The Question is
Why am I stupid?
Answer is
Cause just as I'm beginning to sing "Hickey Love" I see actually mooneyed young
daughter of my friends. I say to my myself "stupid girl! why didn't you tell
your friends not to bring their daughter, cause your first song "Hickey
love-pain above-try at ones-here she comes"???
Why am I stupid? Cause my next song is called "My affectionate lover" ...and
here my aunt arrives...My God, all nature!
By the way I don't even notice, that my lap-top playing all sample sounds is
absolutely failed out...long time ago. I just see that my poor musicians are
standing with strange smiles.. About Half a gig I interpret it as they are
encouraging me, but it just a grimace of horror, cause they upline their parts
by this sample sounds...so what? They really can not play! We're beginning to
play unplugged
Then I can't recognize my own voice...God, it was right during rehearsals...
Then I see screwy mouse on stage instead of me...
Why did you do that??? - I ask myself. Why did you do it yourself? What did you
want to get, stupid girl???
No it's not a nightmare. Its just usual concert condition