Music, art, modeling, singing, dancing, Middle Eastern dance, djing, poetry, cello, sushi, decorating, sewing, thrift stores, travel, muscle cars, motorcycles, comedy clubs, concerts, theater, piercings, tattoos, mehndi, psychology, tarot, photography, hair, make-up, latex, PVC, leather, corsets, ebay, gargoyles, ferrets & skunks.
FAVORITE ARTISTS: Michael Hussar, Brom, Joel Peter Witkin, Tom 'Ugly' Michael, Voltaire, Tsubasa, Lee Higgs, Eric Pigors, Giger, Jhonen Vasquez and Roman Dirge
FAVORITE COMEDIANS: Dane Cook, Eddie Izzard & Pablo Fransisco
I'd like to meet:
Upcoming Anders Manga shows:
Saturday Oct 26 2007 - New Orleans, Louisiana @ Howlin' Wolf
Anne Rice's Vampire Lestat Ball
Music:
Music has always impacted my life. From some older punk, industrial and goth to darkwave, EBM, Rockabilly, Taiko and traditional middle eastern music. An expanding list includes: Kirlian Camera, Siouxsie and the Banshees, the Creatures, Anders Manga, Tarantula A.D.,Priest Bird, Skinny Puppy, Otto Von Schirach, Coil, Gary Numan, Corpus Delicti, Sisters of Mercy, Big Electric Cat, Love and Rockets, Rosetta Stone, Benny Benassi, Haujobb, Spahn Ranch, Xymox, Depeche Mode, Dead Can Dance, Solace, Tear Garden, THC, Peter Murphy, Tones on Tail, Recoil, Front 242, Frontline Assembly, Project Pitchfork, The Fair Sex, In Strict Confidence, Funker Vogt, C-tec, Assemblage 23, Rasputina, PIG, Wumpscut, Voltaire, Die Form, Nick Cave, The Cramps, Iggy Pop, Man or Astroman?, Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, Fantomas, Tomahawk, Misfits(original), Samhain, The Tea Party, Babes In Toyland, Red Aunts, Lunachicks and Diamanda Galas.
Movies:
Jacob's Ladder, GrindHouse, Firecracker, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Promise, Black Snake Moan, The Burbs, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Slacker, Living in Oblivion, Quills, Faster Pussycat Kill...Kill, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Mad Max, Road Warrior, The Curse of the Golden Flower, Superstarlet A.D.,The Cell, Meet the Feebles, Kids in the Hall's Brain Candy, Four Rooms, The Governess, Dangerous Liaisons, Karma Sutra (a tale of love), True Romance, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Forest Gump, American Beauty, Farinelli, Gozu & Rampo Noir. I heart Kung Fu and Japanese Horror movies
Television:
The Simpsons, Daily Show, Family Guy, Bugs Bunny, Space Ghost Coast to Coast, Robot Chicken, IFC shorts and Fashion TV, Sundance, Comedy Central & Discovery Channel
Books:
Read/ collect books on horror erotica, sexual behavior and practices, White Magic, spiritual understanding, S&M/B&D, fetish photography, gargoyles, and art.
Heroes:
"We have to distinguish between a man as he is in essence, and as he is in ego or personality. In essence, every person is perfect, fearless, and in a loving unity with the entire cosmos; there is no conflict within the person between head, heart, and stomach or between the person and others. Then something happens: the ego begins to develop, karma accumulates, there is a transition from objectivity to subjectivity; man falls from essence into personality." -Oscar Ichazo (creator of the Enneagram system)
Unlike the personality types of the zodiac (in which the sign is determined by the time and date of birth), a person's Enneagram type (often called "Enneatype") is most effectively discerned through self-observation. The Enneagram indicates the nine distinct personality types and shows how these types move when under stress and when flourishing. Many different schools and teaching systems use the Enneagram as a tool of self-knowledge, as a means of becoming conscious of the ploys and games that personalities commonly play and as a way of discovering the essence that is unique to each personality type.
The nine types of the Enneagram are often given names that indicate some of their more distinctive characteristics. Such names are insufficient to capture the complexities and nuances of the types, which require study to understand in their depth. Common brief descriptions of the Enneatypes are as follows:
One: Reformer, Critic, Perfectionist - This type focuses on integrity. Ones can be wise, discerning and inspiring in their quest for the truth. They also tend to dissociate themselves from their flaws or what they believe are flaws (such as negative emotions) and can become hypocritical and hyper-critical of others, seeking the illusion of virtue to hide their own vices. The One's greatest fear is to be flawed, and their ultimate goal is perfection. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the One is Anger, while the One's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Perfection. Under stress, Ones express qualities of the Four, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Seven.
Two: Helper, Giver, Caretaker - Twos, at their best, are compassionate, thoughtful and astonishingly generous; they can also be prone to passive-aggressive behavior, clinginess and manipulation. Twos want, above all, to be loved and needed and fear being unworthy of love. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Two is Pride, while the Two's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Will. Under stress, Twos express qualities of the Eight, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Four.
Three: Achiever, Performer, Succeeder - Highly adaptable and changeable. Some walk the world with confidence and unstinting authenticity; others wear a series of public masks, acting the way they think will bring them approval and losing track of their true self. Threes are motivated by the need to succeed and to be seen as successful. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Three is Deceit, while the Three's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Law. Under stress, Threes express qualities of the Nine, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Six.
Four: Romantic, Individualist, Artist - Driven by a desire to understand themselves and find a place in the world, they often fear that they have no identity or personal significance. Fours embrace individualism and are often profoundly creative and intuitive. However, they have a habit of withdrawing to internalize, searching desperately inside themselves for something they never find and creating a spiral of depression. The genius and self-mutilating Vincent van Gogh is a quintissential Four. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Four is Envy, while the Four's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Origin. Under stress, Fours express qualities of the Two, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the One.
Five: Observer, Thinker, Investigator - Fives are motivated by the desire to understand the world around them, specifically in terms of facts. Believing they are only worth what they contribute, Fives have learned to withdraw, to watch with keen eyes and speak only when they can shake the world with their observations. Sometimes they do just that. However, some Fives are known to withdraw from the world, becoming reclusive hermits and fending off social contact with abrasive cynicism. Fives fear incompetency or uselessness and want to be capable and knowledgeable above all else. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Five is Avarice, while the Five's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Omniscience. Under stress, Fives express qualities of the Seven, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Eight.
Six: Loyalist, Devil's Advocate, Defender - Sixes long for stability above all else. They exhibit unwavering loyalty and responsibility, but once betrayed, they are slow to trust again. They are prone to extreme anxiety and passive-aggressive behavior. Their greatest fear is to lack support and guidance. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Six is Cowardice, while the Six's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Faith and Strength. Under stress, Sixes express qualities of the Three, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Nine.
There are two types of sixes, phobic and counterphobic. Phobic sixes will have a tendency to run from or hide from what they fear, while a counterphobic six is more likely to attack said fear.
Seven: Enthusiast, Adventurer, Materialist, Epicure - Sevens flit from one activity to another with all the energy and enthusiasm of the Puer Aeternus. At their best, they embrace life for its varied joys and wonders and truly live in the moment; but at their worst they dash frantically from one new experience to another, too scared of disappointment to actually enjoy themselves. Sevens fear being unable to provide for themselves or to experience the life in all of its richness. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Seven is Gluttony, while the Seven's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Wisdom, Work, and Plan. Under stress, Sevens express qualities of the One, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Five.
Eight: Leader, Protector, Challenger - Eights are motivated by justice and the desire to be in the right. They worry about self-protection and control. They are natural leaders, who can be either capable and passionate or dictatorially manipulative, ruthless, and willing to destroy anything in their way. Eights seek control over their own lifes and destinies, and fear being harmed or controlled by others. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Eight is Lust, while the Eight's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Truth. Under stress, Eights express qualities of the Five, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Two.
Nine: Mediator, Peacemaker, Preservationist - Nines are ruled by their empathy. At their best they are perceptive, receptive, gentle, calming and at peace with the world. On the other hand, they prefer to dissociate from conflicts; they indifferently go along with others' wishes, or simply withdraw, acting via inaction. They fear the conflict caused by their ability to simultaneously understand opposing points of view and seek peace of mind above all else. The corresponding "deadly sin" of the Nine is Sloth, while the Nine's "holy idea" or essence is Holy Love. Under stress, Nines express qualities of the Six, and when flourishing, they express qualities of the Three.
