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MeScorp

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About Me

All designs on this profile are my original creations and my copyright. That means you may not steal or repost my work without MY permission!

As a former professional portraiture photographer and a current digital graphics artist, I love most forms of the arts and the people who share my passion for them. This includes writing, graphics design, painting, drawing, music, movies, poetry, photography, and more.

Though I am a digital graphics artist, I couldn't hand draw to save my own life. Of course if you count stick figures as "art" then I'm your gal. My preferred style is horror and fantasy as you'll notice over time just viewing my designs, though every now and then I'll design some fluffy, cutsie crap for the hell of it.

I enjoy meeting new people of all ages from all over the world who share similar views and beliefs, but not so similar that we can't share a healthy debate every now and then. I love blogging and reading others blogs, especially when they deal with controversial or taboo issues, life and love in general. If you're a blogger, feel free to send me an invite to subscribe to your blog and I'll check you out.

I'm going to warn you now though, if you can't handle a lot of whining, bitching, swearing, angry ranting and sarcastic commentary, DON'T subscribe to my blog or add me as a friend! If you're going to get offended about my agnostic point of views, are the preaching born-again type, are overly sensitive, expect me to message you every day, or don't have a twisted and warped sense of humor, you probably better stay away too!

I like chatting with people who actually have something to say and who aren't just flapping their gums or blowing smoke out of their ass with trivial issues all the time. I like people who aren't afraid to disagree with me or voice their own opinion even when it's in opposition to my own. Most people are too afraid, simply because they think I'll get pissed off. I am very tolerant of different opinions, views and lifestyles, so don't sell me short.

I'm attracted to people who aren't afraid to say what they feel, or live by the beliefs, morals and principles they've set for themselves no matter what anyone else may think of them. I also have a tremendous amount of respect for people who can be true and honest with themselves, and who care enough to be honest with others, even when they know it's going to sting.

I tend to get along with men over women, partially because I have a very independent, domineering type of personality. Of course another major reason is because I don't play the competition game that most women resort to. You are who you are, and if you're that insecure that you need to play games, then we're not going to get along.

While I admittedly take life a bit too seriously at times, I do have what I've been told by many others to be a very dry, sarcastic and goofy sense of humor. Anyone who can make me laugh or smile is truly a special person, not the helmet-wearing, window-licking kind either!

I BELIEVE: Nothing in life escapes an inevitable ending, especially not love and relationships. Good people can make bad choices and do bad things. Bad people can make good choices and do good things. Everything in life happens for a reason though we may not always know the reason while it's happening to us. Knowing when to use your knowledge is more powerful than the knowledge itself. You don't always get back exactly what you have given, but karma sure will be a bitch for the other guy. Blind obsession is often mistaken for true love. You cannot help who you fall in love with anymore than you can make someone love you back. I AM: A high-maintenance, not for the faint-of-heart type of woman, and not on a monetary level either! That would actually be easier! A loner by nature. A sarcastic realist. Driven and determined. Passionate and intense. Complex, moody & misunderstood. Confident and assured. Loyal and dedicated to my true friends and my family. I AM NOT: NOT here for a popularity contest. NOT going to add you to my friends list if i have never met or corresponded with you, unless of course you're a Scorpio or something extraordinary about you intrigues me. NOT into mind fucks or guessing games, or the people who play them. NOT Naive or trusting. NOT the type of person you should ask an opinion from unless you're prepared for the blunt, harsh truth. I LIKE: Spending time with my boys and those I deem worthy enough of my time. People with an above average sense of humor and who KNOW how to have a great time without drugs or always having to hit the bars. Straight-up, no-bullshit people who aren't afraid to voice or live by their own beliefs, no matter what the consequences may be. People who know how to communicate. Studying, dissecting and learning to comprehend the mysteries of human nature. Talking into the wee hours of the morning about anything and everything. I DON'T LIKE: People who play games and make me break out my hipwaders to wade through their river of bullshit. Clinginess, possessiveness or obsessiveness in relationships. Jealousy and pettiness. People with no sense of civility, respect, compassion, or empathy. People with no manners. Mama's boys, or men who store their balls in their woman's purse. Racism, sexism and intolerance. Backstabbing, two-faced, superficial, followers who don't have the balls to walk their own path in life and who have nothing better to do than nose into other peoples lives.

My Interests



* Human Nature - I love people watching and finding out what makes someone tick. I am not at all interested in the surface mask anyone in particular chooses to wear in front of the world. It's what's underneath that mask they wear that intrigues me. I'm constantly asking the question, "What was their past that made them the person they are today?"

I'm an expert judge of character and I can spot a fake a million miles away. I can peer into your very soul with a mere glance to see the real you...the good. the bad. the ugly.

* Astrology - Duh.

* Graphics Design - When it's not for a client, I love bringing my thoughts, emotions and dreams alive on my screen.

I'd like to meet:

I'm not here to hook up with some shmeckle fresser who thinks he's god's gift to the female gender......so, move along now....there's nothing to see here.

Music:

I mostly prefer techno, trance, ambient, new age, dance, and 80's music, but I like a little bit of everything EXCEPT country and hardcore gangster rap.

A FEW ALL TIME FAVORITES:

* Depeche Mode
* Madonna
* Genesis & Phil Collins
* Armin Van Buuren
* Tiesto
* Van Halen
* Alan Parson's Project
* Neil Diamond
* Billy Joel
* Queensryche
* Judas Priest

MYSPACE FAVORITES:


MIKAEL FYREK:
Ambient/IDM/Electronica

Absolutely my favorite artist I've found on MySpace for this genre. Every one of his songs has an emotionally moving, healing and inspiring sound.


KRONiS:
Rock/Rock/Rock

Awesome music and a hot lead singer with a strong voice to boot!

Movies:

I've been an avid movie buff most of my life, so my tastes vary quite a bit. I am not the "chick flick" or romantic movie type, though I will occasionally watch one when my sister is over and she feels like torturing me. I'm also not a big fan of westerns or black and white classics, though if I'm bored enough you may catch me watching one.

I love comedies, military & war movies, movies about ghosts and the paranormal, psychological thrillers, sci-fi & fantasy, shoot-em-up action flicks with lots of explosions, and anything where limbs are getting chopped off and there's lots of blood, guts and gore. Here are a few of my all time favorites in no particular order:


* 300
* Equilibrium
* Black Hawk Down
* LOR Trilogy
* Shallow Hal
* Relative Strangers
* The Harry Potter Series
* The X-Men Trilogy
* The Matrix
* Tears Of The Sun
* Backdraft
* The Green Mile
* The Stand
* The Village
* Signs
* The Others
* Contact
* Batman Begins
* Better Off Dead
* Citizen X
* Clockwork Orange
* Dreamcatcher
* Extreme Measures
* Identity
* Internal Affairs
* Lethal Weapon Series
* Transformers
* Navy Seals
* Reservoir Dogs
* Shining Through
* Taking Lives
* The Bone Collector
* The Butterfly Effect
* Man On Fire
* The Faculty
* The Long Kiss Goodnight
* The Last Samurai
* The Negotiator
* The Martian Chronicles
* The Prestige
* Turner & Hooch
* The Shawshank Redemption
* A Night At The Roxbury
* The Last American Virgin
* Don't Tell Her It's Me
* Once Upon A Time In America

My Blog

gimme a break.....what a crock of shit!

ya know....i'm really sick of these fucking ads for weight watchers these days. "people don't fail. diets do." umm...ok, what the hell? did i miss something here? since when is it the diet's fault th...
Posted by MeScorp on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 09:10:00 PST

need some searching advice from fellow adoptees

i'm looking for a bit of searching advice from my fellow adoptees. i was very fortunate when i found my biological mother 19 years ago...there were no home computers and no internet back then and i ju...
Posted by MeScorp on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:36:00 PST

are you a douchebag quiz

you know all those really annoying online quizzes? the ones you can never seem to pass up? well, i think they should have one called the, "are you a douchebag" quiz. it would ask things like.... 1.) ...
Posted by MeScorp on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 11:04:00 PST

what does family mean to you?

many people say that you can't pick and choose your own family. while i can't dispute that you certainly have no choice at all who you are "related" to or forced to "grow up" with, i disagree that you...
Posted by MeScorp on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:10:00 PST

thank you for noticing

one of my longest and dearest friends messaged me earlier today after a bulletin i posted. her message really made me realize that what i have seen in myself these days, and have been afraid...
Posted by MeScorp on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:26:00 PST

adoption reunions arent always happily ever after

i finally came home yesterday from my latest 10-day trip to ny. while it was a much needed trip and i was able to take care of some things that i wanted to do, i am paying a very heavy price for that ...
Posted by MeScorp on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:46:00 PST

adoptee thoughts and shit

on my last trip to new york, i had my meeting with the bio "aunt" that i've already blogged about. i also attempted to go to my bio dad's grave site, but the office was closed and the cemetary wa...
Posted by MeScorp on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:56:00 PST

so how many of you have been courted by THIS casanova??

so how many of you got this same message from this douche of all douchebags? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From:  Stay Bles.. Date: Dec 23, 2007 9:57 AM   Subject: Can we have a casual re...
Posted by MeScorp on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 11:39:00 PST

definitely something in the genes

you know....it just absolutely AMAZES me how human dna, genes and all that related shit really work. i can't get over how much lama looks like my bio dad around the same age in these photos! they coul...
Posted by MeScorp on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:27:00 PST

i’ve got a size 9 1/2 to shove up your ass!

ok....i want to meet the assholes who make these freaking annoying toys for both young kids and teens. i have a size 9 1/2 shoe i want to shove up their ass for giving me migraines from hell with the ...
Posted by MeScorp on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 07:49:00 PST