Just like life, black and white photography isn't just black and white...If you follow your heart with your mind, the greys will be explained--Kelli Kills
I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.â€
Chuck Palahniuk
My name is Kelli, and as of this point in my life that's about the only thing I'd like to set in stone. Kelli Kills seems to have become a clever nickname of mine and it appears as if its sticking. I aspire to have friends spread out all over the world so that I may go visit them and indulge in my gypsy tendancies. I long for a place to call my own, and this town just dont feel mine.
Animal print is my most precious love and without a doubt one of my few permanent addicitons and more often than not the louder and faster it is, the more I will like it. I am deathly afraid of spiders, and scream like a little girl when I come into contact with one and if you've caught me on a day when I haven't had coffee yet I might not seem like myself.
I have a masters degree in asshole-communication-skills, and am working on my PHD in opinionated-idiocy. And now, since both are ever-so-growing in popularity, I'm aiming for a minor in being aggrivatingly-stubborn to top it all off. I make for a grade A dork, and clumsiness seems like a stage I'm never going to grow out of. I am always in the mood for 80's music or mindfuck movies. I give myself cancer multiple times a day, and for a bad habbit, its a pretty damn relaxing one. Even so, I'm still trying to knock it.... No promises it'll ever happen though. I'm slightly sharp tongued and I will be bitter to the day I die about selling my 74 nova.
Despite my appearance or so called hard outter shell I still manage to be a nice person on the inside, I mean, if you are a good person I believe that's all that really matters in life. Unfortunately the problem sometimes is that our hearts are too big, right? Chances are we both are just out to have fun and make the best of what we've got. I'm actually a relatively easy person to get along with, and pretty entertaining to be around to boot. Those who earn it are those who are trusted and respected. Simple as that. I suppose that the only difference with me is that I see no reason to beat around the bush, no need to sugar coat the truth and find no validation in pretending to be something I am not.
To add to my already impressive resume, I also have a black belt in procrastination, and an astonishing nack for making all the right mistakes. I smile for no apparant reason and laugh uncontrollably. I rarely ever sleep, so I might just seem a little crazy. Stand up bass is without a doubt one of the coolest things to me, and every time I hear it I feel like dancing. I'm blunt as hell and can tend to be too implusive for my own good, in the same way that I need to teach myself to stop being attracted to overly cocky boys.
Seven out of ten times other people's misfortune amuses me, so don't be shocked when you find that one out. I enjoy using pet/code names such as "darlin" or "lover" in every day conversation and arguements just to add a little flare. I have horrendous posture, but make up for it with off-the-wall fashion statements, a marvelous selection of high heels and over zealous eyeshadow combinations. Patience has never been my most famous virtue, and I wouldn't be surprized if I'm late to my own funeral.
The things less experienced and more so cherrished are always better, in the same way that singing in public and applying makeup is always entertaining. And by "better" I really mean, the only things I'm that good at. Learning by my mistakes, photography, art, guitars, originality, music, abstraction, caffinated beverages, makeup, intriguing people and my truck are on the list of things I'll always be addicted to. I am always seeking my next adventure and the rain will always call to me. Sarcasm continuously appeals to me, along with eyes that seduce. I am waiting to stumble across anything that will prove to be worthwhile... So in the meantime I'm just waiting to see what direction life will take me, and what the future will entail. Now all I have left to figure out is a way to never grow up...I'm sorry I can be of no real benefit to your company.
PS--I only have one myspace page... and you're on it
♠Remember that one day you will die, so remember to live♠Open your
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