Wendy

....THIS SITE IS DEDICATED WHOLEHEARTEDLY TO MY FRIEND JESUS, I AM TOTALY DEVOTED AND COMMITTED TO HIM.MY INTENT IS FOR HIS PURPOSE ONLY AND TO GLORIFY HIS NAME.(PSALM 46:1)-(GOD IS OUR REFUGE AND STRENGTH,A VERY PRESENT HELP IN TROUBLE).I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE YOUR ONLY SON.I LOST MINE TO SUICIDE IN JULY OF 2004.HE WAS 22YRS OLD.IN(1 CORINTHIANS 4:5(NIV).IT SAYS"JUDGE NOTHING BEFORE THE APPOINTED TIME;WAIT TILL THE LORD COMES.HE WILL BRING TO LIGHT WHAT IS HIDDEN IN DARKNESS AND WILL EXPOSE THE MOTIVES OF MEN'S HEARTS."THAT TOOK CARE OF THE QUESTION BURNING IN MY HEART OF WHY?.WHY WOULD MY SON HAVE DONE SUCH A THING?ITS A COMFORT TO KNOW THAT GOD KNOWS AND SOMEDAY HE WILL TELL US THE REASON("IN THE DAY OF THE LORD").THAN ABOUT A YEAR AFTER THAT I LOST MY MOM.AND ONLY OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT COULD HELP GET ME THROUGH THAT.CAUSE OUR HEAVENLY FATHER KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSE A SON.(JOHN 3:16)-(HE(OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN)LOVES US SO MUCH THAT IT TOOK HIM TO GIVE UP HIS ONLY SON(JESUS)TO SAVE US).WORDS CAN NOT DESCRIBE LOVE THAT IS SO DEEP FOR SOMEONE THAT IT TOOK SO MUCH PAIN AND SUFFERING TO GO THROUGH TO PROVE THEIR LOVE, BUT JESUS DID WHEN HE DIED ON THE CROSS FOR US.AND ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS BELIEVE IN HIM.SO WE CAN HAVE LIFE FOR ETERNITY WITH HIM AND OUR LOVED ONES.SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME THAT MUCH WHY WOULDN'T I WANT TO BELIEVE IN HIM AND SPEND ETERNITY WITH.LIFE WOULDN'T BE WORTH LIVING WITHOUT THAT KIND OF LOVE JESUS HAS FOR US.HE'S THE BEST FRIEND YOU'LL EVER HAVE AND NEED.HE LOVES US AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR US.HE WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN.HE'S ALREADY PROVED THAT.LIVE FOR JESUS CAUSE HE LIVED AND DIED AND NOW LIVES AND WAITS FOR US.I GIVE JESUS ALL THE PRAISE AND GLORY FOR HE IS WORTHY..KNOWING THE LORD AND HIS COMFORT DOES NOT TAKE AWAY THE PAIN;INSTEAD,IT SUPPORTS YOU AND GIVES YOU HOPE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR PAIN.UNTIL I GET HOME TO HEAVEN,THERE'S GOING TO BE AN ACHE THAT WON'T QUIT.THE GRIEVING PROCESS IS NOT SO MUCH A MATTER OF GETTING RID OF THE PAIN,BUT NOT BEING CONTROLLED BY THE PAIN.(psalm 34:18)(THE LORD IS CLOSE TO THE BROKENHEARTED;HE RESCUES THOSE WHO ARE CRUSHED IN SPIRIT).SO KEEP JESUS IN YOUR LIFE.BECAUSE OF-(JOHN 10:10)-(WHEN THE DEVIL COMES TO KILL,STEAL AND DESTROY YOUR LIFE AND TRIES TO DEVOUR YOU),AND WHEN-(1 peter 5:8-9)-(BE CAREFUL!WATCHOUT FOR ATTACKS FROM THE DEVIL,YOUR GREAT ENEMY.HE PROWLS AROUND LIKE A ROARING LION,LOOKING FOR SOME VICTIM TO DEVOUR).(TAKE A FIRM STAND AGAINST THE DEVIL,AND BE STRONG IN YOUR FAITH).AND THE DEVIL WILL NOT SUCCEED.(1 JOHN 4:4)-(CAUSE HE(JESUS)WHO IS IN YOU IS STRONGER THAN HE(THE DEVIL)WHO IS IN THE WORLD).JESUS FINISHED SAYING IN VERSE(JOHN 10:10)-(I(WHO IS JESUS)HAVE COME THAT THEY MAY HAVE LIFE,AND THAT THEY MAY HAVE IT MORE ABUNDANTLY).JESUS IS OUR STRENGHT.BELIEVE ME FOR IT IS TRUE.JESUS WILL HELP YOU THROUGH WITH HIS STRENGHT AND LOVE.HE SET US FREE AND DELIVERS US FROM EVERYTHING THE DEVIL MEANS FOR EVIL.JESUS WILL TURN IT INTO SOMETHING GOOD.JESUS SAID IN(ROMANS 8:18)-(YET WHAT WE SUFFER NOW IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THE GLORY HE WILL GIVE US LATER).SO(1 PETER 5:10-11)IN HIS KINDNESS GOD CALLED YOU TO HIS ETERNAL GLORY BY MEANS OF JESUS CHRIST.AFTER YOU HAVE SUFFERED A WHILE,HE WILL RESTORE,SUPPORT,AND STRENGTHEN YOU,AND HE WILL PLACE YOU ON A FIRM FOUNDATION.ALL POWER IS HIS FOREVER AND EVER,AMEN.JESUS SAID IN(1 THESSALONIANS 4:13-14)-(AND NOW,BROTHERS AND SISTERS,I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THE CHRISTIANS WHO HAVE DIED SO YOU WILL NOT BE FULL OF SORROW LIKE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO HOPE.FOR SINCE WE BELIEVE THAT JESUS DIED AND WAS RAISED TO LIFE AGAIN,WE ALSO BELIEVE THAT WHEN JESUS COMES,GOD WILL BRING BACK WITH JESUS ALL THE CHRISTIANS WHO HAVE DIED).