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adonis

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About Me



My Interests



Jesus Christ looks like me

F a S h I o N
.:.where is your favorite place to shop: The Crypt
.:.any tattoos or piercings: 2 piercings in my eyebrow, one in my ear, no tattoos yet

S p E c I f I c S
.:. do you do drugs?: no
.:. what are you most scared of?: slow motion, Failure
.:. who is the last person that called you?: Ash
.:. where do you want to get married?: somewhere; anywhere but a church
.:. what would you change about yourself?: Bolder attitude, taller, braver, smarter

F a V o R i T e S
.:. color: BLACK/PINK
.:. food: Vegi burgers, tofu, Vegi Chilli, Mash potatoes
.:. boys names: Ethan.. a couple others I cant think of
.:. girls names: Lauren, Alice, Persephone
.:. subjects in school: Theatre, sociology, philosophy
.:. animals: Cats, dogs, hedgehogs, Freaking everything
.:. sports: Hockey

H a V e Y o U e V e R
.:. given anyone a bath?: yes
.:. smoked?: no
.:. bungee jumped?: no, but went sky diving!! Fun!
.:. made yourself throw up? Nope
.:. skinny dipped?: sorta
.:. ever been in love?: yes
.:. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? All the time ;)
.:. pictured your crush naked? Who doesn̢۪t!
.:. actually seen your crush naked? I wish
.:. cried when someone died? My cat
.:. fallen for your best friend?: sorta
.:. been rejected? No, but never dared
.:. rejected someone?: yes
.:. used someone? I use them.. But make sure they use me equally back.
.:. done something you regret? Of course, hell yeah!

C u R r E n T
.:. clothes: black, tight clothes cutting off circulation, more black
.:. music: goth/industrial, electro, dance, house, indie, trip hop, 80's.
.:. make-up: yes, I don̢۪t give a damn, eyeliner, mascara = my best friend
.:. annoyance: Hypocrites and ignorant peoples
.:. desktop picture: art photo from Dave Mclean
.:. book you̢۪re reading: Christians and Pagans, also Crime and punishment, Cunt, Great works of philosophers, and Pandora.. lol i read a lot.
.:. in cd player: Sneaker Pimps/Wierd AL Yankovich
.:. in dvd player: Old flicks from Bella Lugosi

L a S t P e R s O n
.:. you touched: unfortunately I have never touched anyone mentally, but would like to
.:. hugged: Katya
.:. you kissed: A gentlemen never tells

ArE YoU
.:. understanding: pretty damn open! ;)
.:. open-minded: 100%
.:. arrogant: not really
.:. insecure: usually
.:. interesting: I try
.:. hungry: not really.. Usually eat once a day
.:. smart:I do ok
.:. moody: im very apathetic
.:. hard working: yes
.:. organized: when I feel like it.. or can find time, i do clean a lot.
.:. healthy: I̢۪m in pretty good shape
.:. shy: if u dont know me YES
.:. difficult: I'm very laid back
.:. bored easily: sometimes.. Usually busy though
.:. messy: u could say that, but clean my ass off at work
.:. obsessed: sometimes

R a N d O m
.:.In the morning i am: Morning? What̢۪s that?
.:. all i need is: An enlightening conversation
.:. love is: Tragic, beautiful, yet deadly, but necessary
.:. i dream about: wanting to dream..

N u M b E r
.:. of times i have had my heart broken: 3 times
.:. of hearts i have broken: 3
.:. of guys Ive kissed: I'm straight, but if a guy wants to kiss another guy, go for it.

â€Â¦ of girls I've kissed: a gentlemen never tells
.:. of continents i have lived in: one
.:. of tight friends: a few i'm thankful for
.:. of cds i own: over 500
.:. of scars on my body: all mental... all mental

I'd like to meet:

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23 Male
Straight
Hollywood, CA
Conforming non-conformist

I work in Film...


Directing, Editing, Camera Assist, Gaffer, Art Department, Modeling, Acting, etc...

Hit me up if you'd like to do a project together, or if you'd like to see my resume.
Cheers!


Music I listen too...

A very eclectic mix
Electro/Indie/Goth/Death-Rock
Industrial/NewWave/Post-Punk
Trip-Hop/80's
Some of my fav. musicians are...
Joy Division, New Order, The Cure, Psychic TV, The Legendary Pink Dots, UNKLE, Tricky, and Interpol.

TV Shows

Family Guy
Futurama
Simpsons
South Park
Freaks and Geeks
Arrested Development
Pen and Teller's Bullshit

Movies

I'm a film student, I'm jaded.

Books/Authors

Anne Rice
Sam Harris
William Blake
Oscar Wilde
Marry Shelly
Emily Bronte
Huston Smith
and any...
Religious or
Philosophical studies

..Adonis Do what thy wilt...
Chrix...

Pleasant, Real, Not much detail, Inspiring, Sometimes hiding.
Creative, and not so reclusive, Heart full, yet analytical.
Lover of coveters in art, music, and individuality.
Lives on the other side of the windowpane.
Glancing through the stained glass.
Figuring me out...?

That i don’t know anything about.

Music:


A very eclectic mix

Apoptygma Berzerk
Assemblage 32 ATB Ausgang Autolux AutoNervous BackandtotheLeft Bauhaus Belle Morte Berlin Beth Gibbons Big Electric Cat Bikini Kill Bile Billy Talent Birmingham 6 Bjork Black Tape for a Blue Girl Block of Four Blood Brothers Blue Man Group Blur Brand New BT Cesium 137 Chameleons U.K. Chemlab Christian Death Cinema Strange
..
Clan of Xymox
Clear Static Cocteau Twins Cold Collide CombiChrist Corpus Delicti Cradle of Filth Cruxshadows Current 93 Daft Punk Dagons Darkel David Bowie De/Vision Death Cab For a Cutie Death In June Depeshmode Die Krupps Digital Poodle Dismantled Disturbed

Dream Sequence
Duran Duran Echo and the Bunnymen Editors Einsturzende Neubauten Eisley Electric Hellfire Club
Emile Autumn
Eminem Enigma Enya Erasure Eva O Faith and the Muse Fear Cult Feist Femme Fatality Fisherspooner Front Line Assembly Funker Voit Gang of Four

Garbage

..
Gary Numan
Genatortures Gene Loves Jezebel Gitane Demone Glampire gODhead Guano Apes Hanzel un Gretyl Hate Dept Haujaub Him Hoccico Human League IamX Imogen Heap Imperative Reaction In Strict Confidence Informatik Interpol Inxs Iris James Jenny Lewis Joy Division Joydrop Junky XL Kate Bush Kidney Thieves Kill Hannah

Kirlian Camera
Kmfdm Kommunity FK Korn Lacuna Coil Ladytron Lamb Le Tigre Leather Strip Legendary Pink Dots Les Enfants Terribles Life with the Thrill Kill Kult London After Midnight Lou Rhodes Lovage Love and Rockets Love Spirals Downwards Low Lucia Magnetic Fields Manson Mars Volta Massive Attack Maxim Meat Beat Manifest Mephisto Waltz Mew Mike Patton Milla Jovovich Miss Kittin Mission UK Mono Monochrome Monofader Monsters are waiting Morcheeba
..
Morrissey
Mortiis Mudvayne

New Order
New Skin NIN Nocturne OhGr Omar Faruk Tekbilek Panic at the Disco Peaches Pet Shop Boys Peter Bjorn And John Peter Murphy Phantom Vision Pigface Pins and Needles

PJ Harvey
Poe Portishead Postal Service Powerman 5000 Pretenders Pretty Girls Make Pretty Graves Prodigy Psychedelic Furs Purple Overdose Radiohead Railer Rainer Maria Ramstein

Rasputina
Razed in Black Red Lory Yellow Lory Rilo Kiley Robbie Williams Sarah Brightman Scarling

Seabound
Sexbeat Shadow Project She Wants Revenge Sheep on Drugs Sia Silverchair Silversun pickups

Siouxsie and the Banshees
Sister Machine Gun Sixteens Sixth Chamber Skinny Puppy Smashing Pumpkins Snake River Conspiracy

SneakerPimps
Soft Cell Sonique Soulwax Spawn Ranch Stabbing Westward STG Switchblade Symphony Syrian System Syn Talking Heads Tear Garden The Autumns The Birthday Massacre The Bravery The Cooper Temple Clause The Cure The Deep Eynde The Dreaming The Dresden Dolls The Faint The Gathering The Killers The Kills The Rapture The Shins The Smiths The Sound The Sounds The Streets The Vanishing Theatre of Hate Theatre of Tragedy Timo Mass Tori Amos

Tricky
Tv on the radio Two Type o Negative Union Underground
Vale
Vast Velvet Acid Christ

Vendetta Valentine
Veruca Salt VNV Nation Weird Al William Orbit Xiu Xiu Yeah Yeah Yeahs Zero 7 Zeromancer

Television:

Family Guy, Futurama, He-Man, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Simpsons, South Park, Mcgiver, Freaks and Geeks, Pen and Teller's Bullshit.

Books:

ANNE RICE Frankenstein Wuthering heights Letter To A Christian Nation by Sam Harris The World's Religions by Huston SmithReligious and philosophical studies

My Blog

used to be

What to say, what to do. Facilitated, caught in blue. Mind adjacent, hers too. Everything complicated, Mind too. I am looking down into myself, I can find nothing moreThan just meI've been looking...
Posted by adonis on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 02:10:00 PST

<3

I love my real friends! enough said. Chrix Lanier
Posted by adonis on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:50:00 PST

Im opening doors unto which tigers await.

I used to be in control of my emotions. My emotions were calm like a small pond. Now my emotions take me as if they were river rapids. Anger management was a thing of the past. Now im seething wit...
Posted by adonis on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 04:11:00 PST

blogging

Another weekend of shooting, ending always on a good note.  Oh, how i love what i do.  I love thinking on my feet, i love making something out of nothing.  Transforming everyday beauty ...
Posted by adonis on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:37:00 PST

Poetic Assessment

I haven’t written in a while, it’s a lie, but its true. Everything we do, still doesn’t pay the dues that we’ve been attributed to. Nothing can cease to take its place, noth...
Posted by adonis on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 01:17:00 PST

new video and update

New video from Vendette Valentine.  See if you can find me.  I was a blonde then... lol.   I also worked on Art Dept.  Hope you enjoy it, it turned out great!  Daniel Powel di...
Posted by adonis on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 11:36:00 PST

not a poem for once.. lol

Hey!! I had such an awesome day, i'd thought i'd write a little blog about it, seeing as how i dont have to many friends i can just call up and splain my excitement, that would actually give a shit,...
Posted by adonis on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 12:21:00 PST

rose colored glasses

   "Lost within the perplexities of it all"     Should I have changed, should I have stayed the same?  Is there a single person to blame?  Do I utter false promises beh...
Posted by adonis on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 05:10:00 PST

Teeth the size of piano keys

I dropped all of my lovers.I stood up and screamed 'I'm in love!'You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred.Centuries deep and true.I was wrong, graceless, and sick.All of the things that I had learne...
Posted by adonis on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:11:00 PST

detonate

" You articulate your feelings like a queen, thereby portraying them as genuine indeed , but I've seen the wheels of fortune, and I'd be wise to pay no heed, lest my heart be stricken in two, and ...
Posted by adonis on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:14:00 PST