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.erinkaye.

Lobotomies-R-Us.

About Me

Hottest man alive
To my dearest of dears,
I welcome you into my life, upon entry first-aid kits are distributed. Keep your heart in your back pocket, and not on your shirt-sleeve. Stop saying that key around your neck has been calling my name, and only mine. I don't want it, I don't need it, I have a shoe box full of them. That little Champion shoe box is in my closet, buried underneath the memories of the ones that could not love me back.
Next week is my quarterly trip to the pawn shop to sell all those keys. Maybe I can get a nice handbag in return. At least that won't trouble my mind.
Hopefully.
Maybe not.
It is your favorite color, maybe that's why I was drawn to it. But then again, how would I know, I made that up in my mind just like everything else.
Now stop, here I am throwing up the red flag. Or maybe it's the yellow flag, out on the field. You're in my mind again.
You can't miss something you never had.
Dented ego.
Frosted eyes.
Look what you fucking did to me!
Behind my eyes I feel the hollow jabs of your morphine kiss.

My Interests

LIKES
autumn
thunderstorms
laying out under the stars
red leaves in the fall
the color green
the color black
self confidence
--just don’t be conceited
small things, because they will all add up to something grand.
fingertip kisses
dancing just to be crazy and have fun
silence
noise
owls
pirates
intelligent, interesting conversations
emotion, whether or not it's positive or negative. It's just proof that I am still alive
life, it's all beautiful, no matter the ups or downs.
postcards
geisha
Japanese culture
books
first kisses
holding hands
breaking hearts
laughing about holding hands and knowing I am going to break their heart
DISLIKES
BO
humidity
spring
hot weather
trucker hats
liars
beating around the bush
cat fur on my clothes
mac n cheese
American Society
bad eyebrows
papercuts
bad hair
dandruff
bad circulation
---cold hands
ghetto people
wiggers
clothes 5x too big
I think that the last three things are all related
dry hands
ugly hands
feet
chapped lips
allergic reactions
itchy shirts
alarm clocks
pens that explode
metal caps on glass bottles
people that buy me presents

I'd like to meet:

Butch Walker, Justin Theroux, Cristina Scabbia, Sean Penn, and others.This photographer. He's amazing... http://www.januszmiller.com/

Music:

I listen to everything, from metal, hardcore, any metal sub-genre, to powerpop.
Lucero
Butch Walker
Depeche Mode
All That Remains
Children of Bodom
The Bled
Saosin
Dresden Dolls
Katzenjammer Kabaret
Elefant

Movies:

Winter Passing
American Psycho
The Lost Boys
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
From Hell
Mulholland Drive
Donnie Darko
Stigmata
House of Flying Daggers
Sin City
Boondock Saints
Jawbreaker
Starsky and Hutch
Pirates of the Carribean
Pearl Harbor
The Jacket
The Princess Bride
Walk the Line
The Aviator
Finding Nemo
11:14
Crash
Rushmore
I Heart Huckabees
Fight Club
Cowboys and Angels
Party Monster
The Notebook
Art School Confidential
Old Boy
Pretty In Pink
Resevouir Dogs
300
The Prestige
The Illusionist
Chicago

Television:

The Angry Beavers
History Channel
Simpsons
Angel
Firefly
Carnival
Smallville
Lost

Books:

An Apology For Autumn
Memoir of a Geisha
Choke
Wicked
Another Roadside Attraction
The Cell
All the Harry Potter books
Pride and Prejudice
Darcy's Story
Jernigan
The Historian
Dracula
Even Cowgirls get the Blues
House of Leaves
Only Revolutions
and lots more that I can't think of at the moment!

My Blog

Contrast for the young and old

So there she was, strolling across the ballroom floor Telling stories of the days when she was young and beautiful Strolling across the ballroom floor as if she were 20 all over again Reminiscing...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 11:59:00 PST

Funniest description, ever.

"This boy is so sturdy we've used him to bushwhack rainforests, tenderize baby seal, and satisfies old ladies in dark alleys."OH MY GOODNESS
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 06:07:00 PST

This website rocks

http://www.cynical-c.com/archives/2005_07.html
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 12:44:00 PST

My b-day is coming up soon

This is what someone can get for me:Thanks, lover(s)....
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 03:24:00 PST

Merry belated VD

...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:51:00 PST

Yeah it crushes my head when you call me your friend

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you You drive away from my car crash of a heart And I don't know But you gave me the best mixtape I ...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:32:00 PST

You don't even know how much I need you


Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:45:00 PST

Forbidden Zone

Queen Doris: Where is your precious army? King Fausto: I will have a whole army of zombies! A zombie Marine Corps, a zombie Navy Corps, zombie Space Cadets... Queen Doris: You're really out to l...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:54:00 PST

I need a roommate.

Someone, anyone, want to move in with me? You room will be the dining room. But yeah. Rent would be cheap.   Everything included except for electricity.   Let me know,  bitches...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 05:16:00 PST

I wish that I could get along with my parents

But no, they have to make things so damn difficult.So many times that I try to make them happy, try to be the good little girl that will be the one that goes to college and achieve everything that the...
Posted by Girl Behind The Ruination on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:57:00 PST