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April

I'm the rainbow in your jail cell.

About Me

I dig confidence. I don't argue, I converse. I don't talk about my beliefs, but I'll listen if you want to talk about yours. I have enough ambition for 80 people and enough drive to deal with it. I listen, discern, ponder, and understand. I keep my options open. I see everything from a bird's eye view. I see several paths that branch from each decision, and where each one could lead me. I plan ahead. I plan for all of those branches. I am always surprised, and that does not make sense. I hate surprises. I love the color blue and daffodils, as well as elephants. I wake up singing. My incorrigible optimism is my savior and my downfall. My AIM name is xEverythingBluex. I am always open to conversation.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||| 23%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

Books, art... Anything artistic. I'm a museum rat, too. :)

I'd like to meet:

People who can stand their ground. I'm a boulder rolling down a hill... hard to brace against. People who do not believe they'll get ass from me because they are male and I'm female. Other optimists. Intelligent life forms.I miss female companionship, so if you're a chick looking for a friend, I'm up for conversation. No, I'm not bi or gay, and no, I don't want a 3-some with you and your bf/hubby nor with mine. Please, just normal people.

Music:

Any. Except rap!

Movies:

All! I'm an avid movie-watcher. I spend too much money going out to see the new ones.

Television:

I rarely watch T.V. But, I watch Simpsons religiously. Other than that, just my forensic science stuff on Discovery and TLC.

Books:

Mainly science fiction/fantasy.

Heroes:

My mommy. Awwww.

My Blog

What I've been up to..

Well, life has certainly taken a really strange twist, as it usually does when it needs to jerk you up by the scruff of the neck and throw you into the correct direction you should be going. Germany ...
Posted by April on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 06:57:00 PST

What an odd feeling

I feel like my entire being is lifting off from this... This pain that I've felt. My body is just ready to float free... But my heart is heavy, and it's weighing me down. I know I want to let go, an...
Posted by April on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:27:00 PST

I'm going to throw up on your shoes!

COME CLOSER!!!!
Posted by April on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:53:00 PST

Something Quick

I could love you if you let me,And even if you don't.I could love you if I let me,But we both know I won't.
Posted by April on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:25:00 PST

Random Thoughts

Love me in all of my flaws,Or love me not at all.But don't stand there and sayThat you accept what you seeWhen you don't even know or understand me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Come tuck me in. Kis...
Posted by April on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 09:09:00 PST

More Wistful April

Cool, clean, soft cottonPressed against the full length of my skin -Safety and comfort are hereWith the pillows pressed on my chin.My fingers wander the empty space,As my mind meanders in thought.I wi...
Posted by April on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:39:00 PST

Another Poem

Poised just above a jagged ledge,Suspended near a sharpened edge;Ballistics gel my favorite medium,Tracing lines to break the tedium.Uncomfortable string attached to my neck,Keeping my mind and my bod...
Posted by April on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:36:00 PST

Daydreaming

Gently holding your hand in mine,Our fingers deftly becoming entwined.Your cheek resting on my hair,Simply knowing how much you care.Watching the wind ruffle your clothes,You tenderly kissing the tip ...
Posted by April on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:34:00 PST

IIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAARGGGGHHHHH!!! *gnashes her teeth*

I FUCKING HATE MY JOB!!!!!! Wait, no, I FUCKING HATE BEING IN CHARGE OF CUSTOMER SERVICE!!!!!!!!! I've told them time and time again that I don't want to do this part! I'm horrible at this part! I FUC...
Posted by April on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:49:00 PST

Ever notice...

Did you ever notice that during hard times in our life, no matter how hard, how horrible, how bleak, we always say, "It'll work out for the best." And whether we honestly believe that at the time, onc...
Posted by April on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 05:41:00 PST