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About Me

Tessa is one of those big words that you find scribbled in the back of the dictionary and have to tear out the page to keep from damaging anyone else's sanity. She is like atoms in science; small when alone, but capable of attracting legions. (And she has.) I am glad to know her. - Lisboa
I'm 23, work in retail, and have a slight issue with depression. Mostly, I try to be happy and keep to myself. I just started a new job and enjoy it much. When I am not hiding away in my bedroom, I like to hang out with my friends and make my BF's life a little more complicated than it already is.
(Now you get all the "in detail" about me crap....)
I have an on again off again love affair with photography. Some days I am out and about with a camera in my hand, other days I just can't be bothered. When I do manage to get out and find my center I usually come back with something I can be proud about. I do enjoy the zen feeling of going outside with nature and trying to capture some of it's beauty. Photography has been my career of choice for the past year and a half, and now I am looking into going back to school to make it my profession. So far, so good....
(Click on the picture below to view my DeviantArt page. It has more of my photography and a few of my poems and short stories.)
I come off as an outgoing person, but I am honestly really shy. When meeting new people, my eyes like to find my feet. I have been known to turn red for nothing. (Usually I'm the one making someone else red in the face. Take that as you will. ^_^) I do have a great sense of humour though, and I love to make people laugh. I have gone to EXTREME lengths to make my friends smile. Really, sometimes I come off as a bit of an ass.
As mentioned before, I do have a boyfriend, Allen. We have been living together for almost two years now, and it has been great! He's the best damn thing in my life and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything. I know I can be a emotional rollercoaster bitch of the grandest sort, but he sticks with me and takes it the best he can. For that, he has all my love.^_^
My friends are the best mother-fuckers on the planet! Nuff said!
I have a bit of a foul mouth. (Who doesn't these days? I mean, really...)
If there is one thing that I love more than photography, that is music. Love it, any kind will do. I am always looking for something new to enjoy and press upon others. I do have a few top favvies that always seem to pick me up when I am down. The Beatles (especially The Beatles), Franz Ferdinand, Staind, and The Smiths. They all make me feel a little bit better when I think I can't go on.
Phobia's; Spiders, the dark, and Zombie legions massing. (Don't look at me that way.... one day it WILL happen. When it does, and a zombie is chewing on your brains, with what little sense you have remaining, you'll be thinking 'Gee.... I should have listened to Tessa'. Where will I be? Hidden in my Zombie proof bunker until the epidemic quiets. *points to a shallow hole dug in her backyard* I'm prepared....)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

From Here: 1.)Interesting people who have something to say and can say it without re-re type. (I.E TyPe LiKe ThIs or splz lk thiz. *shudders*)

2.) Annoying people suck, stay the fuck away from me.

3.) Those with a sense of humour is a MUST. Laughing is a great feeling, but it's ten times better when you can laugh with another.

4.) Bands! Music! New sounds! Add me!

In Real Life: All of my friends that I have had the fortune to meet online, but never have the funds to see. You all do not know how much you have helped keep my life on track.

NEVER Gonna Happen: All the guys from Franz Ferdinand (MET ALL BUT PAUL! WOOO!), Steven tyler, Dominic Monaghan, Billy Boyd, Paul McCartney & Ringo Starr, and the great guys from Staind. (I've seen Staind perform, just didn't get close enough to say 'yo!'.)

My Blog

Love Letter

To Whome it May Concern, Please put a pad on your bleeding va-j-j. Your constant ragging is giving me a tumor. I do not have insurance, I do not even have an H.M.O, I would have to go to some guy wi...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 17:28:00 GMT

One of THOSE Days...

I had one of those days yesterday, where I just wanted to grab up on someone and put my fist through thier face! My god! I hate people sometimes! I'm not usually this angry or frustrated, but I fear I...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 13:48:00 GMT

Good Riddance...

.... to poor management. I thought working at Ritz Camera was one of the best jobs that I ever had, but that was until our store came under the management of someone completely unfit. It's sickening t...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 20:56:00 GMT

Bipolar Much?

Last night was an interesting mix of fun times and emotional chaos. Dunno why really, but the end of the night found me bawling in my pillows and Dear Allen at a loss for words. Depression sucks, hard...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:03:00 GMT

"Everything"

Well, I haven't done one of these in a while, and I figured since the last one I did was so depressing that this one should be a tad more uplifting.   Life is going a bit better these days. I st...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 23:27:00 GMT

"My Favorite Addiction"

My Favorite Addiction   You are like my cigarettes Killing me slowly With each day But I can't quit you (I can never let you go) Cancer in my veins Silent protest in my lungs   You are my f...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:59:00 GMT

Some Fun Shit!

Right, so there is really no point to this blog other than I am bored out of my mind and I needed a good giggle. LOL!   My friends and I had an interesting conversation tonight involving strip cl...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 02:37:00 GMT

"Sit and watch me burn.."

"She is not scared to die..The best things in life drive her to cry.Crucify then learn.." - Brackish (Kittie) I am so tired of being the one that everyone leans on for support when I don't even think...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 15:02:00 GMT

A Short Something for Somebody

Dunno what I smoked tonight to make me all gushy, but it must be good shit. Heh.   Not really sure I like this or not, but I like that it is something new for me. It's a very choppy way to write...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:48:00 GMT

'I Know You'

I blame Anna for gettign me hooked on Henry Rollins. I absolutely LOVE his spoken word. I can sit and just read one of his books for hours. I'm not so much into his music, but I do like the way the ma...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 18:44:00 GMT