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HA HA HA~~bless your soul~~you realy think that your in control?

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--HOME-- ADD ME--MAIL ME--MY BLOG--MY PICS-- COMMENT--MY FRIENDS--NAME: James
AGE: 26
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----- DIGITAL ART - CLICK THIS BANNER -----maby im crazy, but i think your crazy to. exsitentialist, pagan, eccentric, political/theism-nihilist, skater, music junky. highly outgoing posotive thinker. sometimes~i can see right through myself. im not intrested in you if you cant see through YOURSELF. latley ive become obsessed with the wrongness of secular theism. its not that i dont want you to believe in god, its just that theres way to many individual groups out there that claim to beleive in the same god, n yet they show it, and try to prove it in vastly differing and often contradicting ways.. this leaves room for doubt. science is science... because we all kinda vote for the most plausable explanation then we ALL go with that idea.. ie* gravity would be a hard thing to understand if there was a thousand differnt theorys on how it worked and we got to have our own opinion on it. the truth is we dont know exactly how gravity seems to be such a weak force as compared to natural earth forces *ie magnets, but... even you should know how it works, and where it comes from. things are only right or wrong because we believe them to be. attching social/political standards to what may good ideas to you, and is also a good idea for the guy that chooses a differnt faith, sounds like it should be "all good". right? everyone believes in there own god everyones happy. right? well... maby so but youve also created an invisible devide between you and your fellow man. perfect example is ireland in the latter half of the 20th century. and still to this day there are differnt schools under a differnt creationist rule. we must not set barriers between poeple and call it.. "freedom of religion". wether you like it or not, athiest scientific studys are improving our understanding of this planet. they are doing somthing USEFULL. if god is real. he dousnt care who you know or what you call yourself. he only cares that youve done something USEFULL with the energy he has imparted onto you.lifes funny like that.. you spend so much time searching for more, only to find self-destruction. im not here to entertain you. i will not improve you. faith is a virus."the way to happyness- keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. live simply, expect little, give much. fill your life with love. scatter sunshine. forget self, think of others. do as you would be done by".It don’t matter the Situation. The answer is always revolution. “The first duty of a patriot is to question the government.” Thomas Jeffersonlife isnt about waiting for the storm to pass, its about getting out there and dancing in the rain!"watch what you think,thoughts become words, watch what you say, words become actions, watch what you do, actions become personality, watch your personality, it becomes destiny.forgive and forget, knowing when to do the latter is usualy the hard part~one is not truly worthy, untill he wants for his brother what he wants for himselfits says in the bible that you have to be saved to go to heavan. the way i see you just have to be yourself to go to hell. love your enamys' it pisses them off! Always borrow money from a pessimist... he doesn't expect to be paid back" Blind faith is a fools fortune.and remember. do as i say. not as i do.The wall of sound that we've created is tagged with such graffiti that a passerby would seek out doors and ways to ENTER. Once inside a world defined by dreams come true they'd find aligned with the simplest act of sharing what we treasure. Most people aren't aware of the world of art and commerce where exploitation strips each artist down to nigger. Each label, like apartheid, multiplies us by our divide and whips us 'til we conform to lesser figures. What falls between the cracks is a pile of records stacked to the heights of talents hidden from the sun. Yet the energy they put into popularizing smut makes a star of a shiny polished gun. The ballot or the bullet for Mohawk or the mullet is a choice between new times and dying days. And the only way to choose is to jump ship from old truths and trust dolphins as we swim through changing ways. The ways of middlemen proves to be just a passing trend. We need no priests to talk to God. No phone to call her.INTRESTS =MY DAUGHTER.then... skating, inline, deck, heely, dirtboard.. redbull .. mt dew..lol.. photography, pc crap/image editing/digital painting -i use corel draw/photo-... I work alot-i personaly hate the need for money but love having it! :p.. so i work my ass off, i love getting pierced, although i seem to like getting them more than having them-still got nips done, i had snake bite but one was to close to a nerve so i took it out, then later took out the other, had tongue but i played with it to much and my tongue was cramped all the time so i took that out, n had lebrea but had to take that out for a job.. :/.. need to get subdermals or somthin. i like meeting and delving into the minds of all sorts of strange poeple & thoughs that believe there normal and figuring out what makes them wierd/unique, generaly have a good understanding of why poeple do the things they do and why they put up fronts through there exterior personalitys. ive always been a peer mediator. not a 'go between' but i always try to give poeple a view point they may not have, or wont' consider, that and i dont choose sides when it come to petty matters. i love going to alt/goth/punk clubs, concerts, pagan festivals-meetings "gotta love the naked bonfire dancin", masquarades, any reason to dress up like a freak or take my cloths off in public! :p .. outgoing friendly poeple. If i could be anything in this whole wide world, I'd be your tear drop. Born in your eyes, live on your cheeks and die on your lips♥
You Are 56% Cynical
Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist.
You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right. How Cynical Are You?
You May Be a Bit Dependent...
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could. What Personality Disorder Are You?
You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. What's Your Personality Type?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?MUSIC =alot. mostly industrial, electro metal, punk, ska, stupid love songs... club mixs,pop remixs... top o the list: NIN, kmfdm, razed in black, sea bound, type O- , android lust, imperative reaction, the azoic, atari teenage riot, assemblage 23, Fear Factory, Mortiis, Alec Empire, Marilyn Manson, The Birthday Massacre, Apoptygma Bezerk, Aphex Twin, GWAR, Orbital, Godflesh, absence of faith, The Misfits, Combichrist, Sex Pistols, The Future Sound Of London, Goldfrapp, The Bezerker, Strapping Young Lad, Skinny Puppy, Daft Punk, Velvet Acid Christ, Depeche Mode, The Orb, Radiohead, Chemical Brothers, dead kenedys, pennywise, operation ivy, lacuna coil, nightwish, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Cradle Of Filth, Underworld, David Bowie, Rammstein, Wumpscut,vnv nation-that kind of stuff, loud hard fast emotional electronic overtones... then we go into hinder, crossfade, blue october, stone sour-whats on the radio now... pink floyd, steve miller, stuff i grew up on, pretty much anyting with female vocals- cascada, evanescence, ayria, kittie, dht, enya, tori amos...synth pop/electronica,house anything i can dance to... realy anything cept that stamp and paste commercial crap we see on trl, gospel... you know.TIME TO DANCE!!!! lolMOVIES =n.b.k...sid and nancy,a clockwork orange,office space interview with the vampyre house of a 100 corpses , hitch hikers guide,butterfly effect,i heart huckabees, eternal sunshine, airborne, SLC punk!, fear and loathing, donnie darcko, nowhere, doom generation, love and a 45, 3mm, fight club, strange land, jeepers creepers 1 "only cause the bad guy wins in the end!" anything realy crazy, or funny in a strange way. short films like milo 55160.TV =non fiction, documetries about anything, lots of science channel, adds to my endless source of usless knowledge... nature shows, seems to calm my mind... comedy shows, laughter is the best medicine.HEROES =anyone willing to push the limits of mind, body, soul, and socioty.


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MY DAUGHTER.AMIE! the greatest girlfriend ive ever had! she. is. amazing.
then... skating, inline, deck, heely, dirtboard.. redbull
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.. mt dew..lol.. photography, pc crap i like meeting and delving into the minds of all sorts of strange poeple & thoughs that believe there normal and figuring out what makes them wierd/unique, generaly have a good understanding of why poeple do the things they do and why they put up fronts through there exterior personalitys. ive always been a peer mediator. not a 'go between' but i always try to give poeple a view point they may not have, or wont' consider, that and i dont choose sides when it come to petty matters. i love going to alt/goth/punk clubs, but dont like main stream clubs very much.. concerts, pagan festivals-meetings "gotta love the naked bonfire dancin", masquarades, any reason to dress up like a freak or take my cloths off in public! :p .. outgoing friendly poeple.--------------------------------------~~~-----&hearts ;ive found someone to sink my soul into and share a real relationship with. ive been in love twice, broken a heart and had my broken. thats not going to happen again, ill do anything to make this work baby♥~~~ ♥ If i could be anything in this whole wide world, I'd be your tear drop. Born in your eyes, live on your cheeks and die on your lips♥
You Are 56% Cynical
Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist.
You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right. How Cynical Are You?
You May Be a Bit Dependent...
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could. What Personality Disorder Are You?
You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. What's Your Personality Type?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

I'd like to meet:

everyone. my lifes goal is to touch as many lives as possible. and possibly a good woman in the mean time...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ***the models of enigmantic photo editing*** }want to become a image art model? or just want your pics to look better? drop me a message anytime{Get Your Own! | View Slideshow~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *enigmantic photography* this is a new thing for me, so these are mostly just random shots ive taken. ide like to have some more serious photo models to do fetish images, or made for editing images*Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

Music:

THE BEST REMIX'S/REMAKES YOUVE NEVER HEARDI made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com .
Check out this MySpace MP3 Player !

alot. mostly industrial, electro metal, punk, ska, stupid love songs... club mixs,pop remixs... top o the list: NIN, kmfdm, razed in black, sea bound, android lust, imperative reaction, the azoic, atari teenage riot, assemblage 23, vnv nation-that kind of stuff, loud hard fast emotional electronic overtones... then we go into hinder, crossfade, blue october, stone sour-whats on the radio now... pink floyd, steve miller, stuff i grew up on, pretty much anyting with female vocals- cascada, evanescence, ayria, kittie, dht, enya, tori amos...synth pop/electronica,house anything i can dance to... realy anything cept that stamp and paste commercial crap we see on trl, gospel... you know.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~TIME TO DANCE!!!!

Movies:

n.b.k...
How evil are you? sid and nancy, a clockwork orange,office space interview with the vampyre , hitch hikers guide,butterfly effect,i heart huckabees, eternal sunshine, airborne, SLC punk!, fear and loathing, donnie darcko, nowhere, doom generation, love and a 45, 3mm, fight club, strange land, jeepers creepers 1 "only cause the bad guy wins in the end!" anything realy crazy, or funny in a strange way. short films like milo 55160.

Television:

non fiction, documetries about anything, lots of science channel, adds to my endless source of usless knowledge... nature shows, seems to calm my mind... comedy shows, laughter is the best medicine.

Heroes:

anyone willing to push the limits of mind, body, soul, and socioty. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~musi c videos you need to see.NIN - happiness in slavery.. width="425" height="350" ..NIN - sin.. width="425" height="350" ..NIN - leaving hope "auschwitz video".. width="425" height="350" ..ferry corsten - punk.. width="425" height="350" ..seabound - torn.. width="425" height="350" ..android lust - stained.. width="425" height="350" ..android lust - dragon fly.. width="425" height="350" ..front line assmebly - epitaph.. width="425" height="350" ..salome a short film starring miss katonic, check out her page through my friends list... width="425" height="350" ..
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digital art gallery im not very good at painting, but i rather like my editing work.        ...
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how to make that damn box! to share your banner.

  here is a box in a box for the advanced users that already know how to read/edit this type of html. be sure to add the" textarea "part at the end with the apropriate syntax.    &...
Posted by narcotic crush on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 05:47:00 PST

custom tables and benners!

free for anyone. instructions for use: right click image, save to your computer, then upload that image to your photobucket.com account or where ever you store photos online. next find the code in yo...
Posted by narcotic crush on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 06:15:00 PST

LRS fest images

these are just a small part of the photos i took at lrs fest. enjoy.   on top of parking garage       butt crack! oooh pretty girl :p coolest kid have a drink on me! ma ...
Posted by narcotic crush on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:35:00 PST

just some quick shit

ietm first of all niether one of these are meant to be any good.... ive never accualy worked on a guym much less myself so there realy just exspiraments...   first one is me painted on in raster ...
Posted by narcotic crush on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 09:56:00 PST

peanuts birthday

im realy just posting this to show the cake i made today.. nothing realy intresting happened.. we had a party fpr penelope "peanut" had a bunch of friends over.. lots of kids.. you know..   anyw...
Posted by narcotic crush on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:49:00 PST

a good day.

well i had a pretty damned good day, took ashlyn round town, early in the day.. went to saunders springs first, just did some nature hiking a bunch of photos,   nice name. collapsed cave my fav...
Posted by narcotic crush on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 07:12:00 PST

ladys and gentalmen. `spite~is~back`.

well.... ive managed to find one of my all time favorite models. her nic name* is spite. shes a real life friend of mine that i havnt seen in a long time, and all around kick ass chick. soon as i saw ...
Posted by narcotic crush on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:03:00 PST

dark star!

so. i sat down today, threw the tv on the music choice electronica channel, popped open the ol paint shop and started a new image today. its of star.. my favorite new model* she makes it easy... not o...
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