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An escapist from a conformist world.

I feel contrite about blowin' his brains out.

About Me

What the hell do you want to know about me for? If you know that I exist, then you know whose blood courses through my veins. I'm a Reject by blood, and your conformist world won't change that. Ever. You see, I never did have a daddy. I was raised in a strict household by a good God-fearin' woman. She read the Bible daily, prayed before every meal, and even had me kneelin' by my bedside before I went to sleep to thank her God for all the things I did have, and even for the things I didn't. She never swore around me, and she even schooled me at home so those teachers out at the school couldn't tell me something she didn't want me to hear. Now, I know my momma wasn't always that way. At one point she was possessed, as she called it. Satan had taken her down a path of debauchery that she regretted. Momma had worked for a man named Charlie, at some whore house near the edge of town. It was because she had nothing, she said. Because her parents were gone and she needed to make a quick dollar. She said Charlie offered her that. All momma got from Charlie was a roof over her head, and knocked up by a regular customer. I suppose this is where I come in to the story. Momma didn't ever tell me the name of my daddy. At least, not until it was too late. In Ruggsville things had been going on. Bad things. Things that made you want to barracade your doors and board up your windows. People were going missing. Most often broadcast on the news was the disappearance of some cheerleaders from the high school. Momma said it was reasons like that why she never sent me off to school. What momma didn't know was that I wasn't going to end up a victim like those cheerleaders. I'm not a follower. I'm a leader. Come to find out, it's in my blood. I could only take so much of momma's God-babblin', and one night I decided to give her the opportunity to meet him. It was just us two, home alone, eatin' dinner when I gave her this gift. By the time I'd gotten her into the basement, she was weeping, repeating the Lords Prayer over and over and over. She screamed and pleaded with me as I tied her to a chair in the corner, and offered me forgiveness for my sins. I didn't want her forgiveness. You see, I didn't NEED her forgiveness. My blood was hot with fire, and I had the ghosts of hell itself backing me that night. Poor momma couldn't stop her screaming, so I had to sew her mouth shut. I still remember her wide, tear-filled eyes as I ran the needle through her flesh and tugged her lips shut with the thread. All I could hear after that was her muffled protests, which were better than the screaming at that point. Hours went by, and I began to explain to her where she'd gone wrong. I told her all about who I really was, despite her best efforts to 'raise me up right.' There had to be something more to me. I wasn't average, I was extraordinary. When she had calmed down enough, I cut the threads, allowing her a last opportunity to speak. Through bloodied and swollen lips she told me what I wanted to know. What'd I'd needed to know. Those over at the Firefly farm, the ones they'd been calling 'The Devil's Rejects' are my family. Cutter, the one they call 'Captain Spaulding,' is my father, which made his daughter, the one they call 'Baby,' my sister. It made sense. It made so much fucking sense! I kissed the poor woman on her forehead and gave my apologies. I wasn't sorry for what I'd done. I wasn't sorry for what I was going to do. I was sorry that she'd had to be the one to give birth to such evil, but that's the way it had to be. Momma bled to death that night after I slit her throat. After that night I watched the news daily, trying to see if they'd gotten any leads on where the three might be (they had a man named Otis with them as well). So far, nothing. There's a local Sheriff, John Quincey Wydell, who's huntin' 'em down. What that Sheriff doesn't know is that he's got a little competition. If that man should get in my way, may his God help him, because he won't survive it. I want to find my daddy. No, I NEED to find my daddy. His blood runs through my veins. His tendencies have shaped me through life, despite momma's Christian teachings. I'll find 'em, I will. Wydell better stay out of my way, 'cause I'm not stoppin' for no one. Momma always called me her little doll. So I suppose that's what you can call me too. Just watch out, this Doll bites.img alt="Skem9.com!" title="Get

My Interests

Sheriff John Quincey Wydell. A man I wouldn't mind having tied to the end of my bed. I bet he'd put up a beautiful fight, and beg for mercy with tears in his eyes.

Music:

I'm a good southern' girl and I listen to good southern music. Johnny Cash is great. It's a shame so many women fawn over that Elvis asshole.

Movies:

Momma never took me to the movies when I was a youngin'. I have seen that Star Wars film, but I don't understand why anyone would need to fly in space or have so many robots.

Television:

I wasn't allowed to watch too much television. Momma flicked it off whenever the news came on. When she didn't know, I watched it. I had to find out what my family had been up to.

Books:

I've read the Bible, and the books they made me read in school. Books aren't good for nothin'. It's real life that's the most entertainin'.

Heroes:

We all know who my heroes are. They are a family of outcasts that were unfairly judged by others. Captain Spaulding, Otis Driftwood, Baby, Mother Firefly. Each of them did what they did because it felt right. It satisfied them. It centered their world. I watched as the families of the victims pleaded for their safe return, and I imagined the pained, contorted faces of those victims while they were tortured. How sweet those screams must have been.

My Blog

If only...

It's been so quiet, you could hear a pin drop.I've been laying low. Still doing my own thing, just staying beneath the Sheriff's radar. A missing Ruggsville High School band member? Don't look at me.L...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:51:00 PST

When the screaming stops, there's nothing but silence.

The Girl Scouts never come knockin' on my door.It's been a few days since momma's old friend came over. Right now she's still in the basement, dressed nicely, clean, leaning against the corner. I put ...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 09:57:00 PST

Boredom breeds mayhem.

"Sit on my tail," said the rabbit, "And come with me to my rabbit hutch."Nothing would calm my boredom last night. I watched television, I ate dinner, I worked my scrapbook. None of it helps. I was re...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 04:30:00 PST

Good mornin', Ruggsville.

Fuck off. Every last one of you.It seems like every cop in this entire fucking state is working the Devil's Rejects case. There hasn't been a day since the raid on the farm that I ain't seen a cop on ...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:55:00 PST

That God damn Wydell!

How could he have known?I was headin' toward Charlie's Frontier Fun Town, and what do I see? A mess of fuckin' cops sittin' outside of the place. Thankfully I'd been driving with the headlights off, s...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:42:00 PST

Headin' to Charlies.

Hopefully I'm not shot on sight.I've heard stories of Charlie's Frontier Fun Town. Debauchery and delight. Mayhem and mischief. I know Cutter used to spend a lot of time there because stories have bee...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 04:35:00 PST

El Paso, here I come.

There's a way out of Ruggsville.I found it. There's a way out of Ruggsville. I won't have to deal with a roadblock, and I won't come face-to-face with the Sheriff. On my way out of town I'm going to s...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 07:51:00 PST

A visit to the jailhouse?

Do I, or don't I?Wydell's told me where he's keepin' momma Firefly. I don't know if Cutter, Baby or Otis know where she is, but I sure do. Last night while cleanin' up those shotguns I bought, I was t...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:05:00 PST

He's not gonna keep momma.

Wydell's walkin' a line.He says he has momma. He says he'll let his men at her if I don't turn in my own kin. Momma Firefly isn't my birth momma, but I'll be damned if I'm gonna let him hurt her. In m...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 01:46:00 PST

Bits and pieces.

The site of the Firefly farm is becoming a victim of decay.It's true that I've visited there alone, when I didn't think anyone was watching me. "The Devils Rejects" are still trying to lose Wydell, an...
Posted by An escapist from a conformist world. on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:55:00 PST