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Markov the Beast!

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About Me

My name's Rob, an aspiring writer, a musician, a lover of life, whatever else you want to call me. I was trying to break into the teaching field for several very discouraging years (I have a BA in English from William Paterson, class of '05), and now I manage the tradeshow/refurb department at Panurgy, a computer company. Not my ideal job, but my coworkers rock, I get along with management, and I make decent money. One day I'd like to get back into teaching, but right now, I'm taking life one day at a time right now, just enjoying being alive. Life is beautiful.
Music is something that I can't live without. I play bass and some guitar in a band called RoJoe, (come catch us at a bar near you and CLICK HERE TO ADD US !) and I'm always writing SOMETHING or working on music on my own, whatever. Creative expression is my only drug. Ok, and occasionally vodka. Gotta love the vodka.
IM: MHK17
Message me or IM me, I'm always up for a good chat about the nature of the universe, the state or rock and roll, or relevance of Kevin Smith movies on society...only the deep stuff heehee

My Interests

There are several things that I love in my life and could not live without: music, writing, hockey, and my friends (sorry for the cliche here). I play guitar and bass, and I love everything that has to do with music (see below for more). I love playing hockey, but now I'm currently coaching, and this has been one of the most fulfilling undertakings I've ever been a part of. I'm also a certified high school English teacher, and hope to make a career out of education, but it seems lately that the Fates have been pulling me in other directions. So be it, that's the nature of life.
Writing is another passion of mine, and you have to admitt, "Published Author" would be a really great thing to add to a resume, don't you think? Sometimes, I indulge in some of life's dorkier pursuits video game, board games, and D&D, but that's all part of me. Being around people I love is something that completes me. I enjoy affectionate people, whether they be friends or more. Storytelling of any kind is something that facsinates me to no end, whether it's movies, books or whatever. Sometimes, fiction can show use the truths of our own reality better than anything else. I try to be a student of life, because along with all the crap and hatred and ugliness that this world holds, there's also more beauty than we can ever possibly imagine, and I want to know ALL of it.

I'd like to meet:

Cool people. Fun people. Different people. Weird people. Strange people. Deep people. Music lovers. Anyone with a grasp on themselves. REAL PEOPLE.

Oh, and maybe a girl who can put up with a dorky music man ;-)

Music:

Music is a natural extension of life. Life is created, seemingly from nothingness, and can go in any direction our hearts and minds will it to go. Music is the same way, the ultimate artistic representation of our lifeforce. To me, music is a drug, no, more than that...an element of my very existence. As Nietzsche said, "Without music, life would be a mistake."

Therefore, I love metal, goth, electronic, new wave, folk, classical, classic rock, you name it.

RoJoe, Life of Agony, Alice in Chains, Saigon Kick, the Tea Party, Rhea's Obsession, Better Than Ezra, Critical Mind, Paradise Lost, Tori Amos, Tapping the Vein, Carfax Abbey, E-Town Concrete, Dry Kill Logic, Isis, Tool, Dream Theater, Soilwork, In Flames, Queensryche, old HIM (before MTV killed them), The Cruxshadows, Mudvayne, Pantera, Led Zeppelin, The Who, The Dresden Dolls, NIN, Bloodsimple, Killswitch Engage, The Birthday Massacre, dredg, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, 311, The Beastie Boys, Collective Soul, Nirvana, Peter Murphy, Echo and the Bunnymen, Depeche Mode, Jewel, Sarah MacLachlan, Wolfsheim, The Smiths, Morrissey, Live, VAST, Ozzy, Black Sabbath, Keith Caputo, THE CURE, Disturbed, Slayer, Zakk Wylde, Biohazard, In Extremo, The Smashing Pumpkins, Silverchair, The Sisters of Mercy, 30 Seconds to Mars, Faith and the Muse, Dead Can Dance, Taproot, Type O Negative, Johnny Cash and I'm sure I'm leaving out a lot of stuff that I really adore, but oh well. Just ask me if I'm into it...odds are I am!

Movies:

Almost Famous is my all time favorite movie, but I'm into just about anything. American Beauty, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2, Braveheart, A.I., Platoon, The Crow, Pitch Black, Dark City, Boondock Saints, Lost in Translation, Star Wars (OK, any of them...), Asian horror films, and a whole bunch more...again, ask...

Television:

Lost, Heroes, and Battlestar Galactica most recently (ready storytelling...) Buffy and Angel are also favorites of mine, and does anyone remember Space: Above and Beyond? Firefly is incredible too, although I got into that after it was off the air. Other than that, Sci Fi channel, Comedy Central, or a hockey game.

Books:

Almost anything Sci Fi/Fantasy or horror, but I'm very open. My absolute favorite book of all time is Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card. I've read it many times, and each time I gain a new level of understanding from it. It's one of those works of fiction that really tells us about our reality, and shows a brutally honest, beautiful depiction of life through the eyes of a child. Some of my favorite authors are Neil Gaiman, Caitlin R. Kiernan, Poppy Z. Brite, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Catherynne M. Valente, and or course, the almighty Poe.

Heroes:

Anyone who stands up for themselves and what they believe in.

My Blog

An Ode for Jeremy Stanzione

I walked. I came to a door. It had a door knob. I turned it. The door opened. I looked inside. Jeremy threw a dresser off the balcony, clatter shatter structue fire down down down to hell, or BFJ's Ra...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:35:00 PST

Thank you my friends

Meaning Rob, Carolyn, Don, and the ever-illuminating Lina, for telling me about Pablo Neruda...this is the last stanza of his poem "And because Love battles" Tomorrow we will only give thema leaf of t...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:23:00 PST

Embers of the Sea

I've searched for the embers of the sea,I've loved a muse,I've sung in the desert with Jim Morrison,I've gotten drunk with Picassoand admired his beautiful, hermetically sealedwhores of virtue. All t...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:01:00 PST

In Vino Veritas

The war rages, not on a foreign field or some glorious arena, but in my heart. The material verus the spiritual, tradition against adventure, a battle to the bloody death of stability. Introspection i...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 10:31:00 PST

Unrequited Contingency

So there's the story with this one...Lina called me up tonight and said she needed helpe with an assignment for school. We collaborated on this poem, I started with the first line, and then she follow...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

some thoughts

A costumed reunion wine soaked joy flowing all around us friends old new and in between.  Stumble home past mumbled "sorries" you never need to say to me drifting under my angel wings, ...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:39:00 PST

some old poems I found

These were both from an excercise I did when I sat in on my old English teacher Ms. Bauer's class like 3 years ago while I was still in college.  They are both based on the word "grey" or "gray,"...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:04:00 PST

Today isn’t just another day

9/11 This day...wow, conflicted emotions.  I had some absolutely amazing positive energy come out of it earlier, with the street action I participated in after seeing Loose Change Final Cut. ...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:12:00 PST

9/11 thoughts

First, some beautiful, sorrowful words to commemorate tomorrow: Walk Astray by Boysetsfire Where were you the day they stole our innocence?And arranged a sacrifice for everyone in town.Drove all the w...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 11:57:00 PST

Black Sun Festival Day 1

When you hear "New Haven, Conneticut," do you think of insane all night crazy drunken gothic shenanigans?  No, you don't.  But guess what?  That's what you got this weekend.The weekend ...
Posted by Markov the Beast! on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 07:51:00 PST