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Do I divide and fall apart? Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark....I know you're

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My Blog

Thi Summer concerts..:D

SO here we go i just found out some tight shit that i willbe going too..and i better go..well i know i willgo to at least one of the THREE!First of all we have....Which wil have some of muh fav b...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Wed, 30 May 2007 09:39:00 PST

Not so confident..

Whats the meaning of life when you dont know what or who you want?When the goals in your past are blurry now? All i can see now is move on and see what holds in the future....In this small town i live...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Fri, 25 May 2007 03:22:00 PST

Update[5.8.07]

SO like OMGZ!!!HA ANYWAYZ.......I was at work today.. Having MUH LAME 10:30 a.m.- 7 p.m. ShiftWhen i get a call on muh phone...(OF COARSE)I couldnt answer the bitch cause i was"Working".....It appeare...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:54:00 PST

The Past To End

Aside my life nowAside yours too Your Bleeding hearts DIEDand then it regrew! Regrew to anotherAnd melted away by me, You took the hardway outYou faded and now you plea! Plea to existanceBut my exista...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:21:00 PST

To You

Think of what used to beThink of how things went, Think of how you are nowAnd how you lost since. Tell me that your fineI'll tell you how your spent. I once was there for youand now im gone, You chang...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:12:00 PST

Perfect Feeling

HA wow this perfect circle song[three libras]I swear to god it puts me at ease..and the weather right now feels like im walkin along a beach..And the wind is calm and soothing while itsblows through m...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:42:00 PST

In this point in time

OK so an update on how i have been since muh last blog Yeah things are better now! I discovered one guy could makeMe turn into a bitch after a while but yeah..i got over it..and weare friends now...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:29:00 PST

How do I?

How do I... How do i....Move on?How do i ...Stop the past from happening?How do i..... Keep him out of muh mind?Blah i need help seriously...Marc helps me...but then again..Visions of muh  past j...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:50:00 PST

My Bestfriends

~Ok So this blog Here is about TWO People in muh life~ Ashley and Alicia.... What more shall i say.? These Two have been with me from day 1!I Also think that no one else will ever come closeas these t...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 11:10:00 PST

IM DEPRESSED..

Muh Autumn has set in like i said before! Im so FUCKIN LONELY! I dont know why! Im getting SAD for no gawd damn reason! This shit seriously does hurt me the most though! MIghtnot be a big deal for mos...
Posted by ßêäü ¦Fül Ц§ørdé®" [Jesus Christ] on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:39:00 PST