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Silicone and cigarettes. With fear we pass judgement on friends. Well, you know of thought don't you? And I say this with love.....Hmmm...I'll try to write something that makes sense to others rather than this selfish code poetry shit I'm testing you with.I'm from Istanbul (Turkey). Came to England with my mother and brother when I was 5. Coming from a well educated and well off family, at 11 I went to boarding school and learned about what kind of person I would never want to be. My love for music helped with my re-education at the age of 14, taking me from gig to bar to men to ..... and then back home to my family with a smile on my face and a lie on my tongue.I love singing. More than anything. But I can't decide if I want to be a singer. I get too scared of being put up for judgement. My biggest fear is rejection. My biggest vice is sabotaging my own dreams. So here I am with a few tunes for you and maybe some thoughts I feel the need to share.