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lelly

i can feel what you think

About Me

MyGen Profile Generator Main Entry: par·a·dox Pronunciation: 'per-&-"däks, 'pa-r&- Function: noun Etymology: Latin paradoxum, from Greek paradoxon, from neuter of paradoxos contrary to expectation, from para- + dokein to think, seem -- more at DECENT 1 : a tenet contrary to received opinion 2 a : a statement that is seemingly contradictory or opposed to common sense and yet is perhaps true b : a self-contradictory statement that at first seems true c : an argument that apparently derives self-contradictory conclusions by valid deduction from acceptable premises 3 : one (as a person, situation, or action) having seemingly contradictory qualities or phases

My Interests

travel, music, webcomics, the ocean, the sun, dada, surrealism, but most of all ----- pestilence <3 <3 <3
Other Places To Find Me my livejournal , youtube , purevolume, last.fm profile

I'd like to meet:

travellers

oddities

those full of passion

artists

dadaists

the virgin mary

and of course - rockstars, baby
.

Who I wouldn't like to meet:
People who base their lives around what a "scene (fashion, music, etc)" expects of them
Homophobes & racists - I used to think this should go without saying, but the internet has a way of bringing assholes together.

Teenage housepunks w/superiority complexes that think they know everything about puuuunk raawwk dude. God. Give me a break.

Myspace collectors. - Most of my "friends" are bands, I'm here mostly for them, not to be collected by you.

Really though, I'm actually a very sweet girl & not all that bitchy. Myspace has just left me a little jaded.

I hate how few people Myspace lets you put in your "top" people. A lot of people not in my top 24 have touched my life in a positive way that I'll never forget. I'm thinking of going back to bands. Yea. I'm going to do that.

Music:

This about sums it up.
Well, maybe not. but either way, there are theremins involved.

though I am open to anything with creativity and passion, dark post-punk and avant-garde electronic music have and always will be my favorites.

Movies:

The Man With the X-Ray Eyes,
The Brain that Wouldn't Die
, Metropolis,
PI,
Requiem for a Dream
The Holy Mountain,
Unico,
What's Eating Gilbert Grape?,
Borat
WILD ZERO (the guitar wolf movie),
bubba hotep
logan's run
better off dead,
say anything,
being john malcovich,
gross pointe blank
high fidelity
ice harvest
stand by me
(John Cusack is love)
The Holy Mountain
Lilo and Stitch
(any cutesy cartoon that takes place around the beach about a genetically engineered killing machine who learns to love is A-OK WITH ME!).
I tend not to like anime. It's usually all girls with eyes bigger than their heads with projectile tears & a lot of lame fantasy fighting. I just don't get it. Though the tentacle rape in some of the more hardcore stuff is a pretty hilarious concept.

Television:

Television - The Marquee Moon (C)1977

I remember
how the darkness doubled
I recall
lightning struck itself.
I was listening
listening to the rain
I was hearing
hearing something else.

Life in the hive puckered up my night,
the kiss of death, the embrace of life.
There I stand neath the Marquee Moon Just waiting,
Hesitating...
I ain't waiting

I spoke to a man
down at the tracks.
I asked him
how he don't go mad.
He said "Look here junior, don't you be so happy.
And for Heaven's sake, don't you be so sad."

Well a Cadillac
it pulled out of the graveyard.
Pulled up to me
all they said get in.
Then the Cadillac
it puttered back into the graveyard.
And me,
I got out again.

Books:

Kafka, Burroughs, Ray Bradbury, George Orwell, Neil Gaiman, RE:Search music books etc I don't read as much as I used to. It's sad. I need to get back on the ball.

Heroes:



Daniel Ash, Tristan Tzara, Max Ernst, The Reid brothers, Nick Cave, M.Gira, Jarboe, & Burroughs
Vices Spending too much money on spur of the moment travelling
Gin
Livejournal

My Groups Baucaholics Anonymous , Cult of the Cult , NIXA OMFG , The Funeral Crashers (Great NY dark post-punk band!) , Terriers ,
Other Groups I Like it's LESLEY not Leslie , ERNSTS Unite Chaote Corner , zombie elimination front , deathrock (this is actually a quite musically varied forum w/ a lot of good people)

My Blog

End of an Era

Last night was The Reverend Deadeye's last show. It was fun (especially when the entire bar was screaming "fuck the devil") but somewhat depressing.Denver leaves less and less for me to like everyday....
Posted by lelly on Wed, 28 May 2008 12:49:00 PST

gmvimo

our little lives get complicated, its as simple as a flower, and thats a complicated thing.
Posted by lelly on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 01:05:00 PST

Bauhaus - Go Away White

Peter Murphy's vocals are the trained pretty voice we are all used to in his solo stuff which is not necessarily a bad thing, seeing as this is not 1983 it's 2008. However, I read in the liner notes i...
Posted by lelly on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:32:00 PST

promise of water/nothing is real

..> ..> Now they live in your head and they travel your veins Now they live in your head and they travel your veins Every word that you speak is a word they have made When you open your mouth ...
Posted by lelly on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 08:25:00 PST

What I made them do, DR WHO

As most of you know, I've been getting Electro-shock therapy as my depression has gotten to the unmanageable point. While I was an "in patient" I apparently made some of the lives of the other patient...
Posted by lelly on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 11:17:00 PST

rian makes an excellent point.

This is a cut and pasted conversation from Livejournal about Falwell's death.Jerry Falwell, dead? Am I supposed to take the cue here and use this blog as a forum to trash a dead guy? Oh wait, sorry, I...
Posted by lelly on Wed, 16 May 2007 01:55:00 PST

The movie game!

These movies are some my favorites of the moment and some of all time...I'm leaving out The Saddest Music in the World because that's fucking OBVIOUS, I'm also leaving out multiple movies by the same ...
Posted by lelly on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:24:00 PST

Finally! I've been targeted for a real email scam!

Usually my spam filter is filled with surrealistic cutups like this:refused bathe starting crack   ..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..> Reply ..> Reply to all Forwa...
Posted by lelly on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:16:00 PST

Why do I bother? (THIS SHIT ASS TOWN)

Adam & I are set on moving, but it's a slow process. I've got to get insurance I can take with me, feel better, the most important part: moneyHopefully by late summer we'll be able to leave.Someti...
Posted by lelly on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:11:00 PST

that which never was (misplaced time)

the clock on the wall the clock on the wallthe clock on the wallthe clock on the wall the clock on the wall the clock on the wallthe clock on the wall the clock on the wall the clock on the wallthe ...
Posted by lelly on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:14:00 PST