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About Me

I live to feel the rain's cold water against my skin , allowing me to step back into my own moment of time and to reflect on anything and everything, and from just that instant, I come back more alive to all of life's possibilities. Life is truly so precious that it hurts ...to think of all the wonders to explore with almost no time; I must live every moment of everyday with passion ...I must live like I truly mean it.
I am a creature with many sides. Feel free to label me but I will never label myself with only one label. I see the greatest beauty within the darkness and find my comfort there. I feel the music deep within my soul from the DJ spinning music for all the ravers . I am a cartoon junkie and a dreamer stuck in reality who unfortunately has to play by reality's rules. I am a closet nerd learning computer programming and game design but also spent a few years studying physics before....my curious nature will inevitably draw me back into trying to understand the universe again one day.
oh and btw, i also have a tie fetish ....if you see me and are wearing a tie, i promise ill try my best to behave but i can't guarantee anything, so please forgive me now! =)
oh and now for some random but not useless facts just in case youre still reading:
-im constantly looking for my phone . i have an innate ability to almost instantly lose my phone within moments of setting it down. sometimes, it gets lost in the void in my purse. its annoying, and im annoying as i search for it. deal with it. next, are the keys.
-it usually takes me a few days to respond to a message/email/voicemail/text...i have no excuse. dont take it personally. i just suck at responding , and i hate talking on the phone.
- i ramble often and quickly. usually, only the first few sentences are of any importance, rest of is just my over zealous passion for life. try and follow if you desire, but i wont hold it against you if you just start ignoring me.
-i love long, hot showers...ok, that one is useless.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

passionate. sensual. inspiring Someone who will hold me close while we lose ourselves in the music. Someone whose eyes I can look into and not be afraid they are looking back....that is something I seek in a lover but I'm not here to seek out lovers. anyways, sometimes, I just start rambling.

I try to keep only positive people in my life . I hold my friends dear. I will gladly listen to anyone that has something to say.

Music:

korn, disturbed, manson, cradle of filth, ministry, system of a down, collide, johnny cash, rob zombie, metallica, nirvana, stone temple pilots, smashing pumpkins, red hot chili peppers, a perfect circle, the cure, avenge sevenfold, adema, blood hound gang, garbage, hinder, rammstein, NIN, the young gods, powerman 5000, saliva, seether, drowning pool, godsmack, oasis, white zombie, tatu, eve 6, goo goo dolls, afi, she wants revenge, buck cherry, abney park,newly deads, taproot, papa roach, 3 days grace, linkin park, shinedown, cold, billy idol, taproot, type O negative, the damned, new model army, HIM, paralysed age, judas priest, combichrist, cartilago, d'natured, portishead, wumpscut, skinny puppy, black tape for a blue girl, haujob, vnv nation, massive attack, angels on acid, prodigy, ministry, ladytron, shiny toy guns, psytrance/drum and bass/house/hardcore ...blah blah blah =)

Movies:

beetleguese, v for vendetta, the untouchables, everafter, nightmare before christmas, kiss of the dragon, shawshank redemption, casanova, any jackie chan movies, corpse bride, from hell, diary of bridgette jones, edward scissor hands, breakfast club, sixteen candles, elephant man, equilibrium, dark city, ghostbusters, interview with the vampire, old, cheesy b/w scifi movies, old b/w horror movies, pulp fiction....jajaja

Television:

its all bout the cartoons: family guy, futurama, simpsons, trigun, witch hunter robin, wolfs rain, cowboy bebop, inuyasha, aqua teen, bleach,spongebob, hey arnold, jimmy neutron, danny phantom, scooby doo, any old scifi cartoons from the 60's/70's, robot chicken...most any cartoons cause im still 5 years old lol...umm as for real tv, x-files, seinfeld, i love lucy...ehhh i dont watch much anything else besides cartoons lol

Books:

beowulf, war of souls trilogy, billy bud, dante's inferno, brave new world, childhood's end, blue moon rising, the forever war, hyperspace, the history of time, interview with the vampire, new york trilogy, sadartha

Heroes:

anyone not afraid to be true to their self

My Blog

Are you Democrat, Republican or Southerner?

Are you a Democrat, Republican or Southerner?Here is a little test that will help you decide. Theanswer can be found by posing the following question:You're walking down a deserted street with your w...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:43:00 PST

windows of opportunity

Sometimes in life you get only a small window of opportunity to do something, and if you miss it, well you're out of luck. Of course, this window of opportunity doesn't usually seem like a window at ...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:22:00 PST

still bored.

MY ABCt h e l e t t e r AAre you available?: prolly.What is your age?: 21What annoys you?: people who overlook me.t h e l e t t e r BDo you know anyone named Billy?: not anymore.When is your birthday?...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:30:00 PST

way too bored =(

Better than most.Body: 1. You're infected. Your top "8" has the cure. One must die. Who goes?um i have my photography in my top 8...i guess it must go lol2. What myspace friend knows the REAL you bes...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:16:00 PST

sweet surprises...a random thought

i love those unexpected surprises...not the bad kind...but you know, the ones that make you smile. its nice to hear from people from your past...the people you wish you could hear from a lot more oft...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 11:26:00 PST

Hell Exlpained

HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENTThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term.The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it w...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:12:00 PST

High as a kite...free as a bird

Im high as a kite...officially free as a bird...so now its all good :D
Posted by Dying without Rain on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 01:59:00 PST

coincidences....

why do we take coincidences to always mean something significant? i mean, if they happened all the time, we wouldnt think a second thought about them. do we look to find some meaning for lives, some ...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 01:47:00 PST

Damn religious fanantics....

alright, so im at work the other day, actually it was sunday, maybe that has something to do with it, but anyways...so these 2 people walk in, a man and a women. nothing seems different about th...
Posted by Dying without Rain on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:49:00 PST