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Fireball

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About Me

A mix of kava kava, testosterone and estrogen

in constant evolution...

"Our lives begin to end the moment we become silent about things that matter"--- Martin Luther King, Jr.

"Whether you think you can, or can't, you are usually right"--- Henry Ford

"Arte perire sua, vini, vidi vici de profundis" (To perish by ones own creation, I came, I saw, I conquered, from out of the depths)--- Vanessa Los

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"One consiousness, shared by many people.

One universe, shared on many planes.

One cause, experienced in many ways.

One life, ad infinitum.

One Love" -Vanessa Los

Expanding and contracting, getting lost and finding myself.

Breaking through gate-keepers, talking to risk-takers, surpassing expectations, knowledge, theories

Figuring things out, writing, the infinite possibilities of the stock market.

Nature, quiet, darkness, the night sky, thinking i'm funny and making myself laugh hysterically, running, 24 hour fitness, caffieine.

Going back east to see family and friends, the smell of fall.

Thinking, watching people being introduced to new concepts and opening themselves up to the possibilities that they hold, new ideas, coming up with original ways of seeing things, debate.

Advertising, research, philosophy, research, physics, research, psychology, research, politics, research, astrology, research and spirituality.

The brain is a muscle, don't forget to excercise it or it will become full of the useless crap the media and our environment pours into it. The media is great for entertainment, but seek knowledge elsewhere. (www.adbusters.org) Then the conspiracist in me says, EVERYONE has their agenda...

I'd like to meet:

J. Krishnamurti, Noam Chomsky, Bill Hicks, Nietzsche and Robert Greene

"The world is like a ride at an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: Is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, 'Hey – don't worry, don't be afraid ever, because this is just a ride ...' And we ... kill those people. Ha ha, 'Shut him up. We have a lot invested in this ride. Shut him up. Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account and my family. This just has to be real.' It's just a ride. But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn't matter, because – it's just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one. Here's what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money we spend on weapons and defenses each year and instead, spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would pay for many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace. Thank you very much, you've been great." [several gunshots ring out, Bill mimes being hit and falls to floor, motionless.] (Onstage closing comments of Bill Hicks's Revelations special from 1993)

"I haven't failed. I've identified 10,000 ways this doesn’t work." Thomas Edison

"The first step to becoming a more peaceful person is to have the humility to admit that, in most cases, you're creating your own emergencies. Life will usually go on if things don't go according to plan. It's helpful to keep reminding yourself and repeating the sentence, "Life isn't an emergency". Richard Carlson, PH. D, from the book "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff..."

“The strongest oak of the forest is not the one that is protected from the storm and hidden from the sun. It's the one that stands in the open where it is compelled to struggle for its existence against the winds and rains and the scorching sun." Napoleon Hill (1883-1970)

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then is not an act, but a habit." Aristotle

"Leap and the net will appear." Julia Cameron

"All the wonders you seek are within yourself." Sir Thomas Brown

Just never forget, life is a ride... and always remember if you find yourself starting to fear its magnitude, as a friend once said "if it gets too bad, you can always kill yourself", and, hopefully, you realize how stupid your fear is in the scheme of things throw caution to the wind and start LIVING...

Music:

Alicia Gatto, Interpol, Siouxsie, The Potbelleez, Brad Walsh, Frankie Chan, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Massive Attack, Imogen Heap, PJ Harvey, Moby, Chemical Brothers, Enigma, Robert Miles, Prodigy, Korn, Jeff Buckley, Sarah McLaughlin, Stevie Nicks, fre.ne.tik, Tori Amos, Silversun Pickups, She Wants Revenge, Linkin Park, Nirvana, Travis T. Warren, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Tool, Perfect Circle, Bush, STP, Sixx:A.M., Yung Mars, Mary J Blige, Angie Stone, Dead Prez, Common, Dieselboy, Hip Hop, and Breakbeats. Junglists everywhere.

Movies:

Lost and Delerious, Gia*, Garden State, Requiem for a Dream, Crash, What the Bleep do we Know, Manufacturing Consent, Fahrenheit 9/11, Bowling for Columbine, Downfall, Bloodsport**, Like Water for Chocolate*, Shadow Boxers, Million Dollar Baby, Brokeback Mountain, Hustle & Flow, The Professional**, Point of No Return**, The Last Temptation of Christ, V for Vendetta, Apocolypto, Grindhouse (suprisingly)

*watched more than 100x
**watched more than 1000x

Television:

L word, Law and Order CSI and SVU, Discovery documentaries and Animal Planet's Most Extreme. Anything with a political tone that lets me argue with the screen until the people around me get pissed off.

Books:

This Light in Oneself, every J Krishnamurti work ever written, The 48 Laws of Power, 11 Minutes, The Celestine Prophecy, The Portable Therapist, Its Not How Good You Are It's How Good You Want to Be...

Heroes:

Be your own.

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About me

i am not a good person until i go running.i hate when people buy things because they think it is going to change them- if you don't find a way to work out any way that you can, the ab lounge won't cha...
Posted by Fireball on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 02:09:00 PST

always

be self awaretake responsibility for your lifethink positivelyaccept new people and experienceslet people begrowreaddreamrest when you need tobe proudbe kind to yourself firstappreciate the people tha...
Posted by Fireball on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:01:00 PST

Please don't back up now.

Love should never be a burden, or a "thing you are trying to handle".  If you put reigns on it, it becomes captive, its soul will slowly shrivel up and die.  Love is a being that must ...
Posted by Fireball on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 11:50:00 PST

Cleaning out my Closet

You know when you finaly realize in life, that a relationship is only as good as the two people involved?  If one side is giving and the other is taking and taking and taking.  So much, that...
Posted by Fireball on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 02:38:00 PST

Myspace

Is it just me, or is something always closed down for maintenance?  And what's up with Tom always being in my mailbox shining a flashlight in my eyes, did I do something wrong, am I under interro...
Posted by Fireball on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:28:00 PST

I wont let it die.

My beautiful plant.  Is dying.  It didn't take well to its move from my bedroom to the living room.  I swear it is deciding not to drink the water i give it.  It just spills out th...
Posted by Fireball on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 10:36:00 PST