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im.not.here

0o. as they crawl back under the stones .o0

About Me

Passionate:Frigid:Quiet:Loud:Observant:Nonchalant: Curious:Careless:Lover:Fighter:Emotional:Numb: Sexual:Abstinent:Sensual:Conundrum:Obvious:Sincere: Understanding:Listener:Talker:Mother:Father:Friend: Bitch:Soft:Hard:Light:Dark:Reader:Writer:I.Want.To.Be.Free God's gonna getchu', FUCKA'!!Get:Inside:My:Head:Leave:Me:Love


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My Interests

Chevelle: Vitamin RDavid Bowie: Space OddityMusic:Reading:Writing (Poetry mostly):Meeting new, not-so-typical people...you know, people like me who is far from typical:Swimming:Storms (Tornadoes especially):The Unknown:Supernatural:ParanormalStorms: My Obsession (one of them...the other is blood)

I'd like to meet:

ONE ONLY MeShell Ndegeocello...Amazing Woman

Music:



S.L.U.D.G.E:30 Seconds To Mars:Breaking Benjamin:David Bowie:Aiden:The Used:Chevelle:Suicidal Tendencies::Staind:Seether:Dredg:Seals and Crofts:Carly Simon:Natalie Imbruglia:Kidney Thieves:Korn:Cult of Luna:Jet:Damien Rice:Tracy Chapman:Cyndi Lauper:Pharrell:Christopher Cross:Lifehouse:Coldplay:The Cranberries:Avril Lavigne:The Deftones:Ghost Machine:MeShell Ndegeocello:Elton John:James Blunt:Lenny Kravitz:Maxwell:Myron:Prince:Queen:Sarah McLachlan:Seal:Garbage:And.Some.Of.Everything.Else

Movies:

Better Than Chocolate:Requiem For A Dream:Saw Trilogy):Hills Have Eyes:Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory:Charlie and the Chocolate Factory:Boat Trip:Girl Interrupted:Prozac Nation:American Beauty:The Breakfast Club:The Ring:ALL Hellraisers:What Dreams May Come:Cruel Intentions:Interview With A Vampire:Queen of the Damned:Blade (I&II):Hostel...man--I could go on and on...I WANT HORRORRRRR!!! GRUDGE 2 PULSE EYE CANDY

Television:

The (black and white) Twilight Zone:Ghost Hunters:The Outer Limits:X-Files:CSI:Snapped:Sandford & Son: The Jeffersons: House:Will & Grace

Books:

The DaVinci Code:Angels & Demons:Anything by Dan Brown really:Poetry...

Heroes:


Open-minded...
Beautiful shadows whisper dark nothings to those willing to listen...and feel... Extraordinary...Simply Put...Love

My Blog

How Gruesome Your Death

  I wonder if I have it in me to take a blade to your throat...bleeding the life out of you And as I stand there to witness the event of your demise, I black out...having visions of me in hell an...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:06:00 PST

Tick Tock

  The Tick Tock echos...radiating like heat throughout this empty room With but one window to release my wonder out of...the sky fights it's gloom I'm in the softest, quietest place that one coul...
Posted by im.not.here on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:54:00 PST

The Painting

It's beginning was so brilliant that my eyes hurt as I smiled Colors and hues well defined...rays from the brushed on sun set me on fire I stood there...admiring the warmth of the embrace I felt...con...
Posted by im.not.here on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:03:00 PST

Invalid Mind

I just want to be highSo high that I have not enough breath to sighThe type of head-disconnected-from-your-shoulders high...I can not hearNor can I smile...touch...feel...cry...or fearThe senselessnes...
Posted by im.not.here on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 07:36:00 PST

Tainted Pleasure

Tainted...in a pleasureable sense...as the way you gently placed yourself in between my love As if I was fragile but also unbreakable...your energy lifting me from above I felt your eyes burning into ...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 10:10:00 PST

My Torture Becomes Yours

  Lately I find myself hating the idea of having to be around you...despitefulness fills my mind and my thoughts Violence rages through me and I feel restless...tension gathers in my shoulders, t...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:17:00 PST

Moonlit Waters

The attraction between you and I contains an unreal source of power...enough to make night appear as day Illuminated as if we were the sun...so heavenly to the point of us being caressed by clouds...i...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 12:08:00 PST

Shattered

Some disappointing news was delivered to my ears today Words that left me speechless...with not much to say My heart ached like symptoms attacking as seasons change I may be forced to organize my thou...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:58:00 PST

Forget-Me-Not

Forget-Me_Not...while you are loving another being...instead of loving the right one I can not understand why situations are complicated as they are...the past has come and gone Forget-Me-Not...as you...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:44:00 PST

The Name of a Woman

I often wonder who I am and why am I here but most of all...will I ever be back? Reincarnated as a sunset...an ocean...or even the bright illumination of the celestial body of a born again star. Howev...
Posted by im.not.here on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 12:22:00 PST