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elijah

bring on the ending

About Me

my name is elijah. im a 29 year old resident of the district of columbia. im an infp (introverted intuitive feeling perceptive). i tend to be a loner, and thats ok with me. i like free stuff. im currently listening to matt pond PA whom my best friend d turned me on to. i love strawberry lemonaide and vitatsoy rich chocolate soy milk. i take care of the cutest kitten ever. her name is emma. she will kick your ass any day
if i do not know you and you do not send me a message, i will not add you. also, if you are a band, more than likely i will not add you unless i know you in some way. if you think i would like your band, send me a message. thanks
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aol instant messenger - imdestroyed
"and i miss saturn very much"

My Interests

i have no specific interests. im just interested.

I'd like to meet:

i can see dead people.

Music:

propagandhi, converge, superchinchillarescuemisson, this bike is a pipe bomb, against me!, my bloody valentine, joy division, thursday, 12 rods, john mellencamp, swervedriver, black cross, the hope conspiracy, bob mould, cocteau twins, echo and the bunnymen, guilt, elliott, jawbreaker, guided by voices, grant lee buffalo, james, aphex twin, enigma, nine inch nails, nick drake, paul westerburg, r.e.m., the cure, the lull account, zwan, wilco, judybats, new order, ozzy, matt pond PA, foo fighters, moby, shai hulud, 90's hardcore, copper, einsturzende neubauten, elton john, http://www.bassdrive.com

Movies:

the exorcist, final destination 2, children of the corn, a beautiful mind, meet your meat

Television:

law and order. just for laughs

Books:

unquiet mind, the quiet room, unholy ghost: writers on depression, the book i'm writing

My Blog

mixed cds

disc one:rainer maria - artificial lightsting - desert rosejames - laidhum - little dipperrussell crowe and the ordinary fear of god - i miss my mindr.e.m. - bad dayjawbreaker - jet blacklifetime - yo...
Posted by elijah on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 07:33:00 PST

this ones for the world: i hate you

there was once a boy who had hope.year after year, he sees people leave.without saying goodbye.
Posted by elijah on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:15:00 PST

what if....

20/20 had a special this evening on trans kids. i found myself tearing up, wondering how it would have been if i had transitioned as a child. it brought all those old feelings up. dressing up in my da...
Posted by elijah on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 08:52:00 PST

New Version : Call for Submission for Sent (a) Mental : A Memorial to GLBTIQ Suicides project

This is a new version of a call for submissions to theSent (a) Mental : A Memorial to GLBTIQ Suicides project.Please read and re-post again and again.love, dylan***************************************...
Posted by elijah on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:55:00 PST

stuck in the house

i had surgery on wednesday to remove some cysts on my tailbone (i was supposed to have this done weeks ago, but due to my aunt/grandmas passing, i had to reschedule)im supposed to "take it easy", so i...
Posted by elijah on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 11:10:00 PST

death

my friend benita died on december 3rdmy aunt died on january 19thmy grandma died this morning.i am still in shock regarding my grandma.after my aunts memorial service, my grandma said to me "i dont wa...
Posted by elijah on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:12:00 PST

welcome emma

on january 21st, emma came into my life.she is a little kitten who is the most adorble thing ever.she looks exactly like my old kitty naraharishe loves to hide under the bed, eat dog treats, and run a...
Posted by elijah on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 09:01:00 PST

best thing ever

its 2:40am and i just realized that i have some soy delicous praline pecan ice cream.SCORE
Posted by elijah on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:43:00 PST

unholy ghost

"when i was born you waited behind a pile of linen in the nursery,and when we were alone, you lay down on top of me, pressing the bile of desolation into every pore,and from that day on everything und...
Posted by elijah on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 09:08:00 PST

for the world

shai hulud - for the world:poured myself out:i am the empty cupmy hope has died awayand my tolerance faded.how can i keep stabilityon such shaky ground?prayers that a smile will flag me down.sadly i'v...
Posted by elijah on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 02:40:00 PST