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Amber

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About Me

FOR THE EYEING OF MY SCARS, THERE IS A CHARGE FOR THE HEARING OF MY HEART -- IT REALLY GOES.AND THERE IS A CHARGE, A VERY LARGE CHARGE FOR A WORD OR A TOUCH OR A BIT OF BLOODOR A PIECE OF MY HAIR OR MY CLOTHES. SO, SO, HERR DOKTOR. SO, HERR ENEMY.I AM YOUR OPUS. I AM YOUR VALUABLE. THE POOR GOLD BABYTHAT MELTS TO A SHRIEK. I TURN AND BURN. DO NOT THINK I UNDERESTIMATE YOUR GREAT CONCERN.ASH, ASH -- YOU POKE AND STIR. FLESH, BONE, THERE IS NOTHING THERE --A CAKE OF SOAP. A WEDDING RING. A GOLD FILLING.HERR GOD, HERR LUCIFER BEWARE BEWARE.OUT OF THE ASH I RISE WITH MY RED HAIR AND I EAT MEN LIKE AIR.

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My Interests

ACH, DU!

Music:

who the fuck do you think you are?
coming around here?
i'm not like other girls
you can't straighten my curls!
who the fuck do you think you are?

My Blog

life life life life!

i taked to my niece tonight for about four or five hours. i was doing other things, of course. she's fourteen, in high school. she's so beautiful. she kind of looks like my dad. i'm rocking out....
Posted by Amber on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:19:00 PST

yeah i guess

you better recognize how much you fucked things up, and try to fix it while you still have the shot. you don't have very long to convince me otherwise, if it matters. if it doesn't, that's okay too. ...
Posted by Amber on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:46:00 PST

she said she loves me!

general things about my life: * my sister told me she loved me tonight! oh that makes me so happy. and i said i love you too! WHEE!!!! YAY!!! YAYAYAYAYY!!!! * my dad has now gone eight, count them, ei...
Posted by Amber on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:22:00 PST

el ciervo vulnerado

yeah, so like with all my relationships or semi-relationships or potential relationships or whatever, i'm trying to totally sabotage it and fuck it up. i have been for a while, actually. the problem i...
Posted by Amber on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:43:00 PST

hm you know

i think i'm going to start stopping making out with people. fooling around with people. i think that for some reason it makes you somehow expendable. emotionally vulnerable. it's weird. i don't unders...
Posted by Amber on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:29:00 PST

cravings

naked boys, like pan, but i can't post that. right? vegetarian, of course. sideshow bob adam duritz. uma thurman movies.my adorable, giggling boyfriends. carefully abused leftovers my boyfr...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:08:00 PST

i have a sister

it was the first time in all my life i've had a conversation with her. sherry. sherry jarvis is her name. she's 11 years older than me. she has two kids. one is 18, and one is 14. this means i have a ...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:36:00 PST

comprehensive tally of fine-assed fayetteville boys

in no particular order, and as promised to kristy and others, i will now blow the lid off the nasty little secret we've kept for years. we're hot for fayetteville boys. there is obviously something in...
Posted by Amber on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:13:00 PST

MY DAD'S DYING LOLOZ THAT ROCKS

so the stubborn old fucker is now laid up in the ICU at marietta general with a traech tube in. or however you spell that. the tube is to suck all the cigarette goo out of his lungs, especially all th...
Posted by Amber on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:50:00 PST

i love jenny, this has nothing to do with that, but just saying

ely took me to see cyndi lauper tonight. we had a horrible time. she was fine, but the place was packed with assholes. i'm talking about, icky girls humping my friend/belligerent old gay dudes/weird o...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:33:00 PST