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Huis Clos

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About Me

sometime drug/self-nflicted pain addict, maladaptedmajormanicmorosemasticatedmandiblizeddepressive with stomach ulcers (at least i don't have restless leg sydrome!!!),two pet chickens "And being but two and twenty and full of enthusiasm, I said, 'I will devote my life to this. This is worth while.' You know what fools we are at two and twenty?" -H.G. Wells, The Invisible Man ..

My Interests

Spiders, herps, evolution, existentialism, literature, poetry, science fiction, ethology (especially primate, cetacean, cephalopod, arachnid, and reptillian),field biology and ecology in general, neurology and the chemistry that dicatates it, black ( to match my heart & soul), live music, french and assorted tongues, chocolate (especially kinder and mozart shockolade) and cheese, methadone cheesecake,dirty hands coming clean/clean hands going dirty viola, french horn and bass guitar, sitar, oboe, suicide "A silent death is an endless word." AND thinking of you:

I'd like to meet:

.. .. Maynard J. K., The Lizard King, Jane Goodall, Jean-Paul Sartre,Charles Darwin, Kurt Vonnegut Jr., timothyleary, franz kafka, oscar wilde, roald dahl, CANCER What a piece of work is man... ; border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"

Music:

TOOL, a perfect circle, wagner,ween, butthole surfers, typeonegative,nineinchnails,smashingpumpkins,beatles,jimihen drix,portishead,radiohead,thewho,thedoors,creedencecr,somejo plin,beth gibbons,tom waits, primus,chemicalbrothers,dustbrothers,crystalmethod,beethoven ,ravishankir, pink floyd, led zep,moonspell, opeth, aphextwin,dietotenhosen,puscifer, kayo dot, dread inertia BRAINCHILDMIGRAINE

Movies:

trainspotting,badltnt,nightmarebeforechristmas,americanbeaut y,southpark,slcpunk,deadalive,clockworkorange,apocalypsenow, willywonkaandthechocolatefactory, any monty python,mst3k, deconstructing harry,the hero

Television:

"I have wasted time and now time doth waste me" Shakeitlikeapolaroidpicturespeare The origin of the migraine (fuckheads, not walken, you douchebags)

Books:

Breakfast of Champions, Cat's Cradle,Slaughterhouse 5, Huis Clos, Jonathan Livingston Seagull, I, Robot, Picture of Dorian Gray, La Nausee, Journey to the End of the Night, HMS.Beagle,thewonderfulstoryofhenrysugar,nakedlunch, the naked ape,the human zoo, the origin of species, trainspotting,the stranger , the martian chronicles,stranger in a strange land, illustrated guide to pscilocybin mushrooms, the electric koolaid acid test, julia childs french cooking,ender's game, Job: a comedy of justice, the warlord, the forever war, Le Petit Prince, Calvin and Hobbes:Something under the bed is drooling, king rat, the kama sutra, i'd rather be reading a book than typing this list so... WANNA TAKE A BAAAAAAAAAAAATH?

Heroes:

LES MAINS SALES UND LOS SERPENTES DE MIS BRAZOS the obligatory MJK and Mr.MojoRisin, whoever developed the concept of generic pharmaceuticals One pill makes you larger And one pill makes you small And the pills that mother gives you don't do anything at all Go ask Alice when she's ten feet tall Remember what the doormouse said: "Feed your head" , youandwhatarmy (yes, i'm setting a snare for maynard with these lovely asian forms of beauty) HUSH, WHY DON'T YOU GO KILL YOURSELF

My Blog

What Can aThoughtful Man Hope for Mankind onEarth,Given the Experience of the Last Million Yrs?

- Nothing          ;    from the Books of Bokonon"About belief or lack of belief in an afterlife: some of you may know that I am neither Chris...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:36:00 PST

A Lonely Impulse of Delight or Scruples of Conscience- with personal commentary!

so i'm always on the floor in the german literature section of the lieberry when i should be focused on phylogeny and resonance structures and many other subjects more relevant and useful in...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 09:33:00 PST

Nothing Is True, Everything Is Permitted

 response to my disappearance, wish i could wash the worry away...   "I must keep tearing my heart away and experience new bitternesses.  I must raise my feet again and again, weary and...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 08:49:00 PST

Love May Fail, But Coutesy Will Prevail

 this is rather long, but no complaints about your eyes bleeding," just because i don't care, doesn't mean i don't understand" and so forth. and i've actually included some tripe of my own, ...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 09:21:00 PST

Violence is the Last Refuge of the Incompetent

This is what they sang as a signal during the invasion at Normandy. If it's not in French, it won't rhyme, so no translation. C'est la vie. Chanson d'Automne Les sanglots longs Des violons   ...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:54:00 PST

Ironic Out of Love: "The Secret of Life is Suffering"

"Wir taten es, um Gott eine Unterhatung zu beiten"* The Holy SinnerShall I find my life's black storyTurn to lustre in thy glory?With what wonder do I see;Lord, Thy heavenly alchemy.Clear the flesh's ...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:27:00 PST

P and P from P Pt. II

The Watchman I ran past the first watchman.  Then I was horrified, ran back again and said to the watchman: "I ran through here while you were looking the other way."  The watchman gazed ahe...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:58:00 PST

Lament For the Crocodile Hunter: A Haiku

who is it that says irony has no place in nat'ral selection?
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:04:00 PST

Parables and Paradox from Prague

Leopards in the Temple Leopards break into the temple and drink to the dregs what is in the sacrificial pitchers; this is repeated over and over again; finally it can be calculated in advance, and it ...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 02:59:00 PST

Illusions

1.There was  a master come unto the earth, born in the holy land  of Indiana, raised in the mystical hills east of Fort Wayne 2. The Master learned of this world in the public schools of Ind...
Posted by numbyetnauseous on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 10:26:00 PST