Sessa Bellz - ProfilesArchive

About Me

We are all more than we appear to be.
You can make a difference even - JUST TRY. For all we have lost and those we have loved...and those that I love today who live with these illnesses.Breast Cancer , Ovarian Cancer , American Cancer Society , Arthritis Foundation , Lupus Foundation , National MS Society , American Heart Foundation , and for Carrie: Parkinsonâ€™s FoundationArt in words, sounds and images. Unfinished songbook and undeveloped film. Working Title. I used to be a little girl, but I grew and grew and grew. I prefer vinyl. I have the golden heart of the little Mod girl who used to believe that anything was possible if you filmed it in black and white. If you can wait for me, it will be well worth it. I am a devout believer, as signs pointed to my being a physicist. I am not. Spatial mathematician and conscious transformer? I am always on the outskirts of someplace...and never lost. Ideas are in the ether, they are there for you to grab...put what you want out to the universe and watch it unfold - but you must be open to it to happen...I will send you a list of things upon request to help you with that...no problem.I am like a waltz - come dance with me.

My Interests

I am interested in the truth. I write for the same reason I breatheâ€” because if I didn't, I would die. ~ Isaac Asimov Writing. Rock n Roll Photography. Books. Music. Movies. Go Carts. Vintage Anything. Border towns. Lazy Sundays and Rock Magazines. Movies, old Horror Flicks - the chicks always have rad hair. High Heels. Red Lipstick and Black Eyeliner. People who can make me laugh my ass off and play me records that I might not have ever heard or have heard a million times. Someone who can talk till 4 in the morning about anything while formulating a thought that is rich in their own personal declarations. Regular Joes. Mark Twain and River Boats. Other Geeks I can Geek out with. Mods. I like desert boots and the desert. I like to learn new things. Collecting vintage tshirts for my rock quilt. People who are interested in pursuing or aiding in the cure for cancer. People who take interest in the world at large and try to make it a better place.

I'd like to meet:

Mulder - wasn't he looking for the truth? Mulder had the cure for cancer!People who look perfect from far away.
Those of you out on the road.The Pandoras because those bucket bitches stole my Go Go Boots in the 80s - whatsup? A boy who will make me a mix tape? Repenting souls? I know! Anyone who knows what the whole white wall thing is about. Joseph Campbell. Looking for perfect? Why not just perfect for you? Someone who knows how to fly around an ice rink and stop super quick so that shaved ice goes everywhere. The Rat Pack. Edgar Cayce. A good listener. Dalai Lama. A lover of music. A certified scrabble champion. A baseball fan. Let's duke it out over our teams. John Lennon. Woody Allen. People who just "get" me. Peter Sellers. Keith Moon. Bohemians. Bill Hicks (in a quiet place.) Drop Dead Fred. A really good bass-player - got a soft spot for Entwistle. A band geek. A person who understands and appreciates horns. An accordian player. Brian Jones. Buddha. Jesus. A sage. People who still believe. Your hands must be open to receive. Dime store philosophers. I want to meet people who know what I mean, anyway. Like Peter O'Toole - the voice of the Sandpiper - a voice like that...somewhere exists in a person. Someone who can tap into the textures of all that is outside of themselves. We are all really connected in less than six degrees. People who are interested in fighting the fight against cancer. People who think about injustice and try to do something about it rather than produce more.Dialogue wanted, movie worthy.
I think I have met everyone else. Wait no way. There are hundreds of people I would like to meet. Thank God for time machines.

Music:

Alphabetized. Now you know I am insane.

Movies:

16MM

Television:

Big Digital and with Surround. Netflix.

Books:

Biographies. Epic novels on historical events. Philosophy. Rimbaud. Shakespeare. Sylvia Plath. Hunter S. Thompsen. The Bible. The Four Noble Truths. Anything by Hawking. Religious works. Shel Silverstein. The masons and templars. Joseph Campbell. C.S. Lewis. Madeline L'Engle. Poetry of any type. Anything that deals with social issues and how to make the world a better place. Jack Kerouac or books on the beats. Twain or Joyce Carol Oates. Jeanette Winterson. My latest favourite: Kurt Anderson. Blast. Anything that makes me look like an intellectual.

Heroes:

Loretta Lynn. Ava Gardner. Charlie Kaufman. Jimmy Carter. Buddha. Jesus. Joseph Campbell. Saint Mary Magdeline. Every cancer patient I have ever met. Anyone who can play chess. All the women in my family. My grandfather. My brother because he tries so hard. My sister because she is a fantastic mother. My best friends because they are smart and try to institute change. Wow, too many to list. Thanks MOM - for being my best friend!

My Blog

17 with 20 Years of Experience

I am officially 37 YO. Wow. Hard to imagine that this mind is that old. I cannot believe my soul has witnessed half of my life or that my body has lasted this long. Here are the things to accomplish...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Mon, 28 May 2007 08:20:00 PST

Looking for Lloyd Dobler - A Dare to Be Great Situation - Part 2

Lloyd Dobler: I gave her my heart, she gave me a pen. I was in NY about 6 years ago - eating breakfast up in Harlem by Columbia University with a few grad film students discussing their projects with ...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Mon, 28 May 2007 07:27:00 PST

My birthday

I was born 12 hours from now...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:25:00 PST

Looking for Lloyd Dobbler

I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen.
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:46:00 PST

Wildfire - Michael Martin Murphy

"My oldest memory isn't one I see when i think back on the past, it's one I hear. I'm four years old, on my way home from a camping trip with my family. My eyes are shut tigh...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:03:00 PST

All of my guy friends...

Leave me crazy mysterious sexy messages on myspace! What is that all about? I think they want to make their lady friends jealous. Isn't that shitty? They use me for some myspace marketing! Can't com...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:01:00 PST

Things are clear in the city of Smog

I realized today on a car ride home something I have known all along. The connecting points are meeting. Let's start from the beginning of the revelation& People come into your sphere ...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:14:00 PST

Long Live Ray - MOD - Mota!

One Year Baby - I MISS YOU. It is so hard to not have you around. Seriously, no one to tell me if some guy is a jerk or not. No one to tell me if I am being too hippie. No one to do the Hoj-Scoot. No ...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:41:00 PST

Can you see the real me? Can ya? Can ya?

Or just plain too much! My Word, isn't there anyone out there who has a clue? Comments from my three most recent FIRST and last dates: Wow - You have a high powered career.What? I wor...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:56:00 PST

Life is good - Part 10 - Hawaii

From Paradise to the Desert... Off to Phoenix, now! Yet, another wonderful trip to a concrete furnace... ...
Posted by Sessa Bellz on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 12:48:00 PST