

Human Beings who are Being...

My Blog

Loins Aching...

When I hear you loving yourself,the soft panting of heated breath,I melt into a wet bubble of bliss.My bubble becomes a bath and you want to have my baby,or maybe I'll have yours.I reek of ecstacy tha...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:59:00 PST

A Girl Named Cere Bellum

Cere Bellum, a didactic encephalon,beckoning on...dogmatically adhering,a brainiac who's out of whack,she thinks the end is nearing.Unleashing the frenzied thrusts of pistons armies marching, producin...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 12:00:00 PST

Dalai Lama Deletion

This is a silly little poem written merely because of my amusement at finding out that the Dalai Lama deleted his profile. The writer's block, unfortunately, continues but I thought this would be fun...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:53:00 PST

Doldrums

This day was filled with silence steeped in heat.My mind's cacophony turned to dissonance.A vicious roar of quietude amplified by my doldrums. My pensive, melancholy mind filled with complete and utt...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 02:54:00 PST

Brain Steeped in Dreams

1,2,3, If not hypnotic, at least more than eroticperhaps somewhat exotic.I am myself, a human,like a glimpse in Snow White's mirror,I am a blueprint passed along secretly,A spell of fate locked inside...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 03:47:00 PST

Righteous Indignation

I am in the process of writing another song...I have laid down the musical tracks, written the lyrics (which is the "poem" you will find below) and now I am just working on my voice (thanks to my awes...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 09:13:00 PST

Dammit!

It's common dear, how you commandeer my attention.Embracing you with pure intention,I contemplate the idea of being yours.My mind wanders into your world freely.not loving you would be best, ideally.S...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:44:00 PST

Frontal Lobotomy V (My First Song)

Below you will find my first attempt at creating a song. The song, obviously, needs a lot of work and is somewhat cheesy. I really wanted to make a song though and, since I had to make the music, wr...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 04:23:00 PST

Trojan of Oz

Note: To all friends and family...the poem below is not about me, I have never had this experience (fortunately) but I know many who have and I dedicate this poem to all of them:Trojan of OzThe horse...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:07:00 PST

Tersely True

I sit and listen to your saccharine wordsfinding myself in a metaphorical headlock,seized in your clutches,transfixed.Your gnostic flareseems a bit unfairwriting me into a stuporsoused on your words,s...
Posted by AphroHeidi on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:04:00 PST