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kelley

I am my Beloved's & He is mine

About Me


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I WAS a stripper, prostitute, child of adult alcoholic & abused, was addicted to alot of things drugs, $, alcohol, sex. Legally murdered my children thru abortion, I've been raped, survived the death of someone who was as a daughter to me; by all rights (too many to mention here)I should be dead & in hell. I got caught up in a 'religious' trap & went thru a long wilderness. But God's grace & mercy came to me & He saved me out of all that & delivered me & gave me revelation & understanding that it's a RELATIONSHIP with Him & His love came down & rescued me & by putting trust in Him & what He's done for me makes this life the best & most peaceful & fun (adventure!). So I declare through faith in what He has done for me & I now define myself by who He says I am: I am a Child of the Most High God. The apple of His eye! I am His bride! He paid for all my sins on the cross. He looks at me as if I were a virgin, my slate has been wiped clean. Though your sins be as scarlet- they shall be white as snow! For those who trust in Him as their Lord & Savior, Redeemer,Refuge--Hallelujah! He loves me & I love Him & my desire is to love Him more, with all that I am- every passion that He's given me. I desire to give Him glory in it & use the talents He gave me to do His perfect, wonderful will. For the Kingdom of Light. I have spent my 20's living & working in the sex industry. God radically pursued me & saved me out of the darkness & brought me into the Kingdom of Light- His Son Jesus Christ. So coming from the different things that women deal with from that industry & going thru God's healing process..... (believe me, with out that process of taking time & really digging into Him & letting Him do surgery on every part of your heart & mind-instead of running into relationship or marriage or ministry out of insecurity or title, or 'need to be in the lead' etc., there will be things that come out of you that you'll wonder 'where did THAT came from'? or worse yet, there will be many offended or you may be stumbling block & acting or dressing or speaking in ways that shows you don't REALLY love your brother- I can speak, b/c I've been there). Anywho, in 1992-God gave me a heart for women who were walking along some of those same paths & I began to pray. I want them to know how much they are valued & loved by Him & I want them to know that they were created for a passionate love relationship with God & that He is the most intimate of all lovers & that they don't have to have a man, $, fame, in their life to make them complete,I've been there, but He is the Completor! I know b/c I found Him to be able to fulfill all my desires as a women, why? b/c He made me! He knows me! & He LOVES ME! TASTE & SEE THAT THE LORD IS GOOD! He is faithful b/c He who began a good work..will complete it.. The devil had me believing for awhile that I was ahead of my time, & he even used 'religious' people of the day 'a new kind of pharisee' to say my prayers were too wild & that I should give up on praying for the women when I came out of the biz, but the devil is a liar! Oh well, I see the harvest now through out the U.S. & I know that I know that I know that God heard all my cries in the watches of the nite & that it was His Spirit all along guiding me to stand in the gap & I believe that God is getting churches prepared & ready when they come thru the doors b/c I've asked for it, & it's in His will & whatever I ask in His will- He hears me! It will come to pass & it will not be overdue a single day! With God we will gain the victory! May God bless you as you seek Him with all your heart, soul, mind, strength! For He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.

My Interests

nature, animals, dance, starlit skies, moon shining over water, bible meditation, floating down rivers & bird watching, looking at pictures of different places where people have been to visit & hearing about their trips, praying for others, strengthening others to be their best for God. .
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I'd like to meet:

People who have a desire & a heart to love & reach women who are in adult entertainment with the love of God. People who are not going to judge or criticize those who do. People who are not afraid to be real (no masquerades please) & who are humbly walking with God & who have come to the place where they've known that God is their most intimate Lover of All & want to help other women along that journey. People who want to build up & strengthen the body of believers so that the people of God will rise up & walk in their destined integrity. People who have been THROUGH to know that unless God does it, they can't do it-total dependence on Him. Those who are not afraid of being 'holy' knowing that God's approval is what matters.People who are in adult entertainment, but need someone to talk to who's been there & done that & understands. If this is you, I want you to know that God loves you wherever you are at, whatever you are going thru, whatever lies you've been told, God wants to give you truth & He wants to come in & heal any wound & make you clean & brand new & you can get a new start again. He gives hope to the hopeless. He's there for the lonely & brokenhearted. He is the Savior. He is the Prince of Peace.are you or someone you know involved in the sex industry & need someone to talk to? Here's some more links to help beauty from ashes / white as snow

Music:

all kinds, i like piano, flute, violin, gospel, Kirk Franklin, Sears Gospel Tab Choir, Scott Blackwell,Judy Jacobs-anything that's about worshipping the King of kings & Lord of lords -it's all good.

Movies:

favorite: Groundhogs day, planes-train-automobiles, Heat, Italian Job, maybe more. I kinda enjoy spy vs. spy. I really enjoy comedy too. i want to see 1 nite w/the King yet.

Television:

when i watch - tbn, or word network: hopefully there will be a Christian show that reaches out & gets people making a choice for God. I've been praying for Hollywood off & on for 15 yrs & i want to ask people of God this: if you are a fan of a movie star, are you praying for their salvation? i hope so! & I admit i like to watch bull riders.

Books:

B I B L E, Spiritual warfare by Dean Sherman, Beth Moore, Confessing God's Word & other teachings by Joyce Meyer, books that get you interested in knowing who God is & more...

Heroes:

Jesus is in the class of His own. then the men & women who put their life on the line every day so that you & i can live free. That includes civil service, firemen - police, etc.

My Blog

valentines 2007 outreach

..>   So as I'm driving back from the 1st outreach since 2003, I had some wonderful conversations with my Heavenly Daddy&I said "wow! You showed up!"He said "what do you mean 'showed up'? I h...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 09:16:00 PST

crying at the feet of the Faithful Almighty God

there i was, just stunned, speachless, i could only take a few steps & then drop to my knees in total reverence & awe...as i began to weep, it was a bitter sweet aroma...bitter- b/c i see off ...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST

the Harvest has come...

God gently reminded me as I woke up this a.m. of  (1992) when I spent my 2nd winter up here...(I usually snow-birded to Ft. Lauderdale), but there I was -looking out the window onto the white pow...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:42:00 PST

the trimming to purity part 2

Well, I forgot to mention in the last purity story,   that there were different levels of revelation the Holy Spirit was giving me.  One day He did a total commitment to cleansing promp...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:49:00 PST

purity & holiness in the way you dress

God was reminding me that thru the years all the 'stripping away' of the things that were from my former life as an exotic dancer.  I can remember the Holy Spirit telling me to get rid of some 't...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:44:00 PST

SEASON OF THE SHULAMITE THE APPOINTED TIME TO RISE & SHINE

PAUL HAD 14 YEARS OF WAITING & PREP. THERE WAS 14 YEARS IN BETWEEN VERY SIGNIFICANTEVENTS (MATT. 1:17). DURING MY 3 WEEK DANIEL FAST THE END OF 2006 THRU NEW YEARS DAY, I KNEW I WAS TO JUST WAIT O...
Posted by kelley on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:22:00 PST

Called from darkness into His marvelous light.

Well, i grew up as an at risk girl-drugs/ alcohol. after school i went down to 'where the boys are' yep, Ft. Lauderdale/ & N. Miami Beach. I had Been on the streets, & went into exotic dancing...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST

took an unexpected left turn

i was driving today & took a left, didn't know exactly what street it was until i came up to a sign. it was part of my path i walked to gradeschool.  the memories came flooding in & i sta...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

this is the year of victory in Jesus!

yesterday i finished 2 letters that i've been wanting to write for over a decade, yes over a decade!  I've been at a peaceful place where i'm able to recognize God's prompting instead of brushing...
Posted by kelley on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:28:00 PST

put on (the armor) God & rise up & walk in a soldier's victory

Victory in Jesus! For by their own sword they did not possess the land & their own arm did not save them. but Thy right hand, & Thine arm & the light of Thy presence. For Thou didst favor ...
Posted by kelley on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:01:00 PST