amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k]

About Me

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my name is amanda monroe™
you cannot have the fucking shovel.
get out of the sandbox Cedar City.
a lot happened this year, i did a lot of things that should embarrass me. you can announce it to the world though, because the truth is i don't care anymore.
people make mistakes all the time, i am no different. i got caught up in things i never thought i'd be weak enough to, i got involved with people you warned me about. i've moved on, and i'm not interested in going backwards.
i didn't move to run away from things, i moved to get better.
i've learned from what i've done and i hope you can forgive me.
i'm all about embracing who we are and baby, this is me:
i'm short and i have a lot to say.
words come out of my mouth way before i think about them, but i don't usually hurt people intentionally. i smoke a lot more than you'd like and i say things that would make your grandmother blush.
do not ever honk/whistle at me, i will find you and set your car on fire. i hate that, it's degrading and pointless. has any woman ever responded well to that? no. you're being stereotypical and it's disgusting.
i support gay marriage. i believe in God and reincarnation.
i would love nothing more than to feed president Bush pretzels.
i forgive because it's easier, i don't have it in me to hate anyone. i love until i can't, i like until i don't. i try not to have enemies but hey, shit happens.
risque.

My Interests

my personal account.

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I'd like to meet:

if you're straight-edge

Music:

3 inches of blood
50 cent
a cause for collapse
afi
a fine frenzy
afroman
aiden
alesana
akala
amy winehouse
angels and airwaves
ani difranco
animosity
antagonist
armor for sleep
a rocket to the moon
as i lay dying
as blood runs black
as night runs red
atreyu
automatic loveletter
avirl lavigne
bassboosa
bayside
ben folds
black rain
bleeding through
blink 182
blood brothers
blood stands still
bob marley
the bravery
bright eyes
britney spears
bubblegum octopus
bury your dead
cartel
cascada
cherem
chiodos
circa survive
circle takes the square
city to city
xcool your jetsx
the cranberries
daft punk
damien marley
dangerous muse
dashboard confessional
the dear hunter
death cab for cutie
depeche mode
the distillers
dramarama
drop dead gorgeous
eamon
eazy-e
eisley
emanuel
emery
endast
evergreen terrace
every time i die
eyes set to kill
fabolous
the faint
fear before the march of flames
fight like hell
first blood
flyleaf
forever the sickest kids
the format
from autumn to ashes
from first to last
frou frou
good clean fun
goldfrapp
gravy train
gunther
gym class heroes
hatebreed
head automatica
hellogoodbye
the higher
hoods
hope
hot hot heat
imogen heap
in:aviate
jay-z
jeffree star
justin timberlake
kate nash
kaotis infinitum
the killers
killwhitneydead
light this city
lil kim
lil mama
lily allen
lorene drive
love you long time
lydia
marilyn manson
maricopa
the maryrose artifact
mayday parade
maylene and the sons of disaster
the medic droid
meg & dia
metro startion
mickey avalon
mika
mims
mindless self indulgence
motion city soundtrack
my chemical romance
o lousy tired gal
new years day
newfound glory
ne-yo
nirvana
panima
paramore
peaches
placebo
the plain white t's
playradioplay!
poem
poeticat
portugal, the man
the postal service
the red jumpsuit apparatus
regina spektor
rise against
saosin
say anything
scary kids scaring kids
scenes and sirens
sean kingston
secondhand serenade
the secret handshake
senses fail
set it straight
seve vs evan
shakira
she wants revenge
shiny toy guns
silverstein
skye
the sounds
stick to your guns
the stiletto formal
sublime
sugarcult
taking back sunday
tamerlane
tech n9ne
tegan and sara
the number 12 looks like you
this is the hospital
thrice
throwdown
timbaland
torn between misery
tupac
usher
the violent femmes
waking the cadaver
wecamewithbrokenteeth
the yeah yeah yeahs
young love

Movies:

i want someone to bring me flours.

Television:

Confession of the Day.
september 1, 2007
I'm super nervous about it.

august 31, 2007
i'm going to pretend it means nothing.

august 30, 2007
i'm not really mad at him.

august 29, 2007
there was more to the dream than i said.

august 28, 2007
i cried during Stranger than Fiction.
Trains:
Vitamin Water Elite

Books:

What I want to do:
get my license.
start volunteering again.
start a job i actually like.
apply for the Peace Corps.
pay off what i need to :/
get a pig
take cookies to Kyle
shave my head

Heroes:

this is the plan.

My Blog

it feels a little worse.

she held it tight and though she saidthe things she knew you wanted to hearshe didn't believe them.it wasn't in her to memorize any more linesof this script you left at her house.the dialogue is so cl...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:09:00 PST

where i think you should be.

through the doors you could see her,her face was wet with objection.she sat there, making the face she madethe face that only came when there was nothing else to do.they tried to comfort her...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 02:02:00 PST

his number was on her hands.

The drowning started long before the words came out.There was tension in the air that burned your skin,a silence that made your head throb.Oh love, these tears are not your fault.She didn't have to ju...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:07:00 PST

it’s just plain tragic.

I've never had to be the one to explain things,then it was okay to just put it out there.Let it flood the streets and not have to clean up the mess.Then things were different.I've never had to say goo...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

before you lose your nerve.

maybe it was the right thing, but it was not a good thing.this was a mistake, it hit her hard in a place that she didn't expectevery wall she had let him take down,he crossed over now with every weapo...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:54:00 PST

trying my best not to forget.

She imagined his face, how it must have cracked with each syllable that came out of her mouth. No, this was not how it was "supposed to happen". This was not how they had planned, this is not at all w...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 08:33:00 PST

its about time.

I mean this, I really do.You guys are my everything.I'm going to miss you all,but I'll be back.I promise. Bayli Thompson.You're first for a reason, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to explain why. You'...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 12:38:00 PST

she kept him in her pocket.

it climbed through the window,went to each room and knocked ever so quiet.it did this, once and then twice,there she was.she wasn't sleeping, she never could.waiting, that's what it looked like, i'm s...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:26:00 PST

without me, youll be fine. right?

it started with one drink,it started with a few jealous glances.it ended in a bookstore.it ended with some cold words in March.this shouldn't be new to her,this shouldn't have been news to him. she wa...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 10:52:00 PST

stop being a whore.

seven.the numbers, the lettersthe intentions, the truth. oh, this is what mama warned about.this is what you want most, what you should fear.cheap dates and cheaper protectionhere we go again.i would ...
Posted by amanda monroe™ [yktb] [4.9k] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:25:00 PST