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the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s.

but if you could just see the beauty, these things I could never describe, these pleasures a wayward

About Me

i'm the most glamourous negro west of the mississippi. my personality is sarcastic and moody,and i'm also a bad motherfucker so you'll either love me or hate me. i no longer believe in labeling my sexual orientation, i think saying that i'm straight is too boring, and i think saying bisexual is way too much, and i know for a fact that i'm not gay...i love pussy way too much to ever give it up. i don't give a fuck what you think i am, i know what i am, and i know what i like, so if i still have you scratching your head about my sexuality or what i'm about, then maybe you should get a fucking life and worry about your own motherfucking sexuality and yourself.
    to be continued...theres so much more to tell.
      oh...and i know ALOT about music...i'm a fucking music dork i listen to all kinds of music and i also play music..

        You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
        You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
        Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
        You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
        You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

            You Should Be a Musician
            You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
            You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!) What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

            You are The Moon

            Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

            The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

            The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

            What Tarot Card are You?
            Take the Test to Find Out.


            Your Personality Is Like Heroin
            You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
            Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.
            People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
              this is what i drive now..2007 dodge caliber(huge thanks to my sister) dont hate bitches, but i know you will anyway. I can finally take some women out..about fucking time!
              UR INFO

              My Interests

              androgyny- The condition of having both masculine and feminine characteristics, as in appearance, attitude, or behavior

                glamour
                  music
                    movies
                      dee-jaying
                        photography
                          models and modeling
                            silence
                              feisty women
                                art
                                  make-up
                                    alternative fashion
                                      karma
                                        astrology
                                          psychology
                                            truth
                                              literature
                                                political science
                                                  sex & sex therapy
                                                    deep conversations
                                                      individuality

                                                      I'd like to meet:

                                                      women,non-conformists,social outcasts,beautiful freaks and weirdo's,open-minded people who are really open-minded...please be somewhat intelligent...i have no time for ignorant motherfuckers..

                                                      Music:

                                                      (in no particular order)

                                                        a covenant of thorns
                                                          the pixies
                                                            placebo
                                                              sonic youth
                                                                smashing pumpkins
                                                                  pj harvey
                                                                    fiona apple
                                                                      bauhaus
                                                                        ruby/lesley rankine
                                                                          throwing muses
                                                                            fad gadget
                                                                              killing joke
                                                                                at the drive inn
                                                                                  jimmy eat world
                                                                                    hum
                                                                                      failure
                                                                                        shiner
                                                                                          cabaret voltaire
                                                                                            throbbing gristle
                                                                                              psychic tv
                                                                                                alien sex fiend
                                                                                                  depeche mode
                                                                                                    the cure
                                                                                                      808 state
                                                                                                        sheep on drugs
                                                                                                          meat beat manifesto
                                                                                                            pop will eat itself
                                                                                                              ministry
                                                                                                                skinny puppy
                                                                                                                  love and rockets
                                                                                                                    tones on tail
                                                                                                                      peter murphy
                                                                                                                        daniel ash
                                                                                                                          david j
                                                                                                                            london after midnight
                                                                                                                              sisters of mercy
                                                                                                                                moev
                                                                                                                                  book of love
                                                                                                                                    poe
                                                                                                                                      braid
                                                                                                                                        sunny day real estate
                                                                                                                                          very secretary
                                                                                                                                            blonde redhead
                                                                                                                                              massive attack
                                                                                                                                                tricky
                                                                                                                                                  tori amos
                                                                                                                                                    regina spektor
                                                                                                                                                      birthday party
                                                                                                                                                        nick cave
                                                                                                                                                          xmal deutchland
                                                                                                                                                            danielle dax
                                                                                                                                                              lycia
                                                                                                                                                                jill tracy
                                                                                                                                                                  lydia lunch
                                                                                                                                                                    march violets
                                                                                                                                                                      christian death
                                                                                                                                                                        shadow project
                                                                                                                                                                          eva o. halo experience
                                                                                                                                                                            front 242
                                                                                                                                                                              nitzer ebb
                                                                                                                                                                                joy division
                                                                                                                                                                                  new order
                                                                                                                                                                                    catherine
                                                                                                                                                                                      catherine wheel
                                                                                                                                                                                        fulflej
                                                                                                                                                                                          jawbox
                                                                                                                                                                                            dismemberment plan
                                                                                                                                                                                              cocteau twins
                                                                                                                                                                                                lush
                                                                                                                                                                                                  pulp
                                                                                                                                                                                                    jeff buckley
                                                                                                                                                                                                      nine inch nails
                                                                                                                                                                                                        jane's addiction
                                                                                                                                                                                                          red hot chilli peppers
                                                                                                                                                                                                            soundgarden
                                                                                                                                                                                                              nirvana
                                                                                                                                                                                                                alice in chains
                                                                                                                                                                                                                  modern english
                                                                                                                                                                                                                    talking heads
                                                                                                                                                                                                                      wolfgang press
                                                                                                                                                                                                                        the go-go's
                                                                                                                                                                                                                          psychedelic furs
                                                                                                                                                                                                                            echo and the bunnymen
                                                                                                                                                                                                                              the cars
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                haircut 100
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  my bloody valentine
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    duran duran
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      belly
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tanya donelly
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          faith and the muse
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            the glove
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              siouxsie and the banshees
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                the creatures
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  david bowie
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    the pretenders
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      elastica
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        wire
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          stone roses
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            the chameleons
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              80's r&b
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                the the
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  sleater-kinney
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    helium/mary timony
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      cake like
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        sugarcubes
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          yo la tengo
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            liz phair
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              pavement
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                fugazi
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  minor threat
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    dead kennedys
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      the secretions
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        operation ivy
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          rancid
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            horrorpops
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              johnny cash
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                reverend horton heat
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  hepcat
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    morbid angel
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      cannible corpse
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        deicide
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          nilshiphter
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            brujeria
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              slayer
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                propaghandi
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  .45 grave
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    sigue sigue sputnik
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      gary numan
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        malign
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          jesus and mary chain
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            mazzy star
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              frank sinatra
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                nancy sinatra
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  sandi leeper
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    r.e.m.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      burning airlines
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        seabound
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          modest mouse
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            mission uk
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              sex gang children
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                clan of xymox
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  southern death cult
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    the damned
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      lords of the new church
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        prince
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          dinosaur jr.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            pussy galore
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              afghan whigs
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                raincoats
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  huggy bear
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    free kitten
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      cat power
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        etc..etc.etc...

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Heroes:

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        My Parents: Rest In Peace.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          Peggy Ruth Love-Richardson September 19, 1950-May 7,1994
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Johnnie Benjamin Richardson August 2,1948- October 22,2006My sister Tatiana and I..she's 8 months pregnant(1-4-07)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            My Blog

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            my return to california....

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            .....i'm looking forward to it, i'm leaving 11am tommorow my time which would be 9am in california time, anyway i tried to leave this morning around 2 am which was a terrible idea, the I-10 freeway wa...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:16:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            apparently i'm confusing people about where i'm at.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            ok... i probably didnt explain myself good enough to people about me moving out of sacramento...i'm gonna explain whats going on. I dont live in sacramento anymore...though my stuff is in storage ther...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:24:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Sacramento...the final chapter

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Early January will be my last month here in Sacramento,My roommates have..decided to get another place without me, I just found this out about an hour ago and..the main roommate is typing up the 30 da...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 02:55:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            the houston experience volume 2 (10/28/06) funeral day

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            So we get up 4 hours later and started getting dressed for the funeral, i'm a little bit hungover..drinking the shittiest beer, so while they're getting ready, Stephen calls my sisters cell phone and ...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 02:43:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            the houston experience volume 1 (10/27/06)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Cast of Characters.jovan- myself of coursetatiana- my 19 year old sister who is 6 months pregnant and handling all of the buiness things with my father, even handling the finalization of my fathers di...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 02:40:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            destination: houston: tommorow.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            well...tommorow morning i'm heading to houston on a plane...i'll be there til november 1st...the funeral is on saturday. My best friends in texas bought my plane ticket which is very, very,very awesom...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            johnnie benjamin richardson is gone.....

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            my father is dead...my sister just called me 45 minutes ago telling me the news...my father had cancer but he had other complications that caused his death..he's been in my thoughts alot lately...my s...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:11:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            words can be just as painful as fists..

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Placebo-Ask For Answers (slight change in lyrics)Time to pass you to the test. Hanging on your lover's breath.Always coming second best. Pictures of your lover's chest.Get through this fight.There are...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:58:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            things are about to get extremely funky in the old coral....

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Some of you may or may not know the drama thats going on between me, emma and jonathan,i've been keeping it on the low, but in case you dont know...i dropped both of them out of my life because they'r...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 07:03:00 PST

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            about me...moved. (Things you might not have read on my profile)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            jovan loveless's Existing SituationActs in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give him recognition and approval.jovan loveless's...
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Posted by the notorious l.o.v.e.l.e.s.s. on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 10:12:00 PST