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About Me

I Won't Be Held Down By Who I Used To Be
What "The Scene" Has Done To me ..
January 2007
November 2007
March 2008
I Live In Hollywood, The Greatest Place On Earth! I Wouldn't Want To Be Anywhere Else!
Going To School For Radio Broadcasting
I Go To The Gym EVERY Morning Before Work
I Love Falling Asleep Listening To Music
Write Every Thought That Goes Through My Head
Listen To EVERY type of Music except COUNTRY!
I always have a wonderful time, wherever I am, whoever I’m with. I am loving,fun,crazy and very devoted to finishing everything I start, accomplishing everything I put my mind to.
Very easy person to get to know, but very selective about who I let into my life. I truly believe that if you are who you want to be, you will never be let down. Those who don't accept you were never meant to be a part of your life in the first place.
I don't feel that there is a need to negativity be a part of life. Therefore, I find the good, positive side of every situation no matter how bad it might be.
I'm obsessed with learning and love putting myself in challenging situations which allow me to gain experience and grow as a person.
Love music,art,fashion and intelligent people who are in touch with the depths of their inner being
Favorite Quotea "I remember once imagining what my life would be like, what I'd be like. I pictured having all these qualities, strong positive qualities that people could pick up on from across the room. But as time passed, few became qualities that I actually had. And all the possibilities I faced, and the sorts of people I could be, all of them got reduced every year to fewer and fewer until finally they got reduced to one - to who I am. And that's who I am."
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” Favorite Song Lyrics
People gotta know what she is, Addictive like the drug that she is. People got to stay far away, Dangerous girl, don't think she could save Your life, your heart. It's a mistake
Would you catch me if I fell out of what I fell in. Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again. I don't want to walk away from this. I know that I just don't need this.
A needle forced inside, a white subconsious line,just one pill to find a better place. Inhale to fly so high, slow burn remember why, Just drink to drown out the pain. I feel like it's taken me. I wish I remembered me~
I grew so close to all the thoughts I had to leave forever. The pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear and passion. Do you know what it's like to believe? It makes me wanna scream.
Sometimes you just have to make the decision to be happy. Just realize that things aren't ever what you hoped they'd be. Not ever. For anybody. The only thing that separates one kind of person from another is that there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who accept what comes their way.
Anything else? Just ask.
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My Interests



Individuality,Listening to music,Letting Go
Music As Art,Deep Conversations,Famous Quotes
Random Occurrences,Intellectual People
Karma,Starbucks
Getting Ready To Go Clubbing,Drinking Strong Drinks
Gothic Clubs,Being Lazy On The Weekends
Meditating,Seeing Live Bands
Famous Quotes,Good Books
Procrastinating,Dreams
History,Paris
Staying Up Late,Energy Drinks
Haunted House,Psychology
Fashion,Guys Who Wear Makeup
Shopping,Walking Around Hollywood

I'd like to meet:



Intelligent, intellectual people who I can talk to for hours and never get bored with. People who express their individuality and are not afraid to be themselves, People who love great music. Anyone who lives their life with their heart and not their minds.

Music:



AFI ..
.. BLAQK AUDIO ..
.. The Distortions ..
.. Combichrist..
.. Wumpscut.. .. Marilyn Manson ..
.. Velvet Acid Christ ..
.. Tear Garden ..
The Cult
Death Cab For Cutie
Sleepmask .. THE DREAMING ..

.. DIR EN GREY ..

..THE GAZETTE .. ..

.. Underoath ..

.. CHIODOS ..

.. Dance Gavin Dance ..

.. CORETTA SCOTT ..
..A Life Once Lost|A Perfect Circle|Armor For Sleep|As I Lay Dying|Bauhaus|Converge|Cradle of Filth|Darkest Hour|Das Ich|Dashboard Confessional|Death From Above|Defy|Doll Factory|Fear Cult|Fleeting Joys|Flesh Eating Foundation|Good Riddance|Goo Goo Dolls|HateSex|Hurt|KMFDM|Life's Decay|Lifehouse|Muse|MXPX|Nine Inch Nails|Patience Worth|Orgy|Paul Oakenfold|Placebo|Portishead|Psychophile|Purity Cries|Radiohead|Rage Against The Machine|Raised In Black|Rancid|Rialto|Rise Against|Ronski Speed|Sanctuary|Social Distortion|Speciman|Stabbing Westward|The Cult|The Masquerade Project|The Puscifer|The Raveonettes|The Velvet Underground|The Warlocks|10 Years|30 Seconds To Mars|Thousand Yard Stare|360 Smile|Thrushes|TOOL|Toryn|Tv On the Radio|Zeitgeist|

AFI:KILL CAUSTIC LIVE

Movies:

Anything with Jared Leto in it.Check out his newest movie Chapter 27.

My Blog

Never Go Away

You can spend a whole life searching for what makes your world amazing.  You wake up and realize that what makes you happy is completely what you never imagined would.It can be one or two people ...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Wed, 28 May 2008 10:38:00 PST

Underneath it all Biatches

Underneath it all lies something you may go a lifetime searching for a never find.The harder you search, the more complicated it is to find what you're looking for.Do you even know what you are lookin...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Wed, 21 May 2008 12:53:00 PST

Mischevious

Since I've moved here 8 months ago I've experienced more aspects of life than I think I have in my entire life.Each experience having its own interesting turn of events.  More often than not, a s...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 11:02:00 PST

There comes a time

There comes a time in life when you realize that pleasing yourself is the most self gratifying gift you can give.People come in go.  The ones who care stick around.  The ones who use are aro...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:52:00 PST

Thinking

On my mind right now............. I thought you're on the run Getting closer to what you seeSometimes I realize Things can change as way to be What if you turn the tide And take it all too far to hear...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:22:00 PST

What Kind Of Goth Are You?

I think the distinction should be made to between CoolGoth & CrapGoth. Here are some distinguising features... Enjoy and add some of your own. (Of course anyone who can read this is by definition ...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:05:00 PST

Things In Life You Never.............

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back        1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity          Three things in life...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 10:14:00 PST

Cantankerous

So, me and my awesome roommate Teri were sitting around last night bored and came upon an interesting word used as a mood on myspace, Cantankerous. ....Well, to say the least I think I really fuckin j...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:28:00 PST

Addictions I Really Need To Break

The Same Mistakes I Continuously Make That I Need To Change This Year Are:1.  Stop drinking 2+ energy drinks a day(I've heard they're very bad for you)2.  Taking abnormal amounts of diet pil...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 09:51:00 PST

Never did we try

One can only get fucked over so much before they stop to realize that they have to stop giving a shit about anyone and just have fun.  I It's so easy to build up a wall and never let anyone into ...
Posted by ‡Havoc on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:46:00 PST