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blueyedevil

emotions breed destruction

About Me


DO NOT SEND A FRIEND REQUEST UNLESS YOU HAVE EMAILED ME FIRST! OTHERWISE I WILL AUTOMATICALLY DENY YOU!
MERELY SILKSCREENING YOUR POORLY DESIGNED, GENERIC LOGO ON A BUNCH OF T-SHIRTS AND CAPS DOES NOT MAKE YOU A CLOTHING DESIGNER! SO STOP SENDING ME ADD REQUESTS, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR CLOTHES OBVIOUSLY DON'T MATCH MY STYLE!
BANDS- IF YOU HAVE NO SIMILARITIES TO THE WIDE RANGE OF MUSICAL TASTES DISPLAYED IN MY MUSIC SECTION, THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER TRYING TO ADD ME!

If you weren't interested enough in me to even read this far, or don't respect my wishes, why the hell would I want to add you? And no offense, but if I don't feel we have that much in common, it's unlikely I will add you. Sorry, don't take it personally.i collect monster toys, devils, toy eyeballs, creepy doll heads, fortune-cookie fortunes, quarter-machine toys and trinkets, skulls and skeletons, bats, pirate toys. I have a twisted, dark sense of humor. I tend to be sarcastic. I'm a Web Designer for a very cool company in a maligned industry. I am very creative and artistic. I write (songs, stories, scripts), sculpt, and create digital artwork. I would like to get a band started...again. I can be poetic and enlightening, or I can be crude and horrifying: depends on the circumstance and my mood. Things that make me feel/act like a kid: Halloween, Christmas, Disneyland, toys, cartoons, and the rain. I'm neat and clean, but not anal. I gamble on friends, love and life, but not with money. I love to cook, and am very good at it. My favorites foods are Japanese (esp. sushi), Italian, Thai, BBQ, Chinese, Mexican, and extremely rare steak... I guess I just love good food. My alcohol of choice includes good beer, bourbon, red wine (cabernet or shiraz), rum (esp. Sailor Jerry's)... and anything else when the mood strikes! I love chocolate! I also like eating Cap'n Crunch Crunch Berries while drinking beer, and I eat my M&M's in a specific color order. I have a weird fascination with numerical patterns in times and dates (06/06/06, 1:11am, etc.). I can be very social, punctuated by periods of seclusion (like I'm in right now). I love to go out, especially for live music. I have a love/hate attitude toward crowds, and once that line is crossed, enough's enough! If you're actually reading this you can email me here and let me know. I have blue eyes, and dye my hair black (other colors when I can get away with it). Fashion: Lots of black. My style ranges from punk, to deathrock, to gothic, to rockabilly, to lounge, to glam, to suits, dressed up and dressed down. I like to dress up to go out, and dress appropriately for the destination. But I am not a "vampire", nor ever pretended to be. Even with my predominantly black fashion and generally pale skin, I never shun the outdoors, and I love the beach. I end some summers with a tan, something I neither strive for nor avoid. I look, act, feel and think much younger than I really am. Sometimes I even still get carded! Yay! I can't relate to people that have that "given-up on life" attitude. I have a healthy ego, and an even bigger anti-ego. I'm much more sensitive than I show, and can be hurt deeper than you'll ever know. I am a textbook Leo. I know my imperfections better than anyone, and I strive to correct them. I'm extremely loyal, and will hold onto a friendship (or lover) far longer than I should. But when it's over, it's over forever. When I'm in love, I'm completely consumed, and will still be even after my heart is broken. I have been hurt before, but still believe that the risk can be worth the payoff. I can be extremely loving, romantic, courteous, generous and giving, but I do expect the same in return. If you are selfish with attention, eventually you won't be getting any from me. In the bedroom, all I will say is that vanilla can be nice, but I like sampling all 31 flavors. Except tutti-frutti!

My Interests

music / anime / piercings / tattoos / swearing / halloween / haunted houses / freak shows / art / toys / monsters / beer / rum / vodka martinis / bourbon / dive bars / classic cars / occult / skulls / animal specimens / antique medical instruments / curiosities / anomalies / Fortean phenomenon / cryptozoology / cannibalism / Disneyland / web design / songwriting / filmmaking / museums / cooking / bbq / working out / hiking / camping / beach / happy happy joy joy

I'd like to meet:

Friends: anyone with similar interests, especially artists, musicians, writers, creative types in general. New people for hanging out, going to shows, clubs, gallery openings, events, musuems, etc. I'm also up for new long-distance friends- why should we be limited by geography?!
Love: I'll know it when I find it, but since I'm not really looking I'm sure it will be accidental... just like a car wreck, and probably equally tragic.
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Music:

The Damned / Nick Cave / Johnny Cash / Nekromantix / TSOL / Phantom Chords / Cramps / The Misfits (Danzig era) / Danzig / Samhain / Supersuckers / Hank III / TSOL / 45 Grave / Social Distortion / Mike Ness (solo) / Throw Rag / Kings of Nuthin / X / Tom Waits / Leonard Cohen / Frank Sinatra / the Joykiller / Bauhaus / Love & Rockets / Peter Murphy / David Bowie / Marc Bolan / The Doors / Rolling Stones / Neil Diamond / Tom Jones / Pink Floyd / AC/DC / P.I.L. / Pogues / Shane McGowan / Flogging Molly / Clancy Brothers / Adam Ant / Oingo Boingo / Billy Idol / Lords of the New Church / Adicts / Groovie Ghoulies / Toy Dolls / The Briefs / Dead Kennedys / Subhumans / Black Flag / Circle Jerks / Fear / Discharge / Exploited / D.I. / Agent Orange / CH3 / Dr. Know / False Confessions / Aggression / MDC / The Mighty Sphincter / Christ on Parade / Crass / Atari Teenage Riot / Malice Mizer / Dir En Grey / Ministry / Rob Zombie / White Zombie / Marilyn Manson / Rammstein / Electric Hellfire Club / Blasters / Hank Williams (Sr.) / Patsy Cline / Howling Wolf / Muddy Waters / Blind Lemon Jefferson / Wagner / Beethoven / Mozart / Gregorian Chants / pipe organ / opera / old country / folk / bluegrass / middle eastern... this is just a small sampling, kiddies- a full list would blow your little minds! I listen to it all and I like what I like... fuck your musical bigotry!
Anime TV and OVA
Current:
Hellsing Ultimate: ep 4
Bleach: ep 167
Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex (2nd time): ep 23
Neon Genesis Evangeleon (4th time): ep 14

Recently completed:
Ergo Proxy / Death Note / FLCL (4th? 5th? time) / Paranoia Agent (3rd time) / Blood+ / Sexy Commando Gaiden: Sugoiyo!! Masarusan / Lain / Green Green / Afro Samurai / Hellsing / Gankutsuou:The Count of Monte Cristo

Favorites:
Neon Genesis Evangelion / Cromartie High School / Hellsing / Gankutsuou:The Count of Monte Cristo / Cowboy Bebop / Paranoia Agent / Bleach / Samurai Champloo / Blood+ / Monster / Gilgamesh / Trigun / Excel Saga / FLCL / Gungrave

Movies
Recent:
Paprika, Dead Leaves, Karas: the Prophecy, Ninja Scroll

Favorites:
coming soon

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas / The Wall / Nosferatu / True Romance / The Great Race / Clockwork Orange / Fight Club / Nightmare Before Christmas / Mad Monster Party / Bride of Frankenstein / Akira / Ghost in the Shell / Pi / Philadelphia Story / Arsenic and Old Lace / Bringing Up Baby / Babydoll / Tombstone / Suburbia / Hedwig and the Angry Inch / Apocalypse Now / Oh Brother Where Art Thou / Rear Window / Dead Man / Barfly / City of Lost Children / Donnie Darko / Bringing Out the Dead / Requiem for a Dream / Mad Max (undubbed) / Road Warrior / Amadeus / The Secretary / Cool Hand Luke / Dr. Strangelove / Rumble Fish / Return of the Living Dead / Repo Man / Big Trouble in Little China / Pirates of the Caribbean / Zoolander / Spun / Absolute Beginners / Cry Baby / Kung Pow: Enter the Fist / Shaun of the Dead / The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou / Sin City / Audition / Visitor Q / Ichi The Killer / Bob Hope and Bing Crosby road pictures / Pink Panther movies / Marx Brothers
Favorite Directors
Paul Thomas Anderson / Frank Capra / Francis Ford Coppola / Blake Edwards / Coen brothers / Terry Gilliam / Alfred Hitchcock / Jean-Pierre Jeunet / Stanley Kubrick / Fritz Lang / David Lynch / Takashi Miike / Martin Scorsese / Quentin Tarantino / James Whale / John Woo
I really should organize these one day...

Television:

Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations / Dexter / Countdown with Keith Olbermann / Carnivale / Sopranos / Action / Monster House / The Office (BBC) / Black Adder / Fawlty Towers / Monty Python / Invader Zim / Angry Beavers / Fairly Odd Parents / The Young Ones / Mr. Show / Wonder Showzen / Changing Rooms / any Jamie Oliver show / Iron Chef (Japanese) / Good Eats / Aqua Teen Hunger Force / Sealab 2021 / Venture Bros. / Harvey Birdman / Saul of the Mole Men / Taboo

Books:

the phone book with your name and address circled / Frankenstein / Brave New World / 1984 / Fight Club / Choke / Last Exit to Brooklyn / On The Road / Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas / And the Ass Saw the Angel / A Clockwork Orange / H.P. Lovecraft / Edgar Allen Poe / the Brothers Grimm / George Orwell / Aldous Huxley / Hunter S. Thompson / William S. Burroughs / Chuck Palahniuk / Hubert Selby Jr. / mythology / occult / ghost stories / true crime / history / cookbooks

I really should update this one day...

Heroes:

I don't need a hero... I need an arch-nemesis!..

My Blog

boys and politics

It is indeed an exciting time, politically, for my boys! They are at an age when they are beginning to become politically aware. On the cusp of a presidential election and major political upheaval, in...
Posted by blueyedevil on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 12:48:00 PST

In Dreams

A candy-colored clown they call the sandmanTiptoes to my room every nightJust to sprinkle stardust and to whisper"Go to sleep. Everything is all right."I close my eyes,Then I drift awayInto the magic ...
Posted by blueyedevil on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:23:00 PST

wasted day off, wasted life

Due to my dire financial situation, and yet another threat of a new wage garnishment, I decided to take today off to deal with it. I can't make the necessary calls from work, I have no privacy and rea...
Posted by blueyedevil on Fri, 30 May 2008 06:37:00 PST

Not Interested

I get a lot of friend requests, mostly from women looking for a romantic connection. I NEVER approve a friend request (romantic or otherwise) unless after reading their profiles I've found compatibili...
Posted by blueyedevil on Tue, 27 May 2008 12:04:00 PST

crazy day

I don't know what today was all about. All the makings of a bad, gloomy day were there, beginning the night before and spreading into morning: worry about bills; a somewhat sleepless night; up too ear...
Posted by blueyedevil on Wed, 21 May 2008 12:39:00 PST

if only I could afford to stay up all night...

Tonight I was blessed/cursed with too many creative ideas, and I would stay up all night creating if only I didn't have to get up in the morning.It's no wonder many of the greatest artists in history ...
Posted by blueyedevil on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:31:00 PST

magic lost

the world is getting older. my friends are getting older. my kids are getting older.I'm getting older.my boys have kept me young. I've always been able to see the world through their eyes, a kaleidosc...
Posted by blueyedevil on Tue, 06 May 2008 11:15:00 PST

escaping the past

You cannot merely turn your back to the past and expect to escape. It will be forever nipping at your heels, leaving you constantly looking over your shoulder instead of looking forward toward your go...
Posted by blueyedevil on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:46:00 PST

straight from the tap

I find the following video disturbing. By way of disclaimer, I was breastfed, as were both my boys, so I don't have anything against what is a completely natural part of life. I have no probl...
Posted by blueyedevil on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:50:00 PST

bloody disclaimer

any blood appearing in my photos is in fact real. only one photo contains blood that is not my own. can you guess the photo and donor?
Posted by blueyedevil on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 01:26:00 PST