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Ryan

I am NOT a refrigerator magnet!

About Me

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My Interests

Books,music(making and listening),raw foods,glaring contradictions,excersising,going out,getting into trouble,suicide girls,cooking,Body mods,anthropology,molecular biology,awkward situations,morbidity,creepy things, anasthesia.

I'd like to meet:

"I can settle dow-own and be doin’ just fine Til I hear an old train rollin’ down the line Then I hurry strai-aight home and pack And if I didn’t go, I believe I’d blow my stack I love you ba-aby, but you gotta understand When the lord made me He made a ramblin’ man.Some folks might sa-ay that I’m no good That I wouldn’t settle down if I could But when that open ro-oad starts to callin’ me There’s somethin’ o’er the hill that I gotta see Sometimes it’s har-rd but you gotta understand When the lord made me, he made a ra-amblin’ man.I love to see the tow-owns a-passin’ by And to ride these rails ’neath god’s blue sky Let me travel this la-and from the mountains to the sea ’cause that’s the life I believe he meant for me And when I’m go-one and at my grave you stand Just say God called home your ra-amblin’ man."

Music:

Rilo Kiley,Modest Mouse,Social Distortion, Alexisonfire,Sunny Day,Azure Ray,Action Patrol,Avail,Bright Eyes, Ani Difranco,Mogwai,Darkest Hour,Misfits,The Ataris,Sioxsie and the Banshees,Ugly Casanova,Tom Waits,Tori Amos,Manu Chao,Leonard Cohen,Hot Water Music,Distillers,Yeah Yeah Yeahs,Against Me!,Bad Religion,Rise Against,Built to Spill,Bowie,The Elected,Coil,Fishbone,Concrete Blonde,Blonde Redhead,Sinatra,Bizet,Man or Astroman, The Red Elvises...make it shake and I'm into it.

Movies:

Secretary,Donnie Darko,Lonestar State of Mind, Metropolis,Spirited Away,Boondock Saints, Six-String Samurai, A Home at the End of the World, The Dangerous Lives of Alterboys,lots of sci-fi.

Television:

Family Guy,Reno 911

Books:

The Gilded Age,Written on the Body,War and Peace,The White Goddess,Memoirs of a Geisha, Time Enough for Love,The Power of Myth,The Diamond Age,Snowcrash,American Gods,River Out of Eden,The Genome War,The Origin of Species,The Art of War. Illuminatus!

My Blog

Far away,not quite home

I'm wet all the time. The air here tries to strangle you the second you step out of an airconditioned room. I don't remember my way around this city anymore, even though I grew up here and was only go...
Posted by Ryan on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 12:27:00 PST

cross country static

Fuck. 
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fuck

This is a mistake. I thought I was leaving alot behind when I left four years ago. This time I'm really feeling the impact of my more recent decision to leave. It sucks. It's making me crazy. I guess ...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Halfway through...

...this plate of pasta, and I haven't found the garlic yet. I'm afraid it's all cached somewhere in the middle, and I'm just going to get a big forkfull of it. This isn't a terrible thing, but it'll s...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tom Waits...

...is such a fucking badass. How does one become like that? And still remain productive? I almost joined the liberatarian party this week, but discovered a nasty element of nihilism in it I just can...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Not a very long fall

Not enough whiskey tonight. Too much teqila and sangria. These are distillates that are not conducive to the violently introspective mood I was, irresponsibly, trying to whip myself into. Now I'm just...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Word

Sweet fuck! My midsection looks like it's been shot up with a pellet gun! My scar's goona be sweet...now I just need to make up a story about it, perhaps involving a tiger and some pcp. And whiskey......
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Oh...

I was wondering why they gave me such hardcore painkillers. It feels like a rabid zombie baby is trying to eat its way through my abdomen. Someone kill me! This shit just needs to kick in so I can pas...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

In six Hours

I'm getting knocked out and sliced the fuck open. Having my guts exposed to the air is fan-fuckin'-tastic. It's the getting knocked out part that bugs the shit outta me. Unless by the hand of some che...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Okay, you bloodthirsty swine...

Here's the deal. I am, in fact, moving back. For a bit. A year at most, unless "Project XYA" works out. Then just long enough to accumulate the wealth necessary to posess the world. Shouldn't take lon...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST