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Total Mutt

Jersey Transplant!

About Me



I love REAL people with good hearts and am on a constant quest for serenity, passion, love, peace, and beauty (I know, kind of a big task!). I work hard at trying to be a good person and an even better friend.
I am proud as hell that I am able to work with such amazing, talented guys and BE SEXY & CRAZY & TELL IT HOW IT REALLY IS TO BE A FEMINIST FEMALE TODAY -- ON STAGE!! - fuckin' rocks!

You are a
Social Liberal
(70% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(31% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
My life and friends stand below. :) And I love 'em all!
Band photos courtesy of the multitalented artist Kimberly Dorn


My Interests

Singin' with my boys , hangin' with the DCC crew at the Circle, Bowling, Pool, board games... Learning To Love Myself, trying to live out the principles of GIVE AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE, LOVE OTHERS & YOU'LL BE LOVED....
I play with doggies all day and actually get paid for it! I may not be able to save the world, or stop global warming from occuring, but I sure can ride my bike as much as possible and use my sassiness to help save a dog or a cat's life.
I'm ok with that.
And growing to become the very best singer, pianist and performer I am capable of becoming. With time. Maybe a lot of time. Damn you Snood!!! :(

I'd like to meet:

Dogs.
Cats if and only if they act just like dogs.
Oh yeah, and kind, caring, goofy, funny folks who don't take themselves to seriously. :)

Music:

THE BLACKOUT! otherwise... open to just about anything minus that hard hard metal where you can't hear lyrics just grunting. Soft spots for classic rock (Zepplin, The Band, Petty), ultra-cheesy '80s. My favs of all time are Alice in Chains, Van Morrison, Tracy Chapman, Alanis's first album. #1 musical favorite:
Damien Rice (my god he's hot)
#2:
Portishead
#3
Dunno - still listening to the new Damien Rice cd. Give me about 6 months.

Movies:

Hmmm.... well I am a HUGE movie fan/buff/lover/critic, so give me a minute.
Music and movies make the world go round.
I can say that if you've seen Defending Your Life you've quickly gained saintly status in my book, other favs are **One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Shawshank, Bridge Jones's Diary, When Harry Met Sally (girly girly but great), Glory, Mississippi Burning, Fahrenheit 9/11, Office Space ...

Television:

24
nuff said.

Books:

If the Buddha Dated, The Secret, Drinking A Love Story, Like Water for Chocolate (all-time favorite fiction), The Twelve & Twelve. Oh and A Clockwork Orange, grrrrrrr ;)

Heroes:

My grandma, she is love INCARNATE , Caroline Knapp, her truth and honesty are amazing, Gloria Steinem! Beauty, brains, love, tolerance, understanding, compassion, commitment. What more could one ask for? My resilient heart, it's stronger than I am sometimes. =)

My Blog

post thanksgiving dinner

more of my gratitude list after a zero-flip-out day with my whole family!! (fucking AMAZING!) - and I'm off tomorrow - WOOHOO!!! ahem. paranoid android millie & molly (our two dogs) AA ...
Posted by Total Mutt on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 10:42:00 PST

In a weird, off mood - like in the early days :I

Most definitely hate when I feel like this - I am on my period, yes, but it is almost over. Don't understand why I'm so damn "discontent" and irritable. Well I kinda do but usually I feel a little bet...
Posted by Total Mutt on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 04:38:00 PST

Just plain sad

I dunno... it's just one of those things where you assume something is going to happen and you try not to get too excited about it cause you aren't sure if you're right... but you can't not, you know?...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i fucked up...

i can be such a dumbass, and a bitch, even without alcohol in my system. (but i also can rock too)... just an observation after a very cruel selfish act. 10th step 10th step!!!!! I'm making amends =/...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Healing through music

What healing music can do!! I'm in a band now (lead singer, been singing practically out of the womb but first time performing for real!) and it's coming together. First gig (maybe just an acoustic se...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

First New Years Not Totally Wasted

Things I Learned 1. its so nice to wake up the next morning and not have to call people asking what dumbass stuff you did 2. nobody actually looks at tv until the ball is about 2ft. from the groun...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love Bein' a Criminal

If the words of my last journal moved you in anyway, come see me sing 'em tonight! (my first time singing the song sober, and w/Topher on his guitar, woohoo, rock n' roll!) St. Mary's, 734 23rd St. NW...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My criminal ways

I've been a bad bad girl. I've been careless with a delicate man. And it's a sad, sad world when a girl will break a boy just because she can. Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it. I've gotta ...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Comin' out of the ozone

For those who understand, the best line I've ever heard about the program I'm in: "It gave me a ticket back to the human race." Nearly 8 months into this I feel like I've finally passed through...
Posted by Total Mutt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST