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[ZiLF]

I'm flesh and blood, but not human.

About Me



I'm going to eat your brains and gain your knowledge.



My Interests



Tribunal Records, BEER, brutal movies, the word vagina, HELLO KITTY, , dancing, collecting big rings, video games, computers, art, SHOPPING, photography, board games, card games, makeup, hair, etc.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

311, AFI, aesop rock, against me, agoraphobic nosebleed, alias, alice in chains, A3, a life once lost, all girl summer fun band, an albatross, anal cunt, andrew wk, animosity, a perfect circle, arsis, as i lay dying, as the sun sets, the ataris, atmosphere, atreyu, avett brothers, azazel, barroness, bear vs. shark, beloved, between the buried and me, bikini kill, billie holiday, billy idol, bjork, black dahlia murder, black eyes, black my heart, blink 182, blonde redhead, blondie, blood brothers, blood for blood, bloodgasm, bloodjinn, blue oyster cult, BIGOTA, botch, breather resist, bright eyes, brother ali, bucci bag, buck 65, built to spill, butthole surfers, cage, cake, caliban, camera obscura, the cars, the casket lottery, cat power, cattle decapitation, cave in, cephalic carnage, children of bodom, the church, chimaira, circa survive, circle of dead children, coalesce, coco rosie, codeseven, coheed, converge, crime mob, control, cursive, cyndi lauper, the damascus intervention, dan the automater, the darkness, daughters, dead to fall, death by stereo, death cab for cutie, death from above 1979, deftones, deltron 3030, the demonstration, denali, despised icon, devendra barnhardt, dillinger escape plan, dimmu borgir, dismemberment plan, dj baby anne, dj dara, doug martsch, dying fetus, ed gein, elvis costello, end of all, embrace today, end this day, envy, ETiD, evergreen terrace, the faint, faithless, faith no more, fantomas, FELT, filter, fiona apple, fischer spooner, franz ferdinand, from the shallows, from a second story window, full blown chaos, further seems forever, gallows, garbage, glass casket, glass jaw, godspeed you black emperor!, gnar kill, gorgoroth, grand buffet, gwen stefani, hatebreed, he is legend, himsa, hot hot heat, HUM, ion dissonance, it dies today, jackal and hyde, job for a cowboy, john b, justice, justin timberlake, kill whitney dead, kidney thieves, the killers, killswitch engage, kodan armada, ladytron, le tigre, lil jon and the east side boys, lil kim, lil wayne, the locust, lupe fiasco, mae, malicious mike, mars volta, massive attack, mass movement of the moth, mastadon, melt banana, mike jones, mike patton, minus the bear, misery index, miss kitten, modest mouse, mono, mount sims, my chemical romance, neutral milk hotel, nine inch nails, nirvana, the number twelve looks like you, offshore, orbital, paint the sky red, pat benetar, peaches, pelican, peter gabriel, pig destroyer, pink floyd, pit er pat, the pixies, placebo, POE, portishead, POS, the postal service, PRAYER for CLEANSING, radiohead, the rapture, the red sparrows, reggie and the full effect, rocky votolato, sage francis, saves the day, scapegoat shadows fall, shattered realm, the shins, sleater-kinney, slug, the smashing pumpkins, sneaker pimps, sufjan stevens, suicide silence, superstar dj keoki, sworn enemy, terminally your aborted ghost, these arms are snakes, this day forward, thrice, through the eyes of the dead, tiesto, tober, torche, tool, tricky, trillville, trina, underoath, undying, urge overkill, VCR, with honor, wolf parade, xvpopdmx, yyyeahs, yin yang twins, yo la tengo, zao.....

Movies:

ANYTHING scary, nasty, gorey, bloody, disgusting, funny, sad, or weird. the machinist, the rules of attraction, american psycho, the devil's rejects, six string samuraii, old boy, the 40 year old virgin, jarhead, blow, dazed and confused, rounders, casino, fear and loathing in las vegas, donnie darko, wet hot american summer, point break, scrooged, blade runner, national lampoons summer vacation and christmas vacation, the toy, the jerk, dirty rotten scoundrals, war of the roses, cruel intentions, back to the future 1 and 2, traffic, being john malkovich, adaptation, the blair witch project, ice age, robots, just about every disney film, sin city, gummo, meet the feebles, the salton sea, terror firmer, sgt. kabuki man, just about every toxic avenger film, class of nukem high, amelie, gia, american beauty, goodfellas, pi, requiem for a dream, dead alive, save the green planet, the gate, night of the living dead, return of the living dead, dawn of the dead[old version], day of the dead, land of the dead, nightmare on elm street, halloween, friday the 13th, evil dead, army of darkness, saw 2, better off dead, troll, sixteen candles, pretty in pink, mean girls, the wedding singer, billy madison, happy gilmore, big daddy, the wedding crashers, swingers, spun, house of 1000 corpses, kill bill, confessions of a teenage drama queen, eternal sunshine..., napoleon dynamite, shrek, a bugs life, the butterfly effect, tomie [most of the 5 movies], spartan, ferris bueller, clueless, 25th hour, nowhere, etc...

Television:

metalocalypse, gray's anatomy, sports center, family guy, the brak show, aqua teen hunger force, space ghost, the simpsons, king of the hill, some goofy reality tv shows, 24, king of queens, anything with paris hilton, any tabloid tv shows with dirty celebrity gossip, any VH1 programs [they're all good], any sort of poker or black jack card games [celebrity, or non], full house re-runs, my-so-called-life re-runs, stand up comedy, south park, mad tv, SNL, any MSNBC specials, etc.

Books:

bret easton ellis, irvine welsh, augusten burroughs, etc.

My Blog

excuse me, but are you famous miss?

My overnight trip to Charleston was DEFINITELY the best thing that's happened this summer thus far! Our room: $550 - PAIDWedding: Over $20,000 - DAMN We stayed at probably the swankest hotel i've ever...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 08:07:00 PST

what a day what a day

i'm exhausted to the max. today, I overslept for the most important audition to come into my life so far. what I was expecting was not what I got. a 30 min. interview became a 2 hour production which ...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 12:16:00 PST

out of site, out of mind

the internet... what the delete button was invented for.let me ride out my crazy life right now. i'm sure i'll get it eventually.to my closest, continue to stay close. I love you all dearly.GC...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 09:25:00 PST

gah work

sigh. i'm so exhausted. all that fat black pussy and weird euro weiner totally exhausted my brain. gotta love aebn right?now i'm going to play a game... let's see if you can catch me. let's see if you...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 05:32:00 PST

how to dissapear completely

That thereThat's not meI goWhere I pleaseI walk through wallsI float down the LiffeyI'm not hereThis isn't happeningI'm not hereI'm not hereIn a little whileI'll be goneThe moment's already passedYeah...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:20:00 PST

yay for pictures

I'm so glad to have my camera at the apartment again. I will definitely start taking more photos again. Check my albums regularly for more!
Posted by [ZiLF] on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:00:00 PST

..... done? who the hell do I think I am?

i'm never done.   ps. www.heels.com   
Posted by [ZiLF] on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:30:00 PST

done with it all

i’m done with dating... completely.   thank god there’s ONE boy in my life that helps keep me sane. 
Posted by [ZiLF] on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:57:00 PST

my weekend is about to be craaaaaaaaaazy

Here are my plans for the weekend for those that keep asking... Friday - Snuggle time w/ Alvin and the Chipmunks and some Guitar Herooo Saturday - Matthew’s CD release at CM + Red Light Discothe...
Posted by [ZiLF] on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 10:47:00 PST

it kicks you in the ass when you least expect it

....so my "job" is pretty much gone. I’m going to heels.com for now. today is the shittiest day. if only I had known a little earlier that this would happen.   someone come love on me....
Posted by [ZiLF] on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:14:00 PST