well lets see...im a white female...i go to highschool. i live in a really small town. i have 2 brothers and two sisters. i love music, i write poetry. i'm into acting and dancing. um....i have a dog named boo and two cats named tiger and marley. i live with my dad and older brother. i was adopted when i was 11. i like to learn new things. i hope to be a child and youth worker and writter someday. but im also currently working on my rap as well as a bit of hip-hop. um.... i love to meet new people. im in love with a womanwho's name i will not say. She knows who she is though.. Shes got the most beautiful green eyes and the most gorgeous smile a woman could have.I met her when i was 18 and been in love with her ever since. were not together though.Um... performin' is my life...love to be in front of the camera, singin' dancing, acting, whatever it is, i'm there!I truly believe in the saying "my friends are your friends and your friends are my friends, so i will often go to your friends lists and add some of your friends. so if you are worried about friends "stealing"friends, dont bother adding me.I grew up in a very abuse home(the family who later adopted me) until i ran away when i was 12. Spent the next seven years in foster care and group homes. In my life, i have lost 2 brothers to suicide, and a daughter to a drinking and driving car accident. I tried the whole suicide thing, didnt work, and im still here. I have a huge respect for lady sovereign because she pulled me back from the edge when i was so close to the edge. And if you dont plan on talking to me, dont bother adding me.if you wanna know more, just ask!
this following rhyme is about my drug addicted mother and about spending my earliest years on the streets
"MAMMA"
madness,anger,fear, and pain/ get fucked up on drugs, its all the same/sleeping under a tree at night/wondering if you should give up this fight/wondering if you ever cared at all/since you're the one who helped me fall/mamma, why do you do this to me?/just go away, just let me be/mamma these drugs, have got a hold on you/dont you know i care what you do?/you were never there when i needed you most/diggin' through garbage for a piece of toast/but mamma, i wanna thank you/for all the pain you put me through/you'll never see me sit down and pout /coz now i've got somethin'to rhyme about/it's not like you give a shit anyway/now listen up, i've got somethin to say/just sit down,keep poppin pills/dont you know that that anger kills?/keep on bagin' that herion/you have no idea where i've been/fucked up on drugs,passed out on the floor/doing nothin' but act like a drunkin' whore/how many men did you fuck tonight?/do you think your behaviour is right?/just looking at you makes me sick/but you dont care one single bit/guess what mamma, neither do i/you will never see me cry!/coz now im strong because of you/thanks to what you put me through/dont you look at me that way/you wont be here at the end of the day/you wont try to make it okay/you tell me you have something to say?/guess what, i dont wanna hear it/coz now i dont give a shit/the choices you made,have taken their toll/so go crawl back into your hole/im as dead to you as i can be/and now its time for me to be free/listen to me,its not a lie/now its my turn to say goodbie/i hope you're happy with what you've done/im makeing the choice to run/know that what i say is true/i'll never ever be like you/so go do your drugs,just get high/i know you will,dont try to lie/so good luck to you in your so called life/good luck in dealing with strife/i'm out,so long,goodbye/im leaving you alone in public eye.
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