Mea MurderDoll profile picture

Mea MurderDoll

Fire Woman, you're to blame.

About Me

I despise disloyalty and liars. Honesty is always the best policy. I will not tolerate blantant liars or immature children around me.Everyone is out to find themselves. They meditate, they go on spirit quests, they seek out psychics and astrologists and priests or other types of holy men to ask "Who am I?" I know who I am. I'm on a quest to find my boundries, to find my balance, and to find my dreams. There are some that will help me on this quest and there are some that will try to hold me back. I tell the latter now, that there is no holding me back.
I'm the aunt to the cutest little boy
Yah, I'm loved ^_^
.. I miss my Kathy and Katelyn. And it seems they miss me too :)
What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign?
You are a Leo, the star of the Zodiac. You're fun, confident, enthusiastic, warm, powerful, generous, creative, loyal, charismatic, sensitive, and a natural born leader! Of all the animals in the world you are most like a lion! You are noble, royal, and as brave as a lion and every once and a while you "roar" to show everyone your strength and pride!
-Your lucky colors are orange and gold, the colors of the sun
-your metal, is gold, but not any gold PURE gold!!
-your precious stone is a bloodred ruby
-you day of the week is sunday, get it,SUNday
-the planet you are ruled by is the sun, which is not really a planet but a star, just like you
-your element is fire
-the parts of the body that you rule are you back, spine and HEART
-your true love ,matchs are a your own leo, an aries, sagitterius, libra, or a gemini
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
:: how nintendo are you? ::
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Layout Generator by MyspaceLayoutSpy.com

My Interests

First and foremost, I'm a writer. Writing is my first and most constant love. Writing is my talent and my passion. I'm a sucker for music. I adore going to concerts, particularly local concerts. It seem like every weekend I find another band i love. I have so much music pent up inside me but I have a horrible time releasing it so its nice to have a band take what I hear on the inside and display it for myself and the world to hear. I'm an adrenaline junkie. It's bad. I once spent a day jumping of out a plane, followed by off roading, followed by a good mudding to cap it off. And still needed something to do after that :). I ADORE WORK BY BRIAN FROUD! I have an insatiable taste for knowledge. Name a topic and I'll probably have something to say on it. If I don't then I want know about it. The world is too vast to have an interest in a select few things. I enjoy people watching. I like figuring out how people work. I love psychology. I'm currantly inraptured with quantum physics, energy work, psychology, cell memory, astral projection, energy manifestation, herbology, astronomy and astrology.

I'd like to meet:

Someone that can help me grow spiritually, emotionally or intellectually. Someone with their own opinion that isn't easily swayed by their peers. Someone that still holds honesty as an important virtue. Someone with an adventurous spirit and boundless soul.

"Oh Its Just Pete: you have fun and stay safe on your birthday, ya hear?
Oh Its Just Pete: i don't wanna have to see you on fox evening news or something."

Music:

Devil Driver, Flaw, (old) Metallica, Inflames, From Autumn to Ashes, MotorGrater, Soilwork, Rammstien, Crossfade, As I lay Dying, KillSwitch Engage, Zao, Lamb of God, Symphony X, Inflames, Geri X, Sarah Brightman, Loreena Mckinnet, Seven Nations, Incubus, Evanecencse, AFI, Emilee Autumn, Lucky Boys Confusion, Queen, Stabbing Westward, Bad Relgion, Misfits, Orgy, Eminem (that cracker's funny) 80's music Alkaline Trio, VNV Nation, Voltaire, And One, Du Wop (no, seriously), Skinny Puppy, Lacuna Coil, Mushroomhead, Rob Zombie, Gordon Lightfoot, Depeche Mode, Type O Negative, KMFDM, Johnny Cash, Revolting Cocks, Stephen Lynch, HIM, Wolfsheim(THIS SECTION IS ALWAYS CHANGING SO ASK INSTEAD OF MAKING ME UPDATE!)

LOCAL BANDS-A Broken Machine (They're so awesome I threw underwear at them ^_^), Inalpha, End of the Rope (They rock my socks off), Asylum 414, Society's End, Gargamel (them white boys are funny) Psykill, Triple Sixxers

There's a whole bunch more but I can't think of anymore right now. Basically I have very ecclectic taste in music but I tend to listen more to the Metal/Rock&Roll Catagory.

Movies:

Any Monty Python, Airplane, Addams Family, Addams Family Vlues, SLC Punks, The Notebook, The Tenth Kingdom, Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, Boondock Saints, Snatch, Blazing Saddles, Crybaby, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Pirates of the Carribean, Crash, Nightmare Before Christmas, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Edward Scissorhands, Interview With A Vampire, Princess Bride, Beetlejuice, Devil's Rejects, House of 1000 Corpses, Sleeping Beauty, Alice in Wonderland, Donny Darko, Party Monster, Se7ev, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (the one with Jessica Biel especially), Mirror Mask, Never Ending Story, Dark Crystal, Legend, LabryinthBasically: Comedies, movies that make me think, mysteries, and horror movies (they have to be either REALLY good or REALLY bad though).

Television:

T.V. gives me a headache but when I do watch it's usually Animal Planet, Comedy Central, Cartoon Network, Discovery Channel, Discovery Health and the like. I prefer the more educational stations, shows/movies that'll make me think or something that'll make me laugh.

Books:

Hitchhiker's Guide to the Universe (the whole series), The Princess Bride, A Bridge Across Forever, Some of the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice (talk to me about it, watch me rant ^_^) Little House on the Prairie, Fairy Tales (of any type really but I do have my favorites), Stardust, The Unlikely Ones, The Witches of Eileanan Chronicles, Wicked, The Outsiders, Flowers of Algernon, and always looking to add more.Authors: DOUGLAS ADAMS, Poppy Z Bright, Clive Barker, Richard Bach, Lewis Carrol, SOME of Anne Rice

Heroes:

My father. I'm so blessed to have such a wonderful person in my life. I am who I am because of his influences and I can never thank him enough for being the greatest father and mentor.Mario and LugieAnd of course Rogue and Gambit. (I'm a little gay for Rogue)

My Blog

Set The Batman Free!

As some of you may know I frequent the goth club in the area. Being what it is, there are a number of interesting characters that frequent it with me. The Senator of course with his left-nothing-...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:11:00 PST

Lonely Gemini Moon.

Sometimes this Lion fire burns so bright and the Scales feel far too tipped, yet there is no tangible force to exert this energy onto. I'm restless. Ghosts of the past have been drifting  by, som...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:48:00 PST

Favorite quote of all time

"Everything that you wanted I have done. You asked that the child be taken. I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 06:28:00 PST

The sound of Childhood

I was running late today. The papers were stacking up faster than I could push them out. I spent eight and a half hours sifting through one pile after another, just to add more to the growing flock. L...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 08:41:00 PST

This is what I grew up with....

My dad is one of the most eccentric characters I have the pleasure of knowing. Combine that with a boyfriend that has similar thought patterns and humor and you get.... well.... this. The following is...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 08:22:00 PST

7 deadly sins survey.... because I really need to write...

WRATHWho did you last get angry with?      Spyder. He does it on purpose. He likes to see me get all fired up. And then laugh. It's annoying. &nb...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 09:14:00 PST

Justice for the Drummers

Ladies! Seriously!! I have to let you in on a little secret. You're missing the best member of the band. Drummers. Seriously. No seriously. See... they can do things... with their legs.... It's amazi...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Mon, 26 May 2008 12:49:00 PST

Stream of Conciousness babbling. Move along. Nothing to see here.

I stare at the empty dull whiteness of a blank page, taunting me in all the worse ways. So much is building up inside of me. So many words and emotions to let loose and play. Yet when black or blue to...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Mon, 19 May 2008 09:14:00 PST

Breathe

Great new changes are being born and reborn inside me. I breathe with new ease. Don't regret the weakness of your past. Enjoy the strength you've wrought from it. Flex new muscles and breathe with new...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Wed, 07 May 2008 07:14:00 PST

Zombies!

I've learned something. As good as your zombie impression may be the night of a zombie walk, it will never be quite as good as the next morning once the alcahol as worn off and your muscles realize yo...
Posted by Mea MurderDoll on Sun, 04 May 2008 09:40:00 PST