OLD ACCOUNT!!! <delete me!!>

NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT.
NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT.
NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT. NEW ACCOUNT.
this one will stay here.
but delete it from your list if you want.
I'm Monica Thaxton.
do you really want to know me?
I'M ONE IN A MILLION.
My personality, moods, and opinions seem
to change 10 times more often than my clothes.
I'm the kind of idiot who takes the
batteries out of my alarm clock,
because the ones in my camera died,
and I felt the camera was more important.I took most of the words
off of my 'about me' and
uploaded a zillion pictures,
because I don't want to
try to tell you anymore,
I want to show you.
I haven't eaten meat since the
evil chicky eggrolls of Oct. 2007,
&& I like eating donkeys for lunch.
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extremely bored and want to read more? k. here you go.
[ A LONGER "ABOUT ME" ]
"i took most of the words off my 'about me'"... well you should also know that i can be a very indecisive person. so im putting some of it back. various opinions and whatnot. i ramble a lot sometimes. but its stayin in this ugly lil box this time, not takin over my page again.
its just... you know, a free public place I have where I can just vomit out all of my thoughts, and things I sometimes want to scream in peoples faces, and some people will actually see them.. I don't yell them in peoples faces though. haha. i just ride the feeling out, because i know better. I know that after the fact, I'll be glad I didn't yell anything in anybody's face. That'd be mean, and not myself at all.
Basically, pretty soon it will probably say a LOT of stuff in here. and if you read this entire thing, then atleast a small part of me will think your completely insane. the end.
[ SELF-MADE & ALWAYS CHANGING ]
I'm basically just this big, ever-growing, tangled, and mix-matched collection of images, ideas, facts, statements, thoughts, phobias, and memories, most of which were selectively drawn from anything I've ever experienced, thought, seen, or read. But some were probably just made up along the way because I thought it was pretty, or found it amusing. And it was all just glued, taped, stapled, tied, braided, pinned, and sewn together.
Then somewhere along the way, just imagine that it was all cut, pulled, and ripped apart, reevaluated and rearranged, and then reassembled in a way that I decided I liked a whole lot better. Now, some of the pieces that have always been hidden beneath the surface of the tangled mess are in plain-view, and some of the pieces that used to show were lost in the process.
You'll like some parts more than others. Some are parts are pleasant. Some are plain ugly. Some are stupid. Some are clever. Lots contradict. Some require explanation because they appear random but have purpose. Some need to be thrown out, and I just haven't gotten around to it yet. Some mean more than this world to me. Some are worn-out, faded, and some damaged from the re-arranging process. Some new, bright, colorful. All mixed together. Thats how I picture the 'who' that I am, and I'm basically done with this analogy now. Soooo, I'm done!
[ I EMBARASS MYSELF & REMAIN CONCEITED ]
I'm the biggest loser ever.
I'm basically just not graceful.
I'm awkward and clumsy most of the time, which probably has something to do with how much I don't ever pay attention to what I'm doing.
I have bad balance. Even if I'm just standing there.
I have horrible hand-eye coordination.
I trip over my own feet.
I run into things like tables, chairs, doorways, and people, all the time.
I usually have atleast one bruise that I don't know how I got.
I sing HORRIBLY, and you will only hear it if im hyper.
I often leave out words when speaking, or just completely screw up what im trying to say in general,
And don't even realize that I'm not making any sense until it's too late.
There will probably be moments where you look at me and think "wow, how did this idiot manage to make it this far without dying in some ridiculously clumsy accident?"
And, well, to that, I say, "shut upp...
I'm better than you. "
yes, I firmly believe that.
"I never wanted your help.
I never needed your help.
This failure has to be all mine.
All mine now."
because
"I don't wanna peice of no one else's pie."
RAWR! :D
{{I'd rather starve}}
"I'm proud of my life,
and the things that I have done,
Proud of myself,
and the loner I've become"