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FAVORITES...... PEOPLE & ARTISTS-
MY SON DAMIEN!!!!!!!!!
Kevin Aucoin, Francois Nars, Anais Nin, Colette, Charles Bukowski, Man Ray, Marilyn Monroe, Frank Sinatra (The Rat Pack), Billie Holiday, Mark Ryden, Bouguereau, Mucha, Floria Sigismondi, Pee Wee Herman...Lamb, Frou Frou , Damien Rice, Peter Murphy, David Sylvian..People who mean what they say....
MY AMAZING SON
SENSATIONS/EXPERIENCES/GENERAL-Kissing, enjoying poetry, music, film, erotica, art, fashion, decorating and photography...freshly cleaned and still warm high thread count sheets and down comforters, darkness, sleeping for 12+ hours, lofts, reading at bedtime, singing badly in the car (Don't try to bullshit me Tim, I can't sing!!), candles cuddling with a lover, dreaming, writing, conversation, a cool wind on my flesh, cold weather, velvet and satin on my skin, the scent and taste of a lover, Domination, being tied up by a lover and the reverse, Sex in public, fetish, collecting beauty products (and I mean collecting!!!!!!!) , rain on the roof, cloudy days, giving and receiving massages, baths with lavender oil and salt, showers, sunsets at the ocean, laughing hard, holding hands, fingernails on my back(writing secret words), wishful window shopping, journaling, dancing, painting, being overly affectionate, candles, fireplaces, lots of pillows, watching live bands, Make-up, books, tattoos, vintage motorcycles, MY FAVORITE WORD--ONOMATOPOEIA, shoes, darkness, oddball toys, the seedy side of old Hollywood, death and it's mysteries, Christmas lights(and music), DEVIL DUCKIES,, being a drama queen, no I mean DRAMA GODDESS, The 80's(good times), the theory of a hammock(if only could get in one without falling out), Pussycow, The Happy Tree Friends, lemurs and squirrels, burlesque, 1950's, 1940's, 1930's, love and boundless understanding.....the words "I LOVE YOU"........ being in Joe's arms, El Matador Beach, my private spot in La Jolla, Coronado beach at night, The Little Chapel of the Roses, book stores(used and new), art galleries, libraries("full of keys"PM), museums, Amoeba records, The Getty Museum, Santa Monica, The Hollywood Hills, San Diego, London, San Francisco...
IF YOU ARE A TEENAGE BOY DON'T EVEN THINK OF ADDING ME! ....PLEASE NOOOOOOOOO MORE BANDS!!!
"I'm shattered like a broken glass, severed from my better half. It is the way it should be.." Trillion
I am not looking for a savior or someone to heal me. That is a job that only I can complete. I AM looking for understanding and acceptance for my faults and belief in my goodness. I am NOT looking for any romance. But I would still love to met those who believe in true love and it's beauty...our souls are kindred......... __________________________________________________________
PLEASE READ!!!! I would prefer a email beforehand introducing yourself....I will read your profile and see if we share common interests. Chances are high that if you are female you will be accepted. As for bands, I am a music whore, can't live without it........but don't request a friendship unless you reflect my tastes...I WILL LISTEN!! If I like you I will add you....NO GUYS THAT ARE GIRL COLLECTING!!!!!!! Any person who makes it more than obvious that they just want hot chicks on their page or talk about who the want to bang, DON'T EVEN TRY TO ADD ME YOU WILL BE DENIED!!! Since I am the mother of a teenage boy I can not see fit to add teenage boys to my list... on very rare occasions will I make exceptions....As for comments if you are just leaving them to blatantly promote yourself I most likely will deny them, unless you are a good friend in need of promotion or it is an event I would love to go to, I am not your personal billboard, my page is personal ...
I want to increase my artistic community, surround myself with those who constantly want to learn, who believe in beauty and creativity. People who can hold intelligent or at the very least interesting conversations.....
"I need to be cleansed
It's time to make amends
For all of the fun
The damage is done
And I feel diseased
I'm down on my knees
And I need forgiveness
Someone to bear witness
To the goodness within
Beneath the sin
Although I may flirt
With all kinds of dirt
To the point of disease
Now I want release
From all this decay
Take it away
And somewhere
There's someone who cares
With a heart of gold
To have and to hold"
Depeche Mode..............
ARTISTS, WRITERS, FREAKS, THE BEAUTIFUL FREE THINKERS OF THE WORLD.....HISTORY BUFFS, RETRO LOVERS, SERIAL KILLERS, CARNIES, PHOTOGRAPHERS, FLASHERS, FASHION ICONS , DEVIANTS, CROSS DRESSES, TRANSSEXUALS, CONTORTIONISTS, PAINTERS, MAKE-UP ARTISTS, SNAKE CHARMERS, DAVID LACHAPELLE, FRANCOIS NARS, FLORIA SIGISMONDI, HELMUT NEWTON, RICHARD AVEDON, GUY BOURDIN, PICASSO, ANAIS NIN, COLETTE, BUKOWSKI, DAVID SYLVIAN, MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN, MICHAEL MOORE, WILLY WONKA, TIM BURTON, MARK RYDEN, PEE WEE HERMAN, STEVE MARTIN, , BRUCE CAMPBELL, ANNE RICE, ....NO CLOWNS ALLOWED!!!!!!!!!
And remember kiddies
"THE LAP DANCE IS ALWAYS BETTER WHEN THE STRIPPER IS CRYIN "
artwork by MARISA
THE TOP OF MY CHARTS..LAMB, DEPECHE MODE,FROU FROU (IMOGEN HEAP), PETER MURPHY, DAVID SYLVIAN, THE CURE, DAMIEN RICE, TORI AMOS, BJORK, BILLIE HOLIDAY, FRANK SINATRA, .....ANYTHING WITH MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN ...PUSCIFER
KIND OF IN RANDOM ORDER...
KIND OF IN RANDOM ORDER...
MISC.....VNV NATION, MUSE, APOPTYGMA BERZERK, SHE WANTS REVENGE, IAMX, SNEAKER PIMPS (WITH CHRIS CORNER ON VOCAL THAT IS) THE CINEMATICS, SHINY TOY GUNS, PEEPING TOM, SNOW PATROL, THE POSTAL SERVICE, DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE, KEANE,THE KILLERS, JUSTICE, THE PRESETS, DEATH FROM ABOVE 1979, MSTRKRFT, LCD SOUNDSYSTEM, THE KNIFE, ASSEMBLAGE 23, THE EDITORS, BAT FOR LASHES, INTERPOL, ELEFANT, THE FAINT, LOVAGE, SLOWDIVE, NINE HORSES, RAIN TREE CROW, BELL CANTO, CALL ME ISHMAEL, YEAH YEAH YEAH'S, THE RAPTURE, HOT HOT HEAT, SIGUR ROS, JEFF BUCKLEY, WOLFSHEIM, PLACEBO, CAKE, THE DEAD MILKMEN, BECK, THE BEASTIE BOYS, THE BLOODHOUND GANG, SOUL COUGHING
FAVORITE 80's-90'S..SOFT CELL, MARC ALMOND, MARC AND THE MAMBA'S, THE CULT, CLAN OF XYMOX, ADAM ANT, THE MISSION UK, SISTER OF MERCY, BAUHAUS, LOVE AND ROCKETS, TONES ON TAIL, JAPAN, DALI'S CAR, THE SMITHS, MORRISSEY, PETER GABRIEL, ANNIE LENNOX/THE EURYTHMICS, MINISTRY, GARY NUMAN, THE DAMNED, COCTEAU TWINS, CABARET VOLTAIRE, THIS MORTAL COIL,SIOUXSIE AND THE BANSHEES, DEAD CAN DANCE, DURAN DURAN, ARCADIA, ERASURE, YAZ, NEW ORDER, JOY DIVISION, THE SUGARCUBES, KATE BUSH, THE CHURCH, ECHO AND THE BUNNYMEN, THE THE, THE POLICE, STONE ROSES, VISAGE, DRAMARAMA, LEGENDARY PINK DOTS, THE TEAR GARDEN, REVOLTING COCKS KOMMUNITY FK,..tehnically 70's DAVID BOWIE, BLONDIE, KRAFTWERK, Q LAZZURUS
FAVORITE WOMEN(WOMAN FRONTED BANDS)..GOLDFRAPP, PORTISHEAD, MADONNA, LADYTRON, SARAH MCLACHLAN, PEACHES, SIA, LUCIA, RUBY, ESTHERO, EVERYTHING BUT THE GIRL, BAXTER, KATE HAVNEVIK, EMILIANA TORRINI. ELYSIAN FIELDS, GARBAGE, OLIVE, MANDALAY, SADE, COSTANZA, MARTINA TOPLEY-BIRD, FIONA APPLE, PJ HARVEY, NIKKA COSTA, DIDO, CAROLINE LAVELLE, MORCHEEBA THE SUNDAYS, CAT POWER, PAT BENETAR, DOLLSHEAD, SIERRA SWAN, AMY WINEHOUSE, FEIST, LILY ALLEN
ELECTRO/TRIP HOP- BT, MASSIVE ATTACK, TRICKY, DELIRIUM, UNDERWORLD, FISCHERSPOONER, HOOVERPHONIC, ZERO 7, BENT, SOULSTICE, GUS GUS, AIR, LAURENT GARNIER, SNEAKER PIMPS, THIEVERY CORPORATION, SUPREME BEINGS OF LEISURE, ST. ETIENNE, TELEPOPMUSIK, MOBY, WILLIAM ORBIT, ORBITAL, THE CHEMICAL BROTHERS, CRYSTAL METHOD, DIRTY SANCHEZ
INDUSTRIAL(ELECTRONIC AND HARD STUFF)-NINE INCH NAILS, MINISTRY, SKINNY PUPPY, TENSE, KILLING JOKE, REVOLTING COCKS, KMFDM, PIGFACE, PIG, NITZER EBB, FRONT 242, MACHINES OF LOVING GRACE, THE PRODIGY, LEAETHER STRIP, PSYCHIC TV, EINSTURZENDE NEUBAUTEN, FRONTLINE ASSEMBLY, LAIBACH, RAMMSTEIN,FUNKER VOGT, ACUMEN
ROCK.. TOOL, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, JANES ADDICTION, A PERFECT CIRCLE, THE DEFTONES, ONESIDEZERO, BUTTHOLE SURFERS, KORN, FOO FIGHTERS, FILTER, STONE TEMPLE PILOTS, PORNO FOR PYROS, COLD, STAIND, STATIC X, CHEVELLE, SLIPNOT...I WON'T ADMIT TO THE 80'S METAL I LISTEN TOO
MORE MISC...JAMIROQUAI, MAXWELL, SWEETBACK, THICKE (ROBIN), MARVIN GAYE, STEVIE WONDER, MOZART, BEETHOVEN, 4 AD BANDS, ELECTROTRASH AND SLEAZE AND LOTS OF GOTH AND PUNK
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Not in an exact order...mood dictates my favorites
The Fountain, Pan's Labyrinth, Secretary, Amelie, What Dreams May Come (I have seen at about 30 times), Harold and Maude, Moulin Rouge, Excalibur, Bus Stop, Big Fish, A Room with a View, The Princess Bride, Shopgirl, Snatch, Infernal Affairs 1 & 2 (sorry #3 but you were just so so), Bubble Boy ( It makes me Happy every time), SPUN, The City of Lost Children, High Fidelity, Run Lola Run, The Hours, Frida, The Hunger (Peter and David HOLY CRAP), 300, Magnolia, The Aristrocrats (not The Aristocats) Finding Neverland, Napoleon Dynamite(!!!), Lost in Translation, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, In America, Thirteen, Windy City Heat(uncensored)... Henry and June, Splendor in the Grass(so indentify with this movie) He Loves Me- He Loves Me Not, Dirty Pretty Things, Velvet Goldmine, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Fight Club, Chicago, American Beauty, The Fifth Element, True Romance Donnie Darko("Sometimes i doubt you commitment to Sparkle Motion"), Memento, Seven, Love Stinks, Love and Sex, Swingers, Garden State, Clerks, Office Space, Almost Famous, Monty Python & The Holy Grail(It's only a flesh wound.....run away run away), Igby Goes Down, American History X, Death to Smoochy, Best in Show, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Way of the Gun, The Usual Suspects, Pulp Fiction, Basquiat, Four Rooms, My Beautiful Laundrette, Little Children, The Royal Tennenbaums, The Virgin Suicides, Being John Malcovich, Raising Arizona, O Brother, Where Out Thou?, Orgazmo (DVDA!), Cannibal The Musical (OK not really), Old School( We're going Streaking!), The Jerk, The Man With Two Brains (The pointy birds pointy pointy anoint my head anointy nointy) Kingpin, Joe Dirt, One Hour Photo, Manhunter( The original Hannibal), Silence of the Lambs, Meet The Parents, Something About Mary, Zoolander, Dumb and Dumber, Kingpin (What is it about good sex that makes me want to crap??)Valmont (much better than Dangerous Liasons) Requiem for a Dream, Pi, I ♥ HUCKABEES, Trainspotting, Betty Blue, Wings of Desire, City of Angels, AI, Music From Another Room, The Unbearable Lightness of Being,, The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Ghost World, Brazil, Time Bandits, Jabberwocky, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, 12 Monkeys, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas(even if my horrid ex husband is an extra)(OK I should say all Terry Gilliam) Kalifonia, A Clockwork Orange, Blade Runner, Quills, Gothic ( Ken Russell is one fucked up man!!), The Cell (as long as I can pretend Jennifer Lopez isn't in it) Lost Highway, Blue Velvet, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, SLC Punk, Sex & Lucia, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Benny and Joon, Pumpkin, all three Indiana Jones movies,Highlander, The Godfather 1 and 2. Taxi Driver, 200 Cigarettes, The Big Lebowski, Breakfast on Pluto...
MOVIES OF MY YOUTH-All John Hughes films! Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink etc., Say Anything, 3 O'clock High, Less Than Zero, Fast Time at Ridgemont High, Sid and Nancy, Labyrinth, Legend(get the DVD and watch the European release), Suburbia, Repo Man, Forbidden Zone, Liquid Sky, Pee Wee's Big Adventure, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Legend, Dark Crystal, The Neverending Story, Ladyhawke, Spinal Tap, Weird Science, Better off Dead, Edward Scissorhands, Beetlejuice, The Slipper and the Rose, Rocky Horror Picture Show....
OLDIES BUT GOODIES-The Misfits, The Seven Year Itch, Some Like It Hot, Rebel Without a Cause, East of Eden, Giant, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, The Ghost and Mrs. Muir, Singing in the Rain, Funny Girl and Funny Lady, My Fair Lady (Love!! Barbra Streisand), Gigi, Wizard of OZ, All the Universal "Monster" movies Freaks ( One of us, one of us), A Patch of Blue, To Kill a Mockingbird, Doris Day/Rock Hudson movies, A Place in the Sun, Sabrina, etc...... Musicals, Montgomery Clift, Cary Grant, GREGORY PECK, Jack Lemmon, Jean Harlow, Gene Tierney, GENE KELLY, Leslie Caron, Clark Gable, Laurence Olivier, Vivien Leigh, Frank Siantra, Paul Newman, Marlon Brando and of course James Dean and Marilyn.......
MOVIES FOR THE CHILD AT HEART-Finding Nemo, Riki Tikki Tavi, Nightmare Before Christmas, Babe, Wizard Of OZ,..
MY MEN- Daniel Day Lewis!!!!! John Cusack!!!!!! Jude Law!!!!!!Steve Martin!!!!!!!Val Kilmer!!!!!!Brad Pitt!!!!!!Johnny Depp!!!!!!!River and Joaquin Phoenix!!!!!!Ewan McGregor!!!Jonathan Rhys Meyers!!!!Viggo Mortenson!!!!Ed Harris!!!!
MISC. STUFF-Sappy love stories, porn( especially Andrew Blake stuff).............I really would be here all day if I continued..
FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS!!!!!!!!!!Family Guy ( "I felt guilty once but she woke up half way through"),House, Heroes, Lost. Grey's Anatomy, Ugly Betty, Nip/Tuck, Dirt,The Colbert Repot, The Daily Show, Six Feet Under, Carnivale, Queer as Folk, South Park, Kids in the Hall, Monty Python's Flying Circus, Fawlty Towers, AB Fab, The Young Ones, Sex in the City, Ren and Stimpy, The Happy Tree Friends (not really a tv show but hey!! they rock), The Chappelle Show, M*A*S*H.... True Crime Shows and Medical Shows..oh yeah and The Adventures of Briscoe County Jr., Quantum Leap and The Wonder Years (don't laugh) then there is that addiction to reality shows, I am waiting for the cure in topical form.
BOOKS- I read 2-3 books a month (more if I did not have a job) DAVID SEDARIS ROCKS MY WORLD!!!! CHUCK PALAHNIUK, AUGUSTEN BURROUGHS, DAVE EGGERS, STEVE MARTIN, IRVINE WELSH, CHUCK KLOSTERMAN....Geek Love ( I need a sequel Katherine), Delta of Venus ... A Spy In the House of Love( all Anais Nin), The Vagabond, The Pure and the Impure( all Colette), A Confederacy of Dunces, Middlesex and The Virgin Suicides (Jeffery Eugenides) Memoirs of a Geisha, The Most Beautiful Woman in Town (all Bukowski), Inventions of the March Hare (all T.S.Eliot), The Hours, Feast of All Saints, EROTICA!! The Story of O, White Oleander,The Beauty Chronicles, Anne Rice, Nick Hornby, Frank McCourt, Brett Easton Ellis, Joyce Carol Oats, Rudyard Kipling, Thomas Lynch, Edgar Allan Poe, Allen Ginsberg, Sylvia Plath, Eve Ensler, Kahlil Gibhran, Anne Sexton, Jacques Prevert, Brian Froud and Terry Jones, Henry Miller, Franz Kafka, Kurt Vonnegut, Sarte, Camus, Whitley Streiber, Don Delillo, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Dylan Thomas, Oscar Wilde, E.M Forester. Marquis de Sade...Taschen Books, Pinup Books, and true crime novels, I try to read every day...........
You will perish of fits. Repeat this to yourself:
"Things can work out even if I don't get
my way. Things can work out even...."
What horrible Edward Gorey Death will you die?
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LUCKY
HEROES-At this particular moment Joseph Gray for getting healthy and finding peace...My son Damien for being so gentle,funny, intelligent and talented!!!!!!!! ....... Kevin Aucoin for being my inspiration and guiding light as a Make-up artist... David LaChapelle for being a brilliant artist and photographer.... David Sylvian for showing me the beauty of love through his music and keeping my faith in love....Marc Almond for making my teen years bearable... Pyre for always following her dreams...Tia for always wanting to make the world a better place and doing something about it.....and myself for learning, although late in life, that I am strong and can take care of myself...And again my beautiful son for just being himself...*************************************
You are purple. What a romantic person you are.
You're sentimental and forward-looking (those
are opposites.). You're a sophisticated and
refined--with a refind taste for chocolates and
wine (yum...). Tempermental and moody, you let
people know when you're angry. But other
times, you just sit and sulk. Alone. When
around people, you're a generous person, with
insatiable needs. You're a starving artist,
basically. You're enjoy getting into debates
over politics and religion with people of the
same intelligence of you. But you know they
can never convince you otherwise, you stubborn
person, you. As a unique person you are (not
to mention just a tad bit eccentric...), you're
well-liked by either a few people, or too many
people...
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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