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Party Steph

Moral indignation is jealousy with a halo

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What can I say....I'm pretty much a breathing, walking, talking oxymoron in every way. I do everything to the extreme - I live for excess, for better or worse. Astonishingly, this has actually worked out for me so far. I attribute this success partly to blind luck - I fly through life by the seat of my pants and somehow always land on my feet.
I don't believe in censoring myself, or selling my image by playing down what others see as flaws or reckless behavior.
I've accomplished more than most in such a short time, so I don't think I have to excuse anything that I've done along the way. If people don't like it, they can look the other way....or G.F.T as I prefer to say (ie - go fuck themselves)
So....moving on to more superficial points in this description...
I'm a skinny, blonde, green-eyed vixen with an appetite for love, a passion for passion, an addictive & compulsive personality,a habit of putting my foot in my mouth & a crippling shoe addiction. To support that addiction, I've just become a lawyer - at the expense of my social life, health and peace of mind.I'm also a competitive showjumping, academically inclined, sushi-craving music fanatic. Some might say that I'm also a part-time homewrecker/heartbreaker.
But deep down I'm just a romantic at heart....every once in a blue moon, someone special crosses my path and steals my heart.
I'm German, but I was born in Canada. I'm a Sagittarious through and through.
Clumsy, forgetfull, impulsive, incredibly indulgent, reckless, unreliable/irresponsible (about everything except school/work) and brutally honest/blunt (always putting my foot in my mouth)...but also energetic, passionate (& sensual)...
extremely lucky, intellectual, independant, creative/ expressive (especially linguistically), adventurous, (sometimes obliviously) self-confident, and super-outgoing.
Oh and I also seem to have an uncanny ability to make friends with anyone and everyone I come across - under very unlikely circumstances at times. Comes in quite handy, especially since I HATE ongoing anger/resentment - incoming or outgoing. I can't stand walking away from conflict without some sort of reconciliation or apology.
Most of all, I'm just trying to get through life without any regrets - living for the moment and taking every opportunity that presents itself to me."; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
"We are all inclined to judge ourselves by our ideals; others, by their acts."
p.s. - I know it would be pretty corny to name MYSELF Party Steph. So I would like to clear up, for the record, that this was not my own creation. I have one person to thank, one of my very favorite friends. You know who you are, Spantana. An unusually accurate descriptive prefix, this name became notorious - a status that always seems to attach itself to me in one way or another, especially in those gossipy little towns. So my reputation preceeded me whereever I went, and I never ever let my reputation down ;). It kinda stuck throughout the 3 years that I lived in Kingston for school. I keep it around today cause it reminds me of wild Saturday nights and foggy Sunday mornings - 2004/5 winter - one of the happiest years I remember..... (and plus, it's a little less offensive than "The Homewrecker" ;) lol)

My Interests

I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com .
Check out this MySpace MP3 Player !

Dark-haired Italians... funky/sexy/vocal/techno/electro house beats......Mr. Wrong... gangster movies... NYC... guys who dj... Johnny Depp... Al Pacino.... Mercedes SLR McLarens... actually pretty much any sleek Mercedes....

guys who make me LAUGH... men with chests like bulldogs...

eating sushi... chiuauas named Taco... riding stallions (human or equine)... competitive showjumping... partying all night long....

watching (or having) Sex & the City.... meeting beautiful people (on the inside and out).... sexy boys (& girls)...

falling in love.....

and falling in love all over again....

I really love it when I meet someone new and find out we have so much sexual chemistry that my head almost explodes every time they come within 2 feet of me ;)

You know....like when everyone after them just reminds you of what you're missing....

.............& most of all I like anything I can't have.

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Oh and...

My little munchkin - I'm really not much of a cat person, but I helped deliver this little monkey and I must say he's grown on me!"I believe in getting into hot water. I think it keeps you clean."

I'd like to meet:

People who are fun, sexy, outgoing, make me laugh, love funky/vocal/electro/techno house beats, and like to take chances.

Guys who are around 5'8/9/10" (I don't really go for the super tall ones), dark hair, stocky, with nice arms.

And I have a bit of a fetish for guys who dj.

Sexy girls.

Al Pacino.Angelina Jolie...meeeeeow!Borat (just as friends lol)."If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough."

I don't care what anyone says about meeting people .., or through any type of rigid, pre-planned dating system - you can never overestimate the value of sexual chemistry. I was always interested in science when I was a student - I think of the world in scientific terms for the most part. I even believe that astrological predictions, if they are actually to be believed, are based in science rather than spirituality or religion. As for chemistry and attraction.....I've dated enough to know now that it's either there or it's not. Right away, I know if it's there, physically at least. I totally buy into the whole theory that we're just animals chasing after each others' pherimones - predisposed to favour certain people as a result, even though we can't consciously pinpoint the reason for this. Some people can drive me bananas just by standing up to 5 feet away, so that all I can think about is jumping into them, knocking them over and pulling them on top of me...lol.

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"The Greek work "Eros" denotes want, lack, the desire for that which is missing. The lover wants what it does not have - for it is by definition impossible to want what you have, if as soon as it is had it is no longer wanted."

Music:



I LOVE LOVE LOVE FUNKY/VOCAL/ ELECTRO/TECHNO HOUSE! "; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

The feeling I get deep in my stomach when I hear a track or mix for the first time - when it has those raw electro/80's type of sounds combined with a complex layer of expressive, melodic and energetic beats and just a few sexy, soulful lyrics - really does make me feel high. And trust me, I've led a pretty wild life at certain points along my path.....so I should know.

Really good house is the one thing (aside from an orgasm ;)) that actually makes me feel better than any drug ever has.

And although there is a tolerance built up quickly (for me anyways) as far as those tracks are concerned, the good news is there is a continuous influx of new and innovative music at the tips of my fingers ... So unlike its harmful chemical counterparts, the stimulating, exciting and therapeutic effects of this drug do not diminish over time.

"I like to put sounds under the microscope..."

Some of my favorite djs/artists (in no particular order, EXCEPT for the first few):

****************** Seamus Haji - my absolute #1 right now....I LOVE him ******************

****************** Sebastien Leger ****************** Mark Knight ****************** Hoxton Whores ****************** Chris Lake ****************** Mashtronic ****************** Axwell ****************** MSTRKRFT ****************** Lifelike ****************** John/Jesper Dahlback ****************** Daft Punk ****************** Jorge Jaramillo ****************** Depeche Mode ****************** Funkagenda ****************** Bob Sinclair ****************** Eric Prydz ****************** Ian Carey ****************** Deep Dish ****************** Cedric Gervais ****************** Steve Lawler ****************** Michael Jackson ****************** Def Leopord ****************** Jacques le Cont ****************** Chocolate Puma ****************** Madonna ****************** Warren Clarke ****************** Joachim Garraud ****************** Steve Angello ****************** Lexicon Avenue ****************** Roger Sanchez ****************** Valentino Kanzyani ****************** New Order ****************** Martin Solveig ****************** Robbie Rivera ****************** Grant Nelson ****************** Mylo ****************** Trentemoller ****************** Skylark/ Nic Fanciulli ****************** David Morales ****************** Shapeshifters ****************** Richard Grey ****************** Soul Avengers ****************** Eric Morillo ****************** Peter Rauhofer ****************** Tom Neville ****************** Pete Heller ****************** Tom Novy ****************** Martijn Ten Veldon ****************** Sander Kleinenburg ****************** Peter Presta ****************** Miguel Migs ****************** Stonebridge ****************** Armand Van Helden ****************** Ananda Project ****************** Antoine Clamaran ****************** Full Intention ****************** Tocadisco ****************** Freemasons ****************** Richard Dinsdale ****************** etc...etc..etc...

My very favorite tracks at the moment (these change pretty much every week)...

****************** Ndea Davenport - One Day My Love (D Ramirez Vocal) ****************** Gianni Bini - Mr. Nasty (Mark Knight remix) ****************** Degrees Of Motion - Do You Want It Right Now (Haji & Emmanuel Remix) ******************

(...for a bigger list see the flash player near the top of the page...)

"Almost all of us long for peace and freedom; but very few of us have much enthusiasm for the thoughts, feelings, and actions that make for peace and freedom."

Movies:

Any and all gangster movies...the more Italians on the screen, the more I like it ;) "; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Favorites:

A Bronx Tale,

Scarface

Godfather 1 & 2

Carlito's Way, Casino

Goodfellas

The Thin Blue Line, Elephant, The Killing Fields, Schindler's List, Hotel Rwanda, Citizen Kane, Human Traffic, Vanilla Sky, Life is Beautiful, Ghandi, Apocalypse Now, American History X, Gone With the Wind (the ONLY girly movie I like), Flashdance, Saturday Night Fever, Boogie Nights

High Tension, Memento, Trainspotting, Layer Cake, The People v. Larry Flint, 21 Grams, The Butterfly Effect, any and all films by Quentin Tarantino & M. Knight Shyamalan

Television:

Anything on the Playboy Channel, The Daily Show w/ John Stuart, Desperate Housewives, The L-Word "; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Da Ali G. Show (especially Borat), Law & Order, Trailer Park Boys

CSI/CSI Miami (NOT the New York show though...that one blows), Sopranos, Sex & the City, Lost, Prison Break.

Books:

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"A Million Little Pieces" & "My Friend Leonard"....both serve as excellent reminders that our problems are never insurmountable...and that no matter how miserable our own lives seem at times, things could always be much worse.

Whether or not these tales are auto-biographical, I think that the real story here deals with the crushing psychological impact of addiction itself.

The plot seems peripheral to this core issue, and the struggle to overcome this stronghold rings true regardless of the atmosphere in which it unfolds.

I also like "The Celestine Prophecy" - the holy bible of goodwill, honour and karma, according to some of the most genuine and loyal people I've ever known (if you guys are reading this, you know who you are ;) ).

Heroes:

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My Mom :)
I think that one of the bravest and most admirable things a person can do is to admit to themselves and the world who they really are. Each person should remember to give themselves credit for their own strengths, and to be honest about their mistakes and weaknesses - these are what make them stronger in the end.
Sometimes it's just easier to hide bright feathers and blend into the crowd. Everyone who exibits unique, remarkable characteristics becomes a vulnerable target for hostilies of the "group" toward the "other."
I think that part of growing up is learning to embrace this recognition, to live your life in a way that allows you to confidently drift outside of the crowd. This way you learn to stand on two feet rather than leaning on and hiding behind those around you. It is far more desirable to be noticed and remembered, I have found, than to be accepted.
People who can put themselves out there like this...they are my heroes.

My Blog

Some people just don't know what they're missing.....

* Don't mind my atrocious spelling - I was forced to overwrite that portion of my brain about 3 months into law school.... ****************************************************...
Posted by Party Steph on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:17:00 PST