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deftones girl

and so it happens my thoughts grow meaningless and forgotten just the colors of a faded dream left o

About Me


im brittany aka deftones girl
accept me for who i am.
my aim is..lovelystardust03
I smoke like a fiend. Cuss like a sailor. I probably cuss more than any chick you know. I sometimes watch what I say but that is rarely. I dance like an idiot. I love penguins & pola bears. Penquins will one day rule the Earth!!!! I love Cruxshadows & Bella Morte! I like to chace the white rabbit in the woods in my spare time. Then have tea with the mad hatter. I love my friends. If they needed me, I'd be there in a minute. They mean the world to me. I wouldn't trade them for anything. Only a few I would trade:P. If I don't like you, believe me I'll be sure to tell you. If you cross me, your basically dead to me. Which I've tried myself to undo my wrongs but when you want to & that person won't talk ugh. I'm sorry. But all the sorries in the world won't mend broken hearts. Or the stings. People should just get along and forgive. But I guess they won't. You can only wish.
friend requests. at least tell me who you are. if your a private profile send me a message. myspace has become pretty spamtastic. isn't it lovely?
live. love. be. believe.

My Interests

guitar
bass
poetry
i want so bad to play violin again
art
museums
concerts
cherry coke
shoes
fetish shows
flogging
whips
chains
photography
skulls
moon
horror movies
bettie page
huggles
cuddles
dominate
penquins
polar bears
tattoos
piercings
andy warhol
pablo picasso
fishnets
high heels
& such.

I'd like to meet:

awesome people. new friends. people to hangout with.
"Everyone winds up kissing the wrong person at the end of the night.~Andy Warhol
"I never exsisted in your eyes or in your heart."
thought of that quote or heard it somewhere.

Music:

deftones
team sleep
grapevine
the last dance
voltaire
aperfectcircle
trivium
L7
drain s.t.h.
dave matthews band
the clarks
idiot pilot
wednesday 13
the 69 eyes
the dreamside
the cruxshadows
staind
30 seconds to mars
h.i.m.
nora
norma jean
it dies today
the acacia strain
shadows fall
killswitch engage
kill hannah
nine inch nails
bauhaus
coal chamber
devil driver
lords of acid
vnv nation
modest mouse
tool
rise against
black flag
bella morte
dimmu borgir
the genitorturers
nightwish
ego likeness
joy divison
the cure
depeche mode
placebo
oomph!
malice in wonderland
the used
slayer
as i lay dying
taking back sunday
aiden
jack johnson
ben harper
cradle of filth
elvis costello
a.f.i.
ministry
london after midnight
christian death
bathory
type o negative
acid bath

Movies:

the crow
a clockwork orange
spiderman
labyrinith
the recruit
vanilla sky
dazed & confused
the hero
blow
kill bill 1 & 2
edward siccorhands
fear and loathing in los vegas
corpse bride
lotr
underworld
the butterfly effect
a lot like love
american history x
cky
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
jawbreaker
10 things i hate about you
jossie and the pussycats
nightmare before xmas
requiem for a dream
super troopers
charlie and the chocolate factory
the amityville horror
secret window
the texas chainsaw massacre
dreamcatcher
scarface
full metal jacket
reservoir dogs
ferris bueller's day off
the silence of the lambs
mean girls
walk the line
happy feet
the dark crystal
cxs shadowbox

Television:

grey's anatomy
dexter
law & order
family guy
criminal minds
shark
hannah montanna
ugly betty
america's next top model
nip/tuck
house
the office
the big bang theory

Books:

riding in cars with boys
edgar allan poe
dark angel
the bell jar
twilight
the rum diarys

Heroes:

your mom.

My Blog

why i got my tattoo"love will tear us apart"

Lately I have been getting questions why did you get that tattoo underneath your collar bone. And why that saying. I'm like it is Joy Division lyrics. Seriously if you don't know who Joy Division is y...
Posted by deftones girl on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:54:00 PST

i just can’t

I really want to believe what you are saying is true. But in my heart it feels like it is lies. I really want to see you but I don't want to risk it. I am not risking getting my heart broken again. Th...
Posted by deftones girl on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 02:49:00 PST

blocking people

im gulity of this. but its cause they blocked me first as in david n josh. how 1st grade. seriously when will you grow up or you will remain 7 for the rest of your lives?
Posted by deftones girl on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:38:00 PST

sympathy for tomorrow

this song explains everything   the cruxshadows-sympathy(for tomorrow) I'm not asking for favorsnot tonightI look up in the sky...all the rockets fall down (fall down)too many promisestoo many li...
Posted by deftones girl on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:49:00 PST

bye bye beautiful

I don't understand why people are so pissy with me. Esp. him. I've caught him in lies. Janna & I caught him last year he was datting us both at the same time. Hangs up on me. I feel like a piece o...
Posted by deftones girl on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 05:26:00 PST

dave matthews band~i misses you~ it was a great show

i was at dave matthews last night. they played crash gosh it just brought back things i have been keeping out of my head the best of my ability. i closed my eyes and just thought more like imagined hi...
Posted by deftones girl on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:41:00 PST

if you think i hate you...

lately i have been getting texts, emails, and messages from people thinking i hate them. there is a very strong line between love & hate. i rarely hate people. its more like despise. or wish crust...
Posted by deftones girl on Thu, 29 May 2008 01:04:00 PST

cxs songs that explain the last year till up to jan or so

the cruxshadows-even angels fall Sorrow singsher kisses in silenceand adjusts the blinds to keep the lightfrom mocking everything I feelShe dances slowlya silhouette upon the curtainsbut her eyes seem...
Posted by deftones girl on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:11:00 PST

It’ Official

my bro & sara are having a baby girl. they found out at the doctor's today. im just overjoyed-sarcasm- libby will always be my FAVORITE neice no matter what. that little kid is my partner in crime...
Posted by deftones girl on Wed, 21 May 2008 01:39:00 PST

Was It A Dream

we dance with hearts in tunedheld each others hands closeloved each other with a firey passionno one will ever knowbut in a flashit was all gonelike a hurricane swept up and took it all awayin one day...
Posted by deftones girl on Thu, 15 May 2008 02:57:00 PST