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About Me

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I am the Crazy Ninja Goddess, and that's all you really need to know.
~99.9% of these photo by lisamae~ (it's what i do)
......."what do you write. that not a woman sat next to you and shared her life, but a human being. not that you found her attractive, but that there was no desire in us to trace the cliche of such pronouncements. that the deepening ooksonian twilight draped its dusty-sapphire charm gently over us while she sipped bookers and i sipped rum and coke and bookers-with-a-twisted-arm, and that she spoke about her beautiful child and her travails with reluctant lovers and i spoke about the sky falling on my head last year. do you say, this lovely human being is treating me like a human being, making me feel a man with thoughts and hands and eyes good enough to look upon and histories that have value, making me feel i matter. do you say, i embrace you, too, lovely being, your travails, your laughter, your lovers, your broken heart, your childhood histories, your dreams still waiting on your hand, your lovely lovely offspring. do you say, you both seat at the bar at 'bison witches' (only ooksonians can come up with such quirky charms), and laugh at a plate of food obviously meant for a creature the size of a cyclops, and you both take moments of unawkward silence because there is no need to hook up or say clumsy date things, but just treat each other like genderless human beings are supposed to treat each other when they both have broken hearts. with kindness. with unadorned laughter. with true warmth. with sincere embraces. with thoughtfulness. who do you say thank you to when you come home with the feeling that a goddess has just held you for hours without any need other than to hold you for hours and you sleep a man again in a sea of tranquility."... apr 12/06. 8:39am ... ~~~ *Marco A.* ~~~
Congress 5.27.06 All photos by Marco Aurelio

My Interests

I love being a mom...i love sharing music, movies, art, books, and love with Nicholas....he is the most amazing human i've had the pleasure to be close to.....he credits me for his love of skate boarding....i credit him with making me a better person.....

Feb 20, 2006 2:08 PM "I forgot to tell you how amazing you were in the vaginas. I know you are hearing it from many but it is extra special coming from me becasue I barely know you and I saw 5 spirits in you that night. Now, if you have 10, then I look forward to introductions."....~~~Amanda~~~

I do theatre, a passion i discovered when i was 29....i feel very proud to have accomplished what i have, on stage, in such a short period of time...Proudest roles...My first rolls in "The Laramie Project".....Lady MacBeth, in "MacBeth", in which my son was The Son of McDuff....(he got killed on stage).....and all 16 of my characters in the two woman show, "Parallel Lives" ....Glen and I plan to make Grant Road Lumber a household name! As he says, "There's gold in that voice"....(support the Arts!)

Ask me about my research paper on the Patriot Act...

I LOVE going to see bands and artists live....local or otherwise...i LOVE MUSIC and support and promote it as much as i can.....but....i do have a life outside of the bar scene...so, if i don't show up, don't worry....i'm always right where i want to be, and who i want to be with.

I'd like to meet:

**Some words of mine...for my mother and my son...

"Her Hands"

~I see images of her hands
in pictures of mine
especially with you...
i see reflections of her soul
in the frames of my eyes
that lent to yours
mirroring mine...
i see her dreams
in the creation
of my own
with life i gave you...
i feel her touch
in every hand
you lay on my face
ever so gently
as tears
roll past my nose
salt, brushing my lips
lashes blurred wet
until none are left...
i breathe a sigh
with every passing minute
praying for the reunion
that will remind me
....she was real~
~lmr 5/18/06~

....."You're in my Top 8 cause you made me sit in you for 9 months." ... ~~~ Nickle Pickle ~~~

Music:

"I played connect the dots with your beauty marks And I ended up with picture perfect sheet music...
I read your musical notes with a composer's eyes and heard our song for the first time...
My spine is still tingling
Mental images of your fine tune
is what I've been nodding my head to lately
Every now and then you can catch me humming your nudity under my heavy breath...
I heavily suggest you resurrect your ancient neglected dust collector If you distrust the distance in my seldom plucked heart strings...
Sit stripped, before your full length
Perform your reflection backwards
Maybe then you will understand
the rhythm in my movement
Listen when the news is sent
Extend when the rules are bent
I'll be waiting to take your leave
Make me a victim of your two step
Make me an apprentice of your body parts
Teach me to dance to your beauty marks
I'm stepping on toes here and I don't care... It's hopeless, it's hopeless
It's hopelessness holding this openess to blow a kiss
So close your lips but don't get pissed
and throw a fist at this vocalist
I'm not emotionless, in fact I broke my wrist when I wrote the list of all those I miss...... THIS is my poker face, Mister Feel Nothing" ~Sage Francis~

~I love music....Period~

Movies:

Old school, black and white with some of the greats. Horror movies so i can freak out my son, and docs.

Television:

i have one...i enjoy it.

Books:

I just got my own copy of "The Alchemist"...hardcover...thank you, Richard
Everybody needing a good giggle should read "The Areas of My Expertise", by John Hodgman....love it...and have very fond memories of reading it on a boat............................"Lamb" by Christopher Moore, and "The Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran...thank you, Aaron........and scripts....i read a lot of scripts...

Heroes:

My mother, Gloria Ramona Martinez, my grandma, Ruth Pina, my mentor, J. Wilson, and my son, Nicholas, aka, The Nickle Pickle

My Blog

my friends, i humbly thank you

Thank you, my friends& Well, my surgery on Oct. 4th was a success. And though I have a bruised torso and stitches "down there" (not TOO far down) I finally feel like my old self again. ...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 02:51:00 PST

Second Orginal Song...the lyrics

I have written the words to the second original Grant Road Lumber song...not yet titled, but completely influenced by my favorite movie...Glen Corey wrote the music and it will be added to the band pa...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:03:00 PST

I didnt cry...but...i did melt....Crowded House in San Diego

Well....if you EVER get a chance to see a show at Humphrey's take it. The Crowded House Show was incredible...i really don't think there is a bad seat in the house.Neil Finn of Crowded House was my f...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:48:00 PST

First original song...

Well...for those of you who were at Plush still on Saturday night, Grant Road Lumber unveiled it's first original song, "Pushed Off". I've never really written a song before, but i gave it a whirl, a...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 02:14:00 PST

ahhh...man...Marco....

My sweetest friend moved to his homeland of South America...Marco is a man of great worth, talent, love, passion, loyality, and humor....and his accent...rawr!....Thank you for the "Ode to a Ninja"......
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:40:00 PST

we should all be as cool as Nicholas

My son fell in love with Metch, Jords and B-Rad of Iceage Cobra when they stayed with us in November 2006...i gave him the shirt they gave me when they stayed over at my place a few weeks ago...and i ...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:17:00 PST

...he plays for me

He plays for me at nightas fingers dashacross black and white keysspelling out wordsasking me pleasemay i stayto draw your bathtrace letters on your backas you play in bubblesa seductive attackHe play...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST

...because Beth cracks me up...

...i miss her...i save her voicemails coz she misses me too...and her text messages coz she makes me laugh...the following bulletin she posted tonight caught my eye:"Great Discovery for the Chocoholic...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:42:00 PST

guilty pleasure .878

...the music of crystal gayle.it reminds me of my grandprents, Fred and Lynn Stewart.they would take my brother and i to reno so they could gamble, and we could watch. back then, we could sit on the ...
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:48:00 PST

ummmm...my profile song has....

...the word "T'aint" in the title.i want to say "what the hell?" AND *sigh*....all at the same time*sigh*
Posted by Crazy Ninja Goddess on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:08:00 PST