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Confusion overcomes me
I know not where to stand.
I'm like the falling of a leaf,
NOT KNOWING WHERE TO LAND.
I'm a single speck of dust,
Lost in a galaxy of sand.My fear and fright control me,
so I've lived society's way.
I've always sensed my difference,
I've always known I was gay.My courage finally surfaced,
and I embraced the day.
Hello world, I've found myself!
Hello world, I'M GAY!I walk amongst the masses,
my head up, proud and strong!
I feel a pride within me,
self confidence, it's been to long!My life is just beginning,
a beautiful life to be!
I live here in America,
where it's my right to be ME!My freedom has been shattered,
struck down before my time.
Beat and battered and left to die,
a victim of a hateful crime!Suddenly, my life is at it's ending,
My God, I'm going to die!
There is freedom in America,
Could this all have been a lie?I've lived my life the best I could,
I've overcome all of my fears.
My brothers and sisters, don't morn for me!
Wipe away all those rainbow tears!Out of the darkness,
there comes a light!
My spirit to you I send!!!
My death is a beginning!
not merely a tragic end.I leave for you my courage,
I leave for you my life!
Take heart in always knowing...
I know longer feel any pain!
And know I have not left you,
I did not die in vain!Forever I will be with you,
I'm am every drop of rain!
I am seen in every sunset,
I am heard in every refrain!Please, don't hide back in your closets,
Don't succomb to your inner fears!
My life has had much meaning,
and will cause great change in future years!Let my death give you strength!
Go out and be most bold!!
We are everybody's children!
Let the TRUTH be told!Hold tight onto my memory!
Let it guide you throughout your days!
My name was MATTHEW SHEPARD!!I WAS...I AM...I'M GAY
Matt's NightmareI am sitting in a bar
Just smoking and drinking
Two guys approach from afar
The booze clouds my thinkingThey tell me they are gay
Would I like a ride home?
I give them my okay
I don't want to walk aloneThey squeeze me between them
They demand my money
I give my wallet to them
They look at me funnyOne whips me with a PAN!
I do not have enough pluck
I am a small, blond man
They drag me out of the truckI can see the hatred in his eyes
The moonlight shines behind him
He raises the gunbutt to the skies
The blows make my blue eyes dimThe bonds bite into my wrists
I struggle with them behind me
I push the fence with my fists
As I feel the impacts grind meI rapidly lose consciousness
As I hear my skull crack
I am in semiconsciousness
They resume the attackI drift into alpha state
While I feel them burn me
They kick my groin with such hate
But it can't concern meThe pain in my head is intense
Please, God, please make it stop!
I'm losing the last of my sense
My head's a bloody mopMy legs buckle under me
I sit on the cold ground
My face plunges under me
I hang from wrists still boundThe Wyoming wind whistles around
I think of my family and wonder
I cannot utter a single sound
Where are my father and mother?The air is freezing as I sit
I'm shoeless, full of fears
Where next my body will they hit?
My eyes wash blood with tearsI awake with a start
A dream had myth me
Matt, I had played thy part
Please, escape with me!Hating others because they are different
Is a primitive form of ignorance
The projecting prejudice flows afferent
Blindly we practice too much forbearanceOh, Matt, I felt the fear!
From death I could not thee protect
Buddy, I vow this year
Homophobia I reject.
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This is a face of a bloody Americawhere boys don?t cry and girls lay wounded.From old institution beds,and the place where Matthew Shepherd died,one man?s definitionof what a man is and what a woman isand what love is,creates graves out of prejudice.I?m sorry, but the Moral Majority is immoral,the Christian Coalition is un-Christian,and the focus is a lack of values,the values of life and freedom.You claim to believe in Jesus,and it?s Christ that you kill,quoting scriptures as you slit his throat.You call it love when you hate,because you hate when people love.You throw your victims as martyrsfor the sake of what you call the gospelupon the coliseum floor of politics.May the Father and Mother forgive youfor what you?ve done to their child.May the Son forgive you,as he bleeds,for you don?t know what you door who you are
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Scarecrow, they said.
You looked like a scarecrow,
Your arms outstretched, the wind blowing your hair.
What I Saw
A thing in human form, but somehow less than human.
Am I the only one?
I can't be the only one
Who looked at you and saw Jesus.
Wyoming Windhad a friend I never knew,
just a shadow in the night.
He asked me, "Are you in or out,
and will you join the fight?"So I listened through my deafness
to the sweetness of his song.
When I turned around to answer him,
I discovered he was gone.Chorus:But the song drifts along
on a soft Wyoming wind.
It's a lullabye of love and hope
and a yearning to begin
that quest for understanding
in the darkness of our souls.
No, I won't forget the melody
on the soft Wyoming Wind.So I went back to the drawing board
with a modicum of shame.
Ripped the bandage from the sores
and administered the blame.Yes, I've lived a lie of silence
with a blind eye towards the truth.
And a fear of ever facing
what I knew to be the truth.[Chorus.]I have seen the face of hatred;
it wears a thousand different masks.
Heard the voice of the self-righteous
preaching prejudice as fact.Will I ever find the courage
to live completely free?
You need a guiding spirit
to find your inner peace.Sometimes when it's late at night
I can almost see my friend.
A gentle smile upon his face
where the bloody tears had been.And he reaches out to comfort me
saying, "It will be all right."
And he beckons me to follow him
from the shadows to the light.[Chorus
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One fall winter day
Cause of someone not caring
A friend they did find
My friend will no longer be sharingHis life was snatched
Before his time
And yes this is true
It was a crimeI believe in God
As many of us do
But for someone to do this
I want a revenge tooBut I know this now
As I say this so
Matthew would not want
Us to stoop so lowSo keep his name
Within your heart
And Matthew will live
And we never be apart
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somebody cry out! somebody get mad! somebody please... speak for him. in the darkness he sees his dream, gone to waste while he shivers he remembers all the years before him his hope and his youth still a part of him he lays there praying to a god that allows this kind of pain "please let me live" but I can only imagine... at twenty-one all I was concerned with concerned fun yet already an adult ready to face the world ready for my dreams to come true ready for Life, ready for Love at twenty-one my head was not bashed in I was not pistol- whipped not tied to a post not left to die somebody speak out! somebody scream in anger! somebody please... break this silence.
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I will Not forget Matthew Shepard
And nobody ever Should
For all that Mathew Gave us in Life
His heart was Kind and GoodThere will always be a Loss for Us
Though we Never knew this young Man Still
Who suffered through such a tragic death and woke so many to FeelThat being different doesn't Matter
It gave no one the Right
To take this Wonderful person from Us
And Burn Out his Shining LightMatthew made a Difference
For all the World to See
And he will Have a place in All our Hearts
EternallyMatthew is in Heaven Now
And is Watching From Above
His death has awakened a Nation
Of the Need for Understanding and LoveThere will never be a Day I will Ever Forget Matthew
And All this Young Man Gave Us All
Without Knowing How many People Really care Still
And How his memory Will Forever Stand TallMore people that been murdered because of Hate Crimes like Matthew Shep
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