*Raven* - ProfilesArchive

About Me

It is in the whispers of the wind that takes me away into dreams of deep slumber and sunshine moutain lights. It is in life that i struggle to find meaning for things i couldn't comprehend nor finish the exodus of my ailing soul, before it turns into purple flames and ashes of smoke. For No words could ever express the pains that lies deep inside Freedom overcoming all fears leaving all tears behind...i walk head on in life to find answers to things that i coudn't explain. I learn from my experiences i learn from my mistakes. i am complicated. i am unique. i embrace life to it's fullness. I create my own rules."Anti-chauvanistic, Realist liberal, free from the chains of oppressive traditions from slavery and social division of the past. a minute voice from the masses."Weird, extreme (tahimik/maingay)

My Interests

i like to go to the beach and relax, go to places iv'e never been before. hike on mountains, gigs (i just can't get enough of it), malls, play billiards, tugtugan sessions (but i dnt play any instuments!) mahilig akong mag soccer at basketball kahit anung sports basta kaya ko....i like to write and read poems...i like to drink hehehe! medyo mahilig sa graphics and layouts kso di ako marunong mag drawing so photoshop lng gamit ko(tamang trip, good clean fun hehehe),also, once i dreamt of becoming a psychiatrist but science wasn't my thing, i originally entered college to become a film maker but in this country in order to become a "free" film director (meaning: you have full control over your film) you need a lot of money or otherwise you have no choice but to make "art/porno" movies which degrades helpless women into tricking them to bare in order to make it big in the industry and for me to survive also (it sucks!) . right now i hope i could make it into advertising (copywriting) but who knows?...

I'd like to meet:

people who are true and free!

Music:

rock, raggae, punk, alternative etc. mainly: "eraserheads", "P.O.T.", kapatid, hale, sandwich, mayonnaise, the dawn, pinikpikan, agaw agimat, teeth, cambio, urbandub, imago, stonefree, bayang barrios, sugarfree, narda, finch, a perfect circle, dashboard confessionals, sublime, story of the year, trapt, system of a down, thursday, 311, fuel, silverchair, coldplay, oasis, goo goo dolls, dave matthews band, "nirvana", r.e.m, cranberries, verve pipe, bob marley, lenny kravitz, sting,

Movies:

finding forrester, eyes wide shut, full metal jacket, the pianist, schindler's list, lost in translation, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, rashomon, sanjuro, yojimbo, dreams, dead poets society, Bayaning third world ni "Mike de Leon"

Television:

MTV,MYX

Books:

art of war by sun tzu, pablo neruda poems, short stories of anton chekov, nick joaquin, edgar allan poe, poems by lorca...

Heroes:

My Blog

fighting for your own demise

My prof would always jockingly say to me what are you fighting for? that in relation to why i had kept my hair long. i had worn a short hair yesterday and my prof told me "o tapos na ba ang pinaglala...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bayan ko

bayan ko sa panahon ngaun uso nanaman ang pulitika! nabuhay nanaman ang sigaw para sa rebolusyon! agarang pagbabago! pero anung pagbabago ba ang nangyayare? ito ba ay panandalian lamang, mabilis per...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

puerto nights

Dreaming of pirates gold for sustenance In this old Spanish galleon port The sun dozes to this morbid nightWhile waning Stars glisten like smokeLounging in the pacifying shores Before the mystified se...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sagada remembered (home)

It was just last summer that I went up to Sagada for the first time. Where stars were almost reachable within the palm of hands, where the sunrise was cool and was painted by some higher being. A...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Nostalgic cry

Missing mirth Amidst silent Lonely getaways Watching faint stars By myself A nostalgic gust Whispers ghastly Moments, A forlorn cry Without you The facade of tears Down my cheeks Glo...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

drunken nights

could it be so real?that everything i feelis not a consumate liethat no one can denyAll the things i hold so dearwithout you would be my greatest feari wish the days would never endthe walks we shared...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Untitled

Undaunted sadness rushes As feelings lay at a stand still Gasping thru old memories Of eventful nights together As Days swept away dreams Searching sleep after sleep Waking up the same Alone...
Posted by *Raven* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST