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*Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots

Pain is Poetry * Beauty is An Attitude~*

About Me

i am: amorphous// i contradict myself but am rarely a hypocrite// i am the point on the horizon where the sky touches the sea. my waves webb infinitely// lost// bi-polar// a baby bird caged by her own bones and self-doubt; just aching to break free of these invisible chains binding her to lonely monotany, so she can S O A R// ever a believer in love as an ideal, i also fear i will never find it// far too complicated to be understood by you or even me// i have tasted deaths' darkness and was robbed of its' peace. i fear this life is just a cheat and i will go off, beaten into the night// i never give up without a fight// the angel with the serpents' tongue i am Scottish & Cherokee with a dash of NYC for flava! i don't always check my inbox on this site cuz sometimes it gets swamped or spammed on, but you can always get ahold of me via email: [email protected]

My Interests

GANJA, BDSM, Music! (listening to it, goin to shows, MAKING it, DJs), Art (Collage/MixedMedia, Graphic Design, Painting, Photo Manipulation, and MUCH more!), VJing (think:arkaos, not MTV *rollin eyez*), Writing (poetry, slam, lyrics, stories), Piercings/Tattoos, Nekkid Mayhem, Spinning Records, Music Production, Numerology, Making Adult Films, Yoga, Animals, Traveling, Anime/Comics, Shamanism, 2012, UFC, Staying on Top of Technology and the Latest Gadgets, Insanity, Debating, Sushi, Monkies/Frogs/Pigs oh My!, Martial Arts, Masochism, Graff, Singing, Breakin' (as in B-girl), Drumz, Psychadelics, Suspensions, Faeries, Philosophy, Roadkill, Blood (other peoples and my own), Horror Films, Artificial Intelligence, Space Exploration, Lego Bionicles, Weapons (particularly knives and handguns), White Merlot, the Fetal Image, Trampolines, Sharpies, Fashion and Glamour, Synthetic Hair Extensionz, Socioligy, insomniac Hang-outs (i fancy 24hr. hardware stores, Universal News, Staples, and multiple-level drugstores *laff*), Cars (spec. Japanese imports), crotch-rockets (as in bikez, perv!), Earning My Reputation 4 Being a Bitch (slacking in this department these days, instead usually get told i'm "too nice" *shudder*)

I'd like to meet:

{i wanna meet more people like the friends i already have! Or even wierder :P }TURN-ONS: dreads// spikes// tattoos// piercings// being picked up or suspended// dominance// all-night conversations// artists,writers,musicians// girls dressed like boys// drummers//being naked outside// somebody i can learn from// being needed// whispered sweet- nothings// obsession// dark humor, but ability to see the beauty in life// live music// people trying to fuck with me (mmm, bring it on baby! )// face touching while kissing// magic fingers// self-sufficiency TURN-OFFS: // hypocrisy// pop music// boring people (i.e. followers of the mundane)// junkies// cheaters// people that always bitch about their lives but never listen to anybody else// fakers (an awful lotta talk without any follow thru)// people online that hide behind walls of anonymity to talk shit about other people// People that judge me cuz of my job// people that use me up then lose interest in me// immaturity// people without a creative bone in their body

Music:

TOOL, Mike Patton, BJORK, Tori Amos, TRICKY, Radiohead, NIN, Grooverider, Dieselboy (prior to 2000+), Dara, DJ Trace, Naked City, Carl Cox, R.A.W., Audio 1, Danny Tenaglia, Faithless, DJ Hype, A Perfect Circle, Unkle, Morcheeba, Groove Armada, Roni Size, my old roomies- God Forbid!, Slick Rick, APX 1, DJ Lithium, Darren Emerson, Machine Love, Thievery Corporation, The Cure, Deftones, Candiria, Portishead, Sublime, Mr Bungle, Pulse Ultra, The Future Sound of London, Orbital, Underworld, Zero 7, Mudvayne, Pantera, Deftones, KidneyThieves, Faith No More, in flames, Hooverphonic, Massive Attack, Primal Scream, Schiller, Sade, Santana, Pink Floyd, SNOT, Meshuggah, Spineshank, Poison the Well, The Roots, Pharcyde, Gang Starr, Wu Tang Clan, M.O.P., 2Pac, Cormega, Outkast, A Tribe Called Quest, Styles-P, DJ Gobe, Oscar da Grouch, Dan the Automator, Lovage, Mazzy Star, Ani DiFranco, Billie Holiday, B.B. King, Johnny Cash, Poe, Fantomas, Emiliana Torrini, Kenny Ken, MC Ryme Tyme, Ray Keith, DJ Ratty, Hopesfall, Five Pointe O, Zao, Incubus, Sinacage, Sepultura (and Soulfly), American Headcharge, Tomahawk, Bad Brains, Killswitch Engage, Fear Factory, Marilyn Manson, Depeche Mode, DJ SS, Royksopp, Peter Gabriel, John Coltrane, 311, Bob Marley, Cypress Hill, Kid Koala, The Chemical Brothers, John Zorn, Bob Dylan, Erykah Badu, Prince, U2, Pharcyde, Jane's Addiction, Chimaira, Dimmu Borgir, Cradle of Filth, METAL in general, Hardcore, Madball, DrumNBass, ragga-jungle, Multiple Man, DJWally n Liquid Sky, Trance, Timo Maas, breakbeat, DJ Qbert, Scumfrog, industrial, Oldskool HipHop, Matmos, Leonard Cohen, and experimental, Tribal, techno,

Movies:

The Crow, Dancer in the Dark, Natural Born Killers, Pi, Garden State, Fight Club, Chelsea Walls, Ghost World, sPuN, American Beauty, Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, Blue Velvet, Crime and Punishment in Suburbia, Battle Royale, American History X, The Anniversary Party, Buffalo '66, Gia, Bully, Spirited Away, Requiem For a Dream, Akira, Princess Monanoke, True Romance, Dead Poets Society, The Princess Bride, Secretary, Usual Suspects, Hackers, Vanilla Sky, Girl Interrupted, Bug, The Goonies, Legend, Scarface, Hamlet (2000), The Count of Monte Cristo, Clockwork Orange, Bowling 4 Columbine, Nightmare Before Christmas, Full Metal Jacket, Ichi the Killer, City of God, The Whole 9 Yards, Kaiju, Waking Life, Kill Bill, Contract Girl (which i also happen to be in, and am nominated for an AVN award this year for!)... i could go on and on so i should probably stop there!

Television:

Family Guy, La Femme Nikita, 24,Soprano's, Oz, Simpsons, My So Called Life, Chapelle Show, South Park, with the first 3 listed being the most slobbered over by me ;)

Books:

House of Leaves (and The Whalstoe Letters), Running With Scissors, The Fountainhead, Lord of the Rings, The Archaic Revival, The Psychadelic Experience, Celestine Prophecy, Fear of Dreaming, The Book of Disquiet, The Amphetamine Manifesto, The Prophet, Generation Fetish, The Way of the Shaman, Thinking Through Philosophy, Fight Club, Arcana Musicians on Music, The Cannabible, Zero (the History of a Dangerous Idea), Good Faeries Bad Faeries, The Lorax, The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry, Be Here Now, Choke, Trainspotting, Where the Wild Things Are, Said the Shotgun to the Head, The Illuminatus Trilogy, The Art of Seduction, 48 Laws of Power, {Transmetropolitan (comic), Juxtapoz (mag), High Times (mag), Hustler's Taboo (mag), Bizarre (mag). Anything by: Jim Carroll, Saul Williams, Ted Berrigan, Frank O'Hara, Henry Rollins, Diane diPrima, Susana Kaysen, Allen Ginsberg, Andrei Codrescu, Dorothy Parker, Irvine Welsh, William Burroughs, Tupac Shakur, Kahlil Gibran, Walt Whitman, Poe, Charles Bukowski, Timothy Leary, Stephen King... ok, you get the point!

Heroes:

Mike Patton, Stewie of Family Guy, Mark Ryden, Alex Grey, Augusten Burroughs, Jim Carroll, Louis Fleischauer, Nikolai Diablo, Clive Barker, Maynard James Keenan, Trent Reznor, Joe Gallant, Bjork, Tori Amos, and most of all, my beautiful and amazing mamacita :)

My Blog

Grrrlz!! Help My Boyz in TX Out!

i have 2 buddies that are presently incarcerated in the Lone Star state. They spend 23 hours a day alone in a cell and could REALLY use a friend/pen-pal. So, i am asking a BIG favor of you girlies! Co...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:19:00 PST

Video: Mallory Knots @ Werk

Posted By:*Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots ♥Get this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 08:45:00 PST

Rippled Reflections

Smoke and liessuffering-laced sighsthese are the dialectsspoken by our tribeslost are our dreamsmuffled by criestear-stained kissesact as alibiesfeelings riselike smoking seasfog in our eyesas we fall...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

New York Grey

Still turning the pages of the story of an aimless life Returning to this chapter: cold and grey, concrete and steel, fuck you!s and fuck off!s. The people and the air have infected me with t...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Seltzer Water and Vicoden

Feelings of restlessness more than of a general discontent i am stirred-- crazy a carbonated beverage dropped on the ground i roll away before your feet... Too eager to remove my top you then...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Coffee and Concrete

Walking thru the streets past floating paper dolls with faces of marble, i could blow them a kiss and watch them all flutter away like the pigeons that are purring and hopping to the beat of th...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

{Revolutions}

"i am lost!" she said now hunching and broken The keys laying strewn about on the floor before her-- just out of reach, the walls closing in the entrance -clicking- locked behind her. ...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Music Saves

The Piano (c) Hunching over the piano-- Its keys shiny and new its sound young you seem so old in contrast. Your shirt hanging over your back the skin of which is stretched tight over far too...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i Think i Might Thrive...

On invoking controversy :)
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

20 Reasons Why i Don't Like MOST Girls:

{Also could be titled, 20 Pet Peeves That Make Me Violently Annoyed} 1. Girls that put little hearts ...
Posted by *Sierra, the ScarredAngel* a.k.a. Mallory Knots on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST