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About Me

ALL I WANNA DO IS HANG OUT WITH MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND AND CREATE ART AND SEW ALL DAY. WE ARE BASICALLY MARRIED and let me start out by saying how fantastic my life has been and still is. REALLY! i moved out of my parents home when i was 15 - IT WAS THE GREATEST THING I EVER DID i traveled and did whatever the fuck i wanted- i was predator not the prey- i worked as a dominatrix and burned a mans feet . That was a blast. i am greater than most people i have met because i am smart enough to know that i make my life however i want it because i am the only one who controls it.-and i have met alot of people. my current boyfriend is the only person i consider great and strong enough to be my equal. and he alike. i AM MY OWN GOD-i am god -i choose my own destiny and make my life however i want- its mine and i dont believe in living my life to please someone else or following ANY social rules and i don't believe in sitting in shit and complaining about how life sucks-if i dont like something i fucking change it- after a few years of getting high about 6 years ago around 21 i kicked dope on the street when i decided heron wasn't fun anymore. i haven't heard of any successful heroin addicts besides burroughs and even the rock stars die. i changed my life all on my own and for that i AM MY GOD. AA and all that bullshit doesnt work so if you wanna quit you better just get some fucking guts and stand your ground. All those losers who said i wouldnt be able to quit cuz they'd never could i laugh at- people stick with their habits cuz it's a primitive thing in the front of your brain that makes you automatically continue habits-so evolve and use your intelligence and overcome. no one else can help you quit your bad habits! Also -you're not always an addict cuz one you were addicted to something- that's like saying because i worked at a factory 5 years ago im still a factory worker. i still get fuct up here and there just not off H. i am soo fucking wise-thats why i've always been on my own since 15 and nothing bad ever happened to me either, because i'm a step ahead of you and everyone else- if heron didnt kill me you can't either- i'll slice your face first! i really will. i have made a wonderful life for myself with Matty & and my art and sewing clothes! Now All i want to do in life is live in a decrepit creepy house with matty and run our own small company so we can stay at home together and make clothes, draw, make creepy dolls, work on t shirt designs,sew, or whatever the fuck we want everyday. We are both great artists - his art attracted me to him from the first time i entered his home and likewise (amongst so many other things) he says we're cut from the same stone and he's never met anyone like me -and i share the same feelings about him we are the perfect mix.- we will have an art/ clothing web store very soon,so i will keep you updated if your on my friends list because you Will want to buy our art and clothes. p.s you m ight see some shit you think is too wierd on my page, or pics and if you don't like it fukk OFF! cuz i wouldn't associate with you anyway. :) good -bye, SO long, and thanks for all the shoes!!!!!!!

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My Interests

CREATING...Drawing Every Day /designing Costumes, Everyday Clothes, and Sewing them, Reading, Drawing, Painting, Playing Video Games, Drinking, Smoking, Having Bloody ZOMBIE Nights with the man i'm GONNA Marry hill0ck666! Disturbing Art (of any kind: films, paper, paint dolls, toys, lives) GORE, BLOOD bloody people, pictures and movies with things dying. Ogrish.com, Pictures and films of stuff others might feel bad for looking at.i don't feel guilty for looking at the disturbing images of dark corner art & liking it- i seek it out. I love when i can find an artist who makes something so disturbing it shocks me although its hard.Toe Tag productions has the first shocking and disturbing art and movies i've seen in years! Joe knetter has great disturbing short horror story books. love having my picture taken dressed in costume or all bloody and taking pictures of other people acting as well, and i plan to make short films for myself only of decrepit towns and people and junkies and prostitutes,and homeless people. maybe a crazed wall street journalist or bush supporter who kills themselves after they realised the bullshit they've bought into as well! should be fuN!

I'd like to meet:

a few have passed on-but this doesn't say who you'd like to meet thats's alive,it says who would you'd like to meat -G.G. Allin, Wendy O. Williams of the Plasmatics, Joanna Angel, Peter Sotos, Henry Darger, Pushead, Junko Mizuno, Rockin' Jellybean, Jem, Rainbow Bright, Sheira, Toetag crew-(i just got to meet the toe tag crew!!! they are some of the sweetest people and superior artists! ) Larry Clark, Richard Kern, Lung Leg, Harmony Korin, Mark Ryden, Joe Coleman, Elizabeth McGrath, and Daniel Johnson, Lydia Lunch, Genesis P Orridge, Hunter s Thompson, Brian Posehn, most of these listed are superior artists and anyione who doesn't give a lovely Fuck about how you think we should live or act. any who is individual enogh to be interesting,if your looking for a possible date don't bother sending a request. I LOVE hill0ck666!

Music:

i like Hardcore, the sound of babies crying and/or screaming, punk, true old twangy country sang by old men drinkin whiskey, metal.... pretty much anything. i don't like that whiney evenescence type of music, i dont like nin now that he got whiney, but i like old NIN and Bjiork -they make all their own music too which goes along way besides the fact their albums are just fucking GREAT!!!! so here goes.... Evil Mothers, Suicidal Tendencies, Misfits, Danzig, Kraftwerk, Sheep on Drugs, Psychic TV, Throbbing Gristle, Godflesh, D.R.I., Skinny Puppy, GG Allin, Slayer, Necrophagia, Misfits, Toadies, KMFDM, Slipknot, T.S.O.L, Cerial Killer, the Cramps, Gwar, WHITEHOUSE, Anthrax, Necro, Pigface, Bikini Kill, L7, Jim Carroll band, NOFX, D.R.I, D.I., D.O.A, Sublime, Dead Kennedy's, Ken Park soundtrack, wussap Rockers strk, Kids sndtrk, GUMMO soundtrack Naked Agression, Daniel Johnston, mc chris, mc 900 ft jesus,Ramones, the Clash, Brighter Death Now, the Symptoms, Razor Throat, Veruca Salt, WhiteZombie, the Queers, Screeching Weasel, the Vandals, HATEBREED, The Addicts, oldskool house, Big L, old skool hip hop, old Madonna, lots of hardcore music, almost any band that wears costumes on stage. i Love costume and dress up. its so much more fun

Movies:

August Underground,and Mordum!!,All ilsa movies,House of a 1000 Corpses,Devil's Rejects,Donnie Darko,all films by Larry Clark and Harmony Korine- Gummo,Wassup Rockers,Bully, Kids, Julien Donkey Boy, Ken Park, L.I.E, Slaughtered Vomit Dolls, I Stand Alone, Irreversible, Live Freaky Die Freaky, Spider Baby, Near Dark, True Romance, PIG, Eating Razors, Nekro, Nekromantic 1&2, Squealer, Porn of the Dead, Wisconsin Death Trip, Bad Boy Bubby, Scrapbook, Night Watch, Night of the Demons, Heavenly Creatures, Singapore Sling, Begotten, Night of the Demons, The Descent- (the UK version ONLY), the Bride of Frank, The Ebola Syndrome, Requiem For A Dream, The Hardcore Collection by Richard Kern, Uncle Goddamm, Man Bites Dog, Kaiju Big Battle, A Clockwork Orange, The Doom Generation, Ripe, Happiness,Bad Lieutenant, Dead End, S.F.W., Cecil B. Demented, Ichi the Killer, Big Trouble in Little China, Killer Klowns From Outer Space, Ghost World, A Tale of Two Sisters,All over me, Satan,Made in Britain, THis is England

Television:

The BRAK Show, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The Boondocks, The Ren and Stimpy Show, Wonder Showzen, Don Hertzfeldt's Rejected, Dave Chappelle, but all of these are on dvds- i don't really watch the telle much Podcasts-Diggnation, Infected,

Books:

Joe Knetter, Edward Lee's The BigHead, Portrait of a Psychopath As A Young Woman, Carl Sagan-The Demon haunted world, Stephen W. Hawking-A brief History in TIme, Peter Sotos-Predicate & Proxy,I was a Teanage Dominatrix, Shella, Junko Mizuno comics, Russ Kick-50 things your not supposed to know & Everything you Know about Sex is Wrong, Graffiti Women by Nicholas Ganz-(if you like graffiti check this out! Everything that creeps-the art of elizabeth mcgrath, Suffer the Flesh

Heroes:

G.G. Allin and Wendy O. Williams cuz they never gave a fuck and anyone else for that matter who lives however the fuck they want..,all great artists and MYSELF