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MONIKA!

It wasn't torture, she was smiling. ;)

About Me

I don't think you're ready for this jelly.br

My Interests

50's pinup girls
action
art (of all forms)
baking
black and white
bubba sawyer
cake decorating
cannibals
cartoons
cheesy horror movies
closeness
coffee shops
concerts
conversation
cuddling
cupcakes
dancing the night away
darth vader
debating
dinosaurs
enlightenment
frankenstein's monster
fruity pebbles
fun personalities
gore
graffitti
graphic
having fun
horror
horror
horror
humanity
intellect
internet lingo irl
leatherface
modeling
making music
natural disasters
openmindedness
optimism
originality
pale skin
passion
philosophy
photography
pinup girls
Pronoia
psychobilly
quantam physics
red lipstick
retro
rockabilly
Rockband!
rollercoasters at night
screamers
shakin' my groove thang
shark week
short skirts
silly songs
spirituality
stilettos
tattoos
the globe
the hulk/she hulk
vogue
watching dogs eat peanut butter
you know how it goes.

I'd like to meet:

Cupcake enthusiasts, The guy from the "It's time to make the donuts!" commercials, Revolutionaries, Tragedy Survivors, Screamers, Yo grandpappy, Dorks/Geeks/Nerds/Weirdos, Lovers, Haters, Record makers, Photographers, Artists, Conversationists, Activists (that stand for something GOOD), People who use really outdated sayings like "Swell" and "Radd," Philosophers, Grammar Nazis, Musicians, Std-Ridden Prostitutes, Spiritualists, Smelly punk kids who think that they're awesome because they found their clothes in the dumpster, Uninfected Youth, Leatherface, The Pillsbury Doughboy, The Pope (Really, they're one in the same), oh there are so many. There is a good chance that I might want to meet you... probably not though, I'm kind of a jerk.

Let's reminance when I lived in Florida...

Music:

Aesop Rock
A Perfect Circle
A Place To Bury Strangers
Britney Spears
Death Cab For Cutie
Deathklok
Depeche Mode
Heavens
Kidneythieves
Les Claypool And The Flying Frog Brigade
Mf Doom
My Life With Thrill Kill Kult
Nine Inch Nails
Otep
Patsy Cline
Portishead
Revolting Cocks
Sia
Social D
The Fugees
The Goxxip
The Moldy Peaches
The Smiths
TheSTART
Tiger Army
Tom Waits
Tv On The Radio
Vast


(You get the idea)

Movies:

Too many to name! Pretty much anything with shameless gore, gratitous nudity, deep, cryptic messages, good acting, bad acting, boundaries being pushed, neat cinematography, and Bruce Campbell; everything is better with Bruce Campbell.

Television:

Nazi takeover shows on the History Channel.

Books:

Playboy, I hear they have decent articles.

Heroes:

Think for yourself.

My Blog

Split In Half

Open for interpretation
Posted by MONIKA! on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:20:00 PST

Thanks for the memories, dad

Just as things were looking better, my father collapsed last night and broke his nose - when he admitted to the hospital, they cleaned it with IODINE (he's extremely allergic to shellfish) and he's h...
Posted by MONIKA! on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:07:00 PST

Results of my breakdown the other night

The Universe doesn't offer me crutches, it's my responsibility to learn that I do not need them. Sometimes I feel very alone because there's something within me that needs to be discovered by my own ...
Posted by MONIKA! on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 05:21:00 PST

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!

This week my brother was rushed to ER when he passed out holding a .29 blood alcohol level. My sister's boyfriend went to jail/got out for an alcohol related charge, and... My dad may be dieing from ...
Posted by MONIKA! on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:17:00 PST

Strength

Tyra Banks is quotable for saying, "Behind every bitchy girl lies a hurt soul," and when I heard it I couldn’t have agreed with her more. It’s been a prevalent theme in my life lately...
Posted by MONIKA! on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 07:56:00 PST

One Year Ago Today!

I miss you guys but still - no regrets....
Posted by MONIKA! on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:44:00 PST

Le Sigh...

Dear life, Why are you so confusing right now?Why do you ask so many decisions of me lately?Why doesn't anything big make sense to me anymore?Why am I so depressed right now? (And when will it end?)An...
Posted by MONIKA! on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 06:38:00 PST

Oh how I love Celesta!

Celesta was under the surface of my life for so long, but never in it until right before I left. We could have been friends for so long, but really weren't, I think that it took acquired maturity for ...
Posted by MONIKA! on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 09:29:00 PST

I’m trying.

Human Interaction is a very difficult thing to handle sometimes, but who and what are we if we stand alone? What experiences and feelings will we rob ourselves of without it? What good times will we m...
Posted by MONIKA! on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 07:20:00 PST

They just don’t make ’em like they used to!

I come from the Death Metal Capital of the World, and in my days there I may have made it to a show, or two, or hundred. Last night I went to see Five Finger Death Punch at The Rock in Maplewood,...
Posted by MONIKA! on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 09:24:00 PST