yeah, wanted to write that shit to portland's backseat-mag, a mag for planet-gasers. The normality of cardriving is that crazy you will end up in madhouse if you think about it. one should kill 200 cars each day to save the planet...
just a few days ago i nearly got killed by a fucking gps-mutant. "sorry, i didn't see you" allthough i had lights on: "if ya can't see you shouldn't drive, fathasucker!" it really sounds like that poor excuse after world war II when most goose-steppers pretended to not know anything. krauts are better actors! o.k. the car was looking more smashed than me, my leg's still blue and hurts, elbow sucks and the bill for his insurance will kill me. But as i don enjoy life that much thats no real point. still i'm scarred to ride my bar-bike cuz "Zoe" gots hurt a lot. still shocked and still kind of raped! hope that rape feelings don stay like for real victims of rape!
Create a Myspace LED Scrollercuz wasn't in kindergarten i wasn't allowed to go to school, so no old school new school bullshit with me, ha!i was a messenger in berlin nearly ten years, then a crash with a chewing-gum-depot, then a tv-docu... but bikemessing bärlin.
the mouth stinkin bavarian company master and the socalled sponsor disliked my "performance" (at the moment they both hide scarred of the bikemafia wil get them on their knees to pray to bike(god) and wait till we throw out town... but i was out of biz.
the sponsor is a piss-water called SPREEQUELL. would it have been Gerolsteiner i could understand it a little bit(ha) cuz there is magnesium in their water.the situation here is so bad you can't find a job anymore that would be enough payed to make a living.the companies only take rookies and the town is too big to start your own.hopefully someday we get nextel in germoney. right now there is a new software working with BBs and as a gimmick with gps for the customer - ask me and noone else, pl cuz we need money not only for the bmef! - that new small company gets hit from all sides and even most of the messengers here are that stupid, ya won't believe: drink weed, smoke booze, talk bikes and don't remember the person's name on them!at the moment i hope for bad weather cuz i always get a bad mind when the sun shines, it could hold me from working. on the other hand a real bad winter would make my chances explode to get baq into biz but we got climate change into the direction...i've to work on my book 'bout messing and it's hard cuz i have no discipline.
but i don think i will find a publisher anyway cuz of censorshit here in germoney.
As Rebecca Reilly said to me she would love to read a book of mine in my funny english - Zorro said so too - i thought in my paranoic brains she's kidding. now i think if i would have written my whole shit in english wright from the start my english would be much better and would have to think of a german publisher. to make a cult the best would be to bring it out in greece, italian and english first, then a movie and then... translation into german? no, fuck off ya krauty scum.but, ya know what? my english will get better and i've already made the first steps in translating rebecca's book into germanshit like this is the only fun worth living for:life!
