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cHARLOTte

...make this rollercoaster stop and back the f**k up!!

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace EditorV4.4*** I KEEP TRYING TO EDIT THIS SO PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY READ IT, BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO DO WITH IT WHAT I WISH, SO WHATTHEF**KEVER!!! AARRGHH!! I will be shuffling my 'top friends' often, so please don't be offended if you are there one day and gone the next. It's not that I am fickle, it is just that I am finding so many great bands/musicians, and other interesting people - I want to share them with all of you. That said... I write. I write smut. I LOVE writing smut. I called it 'erotica' for a while, but let's be honest, shall we? It's smut, pure and simple. I'm still working on form - all the stories read the same - but content is, well... you'll see. A little Kim Corum, a little Pamela Des Barres, and a little satanic theory - not everyone's cup of tea... I also write essays, poems, and other stuff, but it's pretty smutty stuff too. Most of the shit I write is rather tame, but it's also very personal, so... hmm… Let's see... I write smut… what else... I have a crush on Brian Posehn, I call myself a Satanist, and I am fascinated with Austrians. I'm a complete dork who loves Black/Death Metal and socio-cultural geography; comix and philosophy; porn and poetry; pain, Chaos, and uninhibited laughter.----- My fixation on rock musicians is the foundation for much of my writing - my stories, my libidinous musings.----------------------So...These are a few of my fa-vor-ite 'things':Michel Langevin, Michel Langevin, and Michel Langevin, cedar trees, chaos magic theory, porn, SIGURD, a well-crafted cat-o-nine-tails, military uniforms (especially German WWII), Robert Ingersoll, latex, surrealist art, Sami Uusitalo, Austrian, Romanian, and East End London accents; down-n-dirty Delta blues; Francois-Maria Arouet (Voltaire), smart-ass bitches, Subcomandante Marcos, fetish websites, Baphomet, Happy Bunny and Dog of Glee, slutty platform shoes... and speaking of which... ...Pamela Anderson; Hentai, bdsm, drag queens, Margaret Cho, Ralph Manfreda, Bundesliga and Premier League, Peter J. Carroll, Pupett, Roq Le Roux Gallery, Caroline Traitler's photographs, Dr. Gloria G. Brame, mathematicians and scientists, goats, poor people, cookie monster vocals, my clitoris, Charles Baudelaire, bourbon, camping; ridiculous, frilly, slutty lingerie (I waste more damn money on this shit...); foreign languages (German, Romanian, French, Spanish, Portuguese -- and yet I still haven't been able to attain fluency in any of them, dammit) But I digress... OK, my favorite 'things'... Let's see, I've mentioned Michel Langevin and Sigurd, haven't I? Simone de Beauvoir; rude, sarcastic adolescents; old punk rock, sandalwood, Syd Barrett, anarchists, cigars, Susie Bright (what a cool fucking job!); Wolverine, giving head, Roma/travellers, Nietzsche, fried chicken, Oregon, William Blake, Richard Wagner, the 'mentally ill'; pit bulls, blue poppies, Jean-Paul Sartre, infidels, MST3K, people who aren't afraid to get ugly to make you laugh or make you come, Arthur Rimbaud, reptiles, pain sluts, CLUTCH, pears, Frances Farmer, people who are either free of pretense or who have pretensions similar to my own!; sterling silver, brutal honesty, liberty, blasphemy, a good spanking administered by a skilled hand, Satan.... ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ --"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." -Anais Nin--------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -----"We must not forget, however, that outside of Christianity the religious and sacred nature of eroticism is shown in the full light of day, sacredness dominating shame." -Georges Bataille---------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------------------------
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My Interests

music, writing, reading, photography, travel, foreign languages, geography, film

I'd like to meet:

kinky miscreants and pain sluts, like myself.... and... Michel Langevin, Steve Harris, Claustrofobia, Finntroll, DKD, Beatrice, Johnny, Goat, 'The Rev' -- hey, if you're on my friends list, I'd like to meet you, otherwise you never would've been requested/added, ya know?

Music:

Voivod, Belphegor, IRON MAIDEN, Clutch, Syd Barrett, Xavier Cafeine, Rorschach Test, other stuff...

Movies:

exploitation films, film noir, horror, porn.Some favorites: Blade Runner, A Clockwork Orange, Fight Club, The Dark Backward, Donnie Darko, Secretary, Down By Law, Dead Man, Reform School Girls, Switchblade Sisters, just about anything with Belladonna in it, High Tension, Seven, Hurlyburly, Detour, Repo Man, Dawn of The Dead, House of 1000 Corpses/The Devil's Rejects, The Exorcist, Five Easy Pieces....this list is getting too long, so I'll stop there

Television:

Globe Trekker, Wide Angle, Nova, Weeds, Criminal Minds, Farscape (yes, Farscape...there, I admit it...now stop laughing at me)

Books:

Chuck Palahniuk, Georges Bataille...

Heroes:

I don't really have heroes, per se, but people I admire for various and sundry reasons:Margaret Cho, Robert Green Ingersoll, Michelle Sinclair, Karyn Crisis, Janine Lindemulder, Wendy O. Williams, Anais Nin, Rat City Rollergirls..

My Blog

big ol' sappy dork-girl...

~Only those who know what longing is can know what I suffer! Alone and cut off from all joy, I keep gazing over yonder into the firmament. Alas! he who loves me and knows me is far away. I feel gid...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 02:32:00 PST

silly cooze....

Sheesh! my emotions are in an uproar, having a screaming party inside of me. Now, most of the time, I have a handle on this emo-bullshit; I can either sort it out or push it down so that I can pull ...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:40:00 PST

from pink to blue... to black

...i want to scream.pretty fucked up world it is in which a ten-year-old girl attempts suicide.i already knew that the world is fucked up, but i am stunned by this recent event.i wish i could save her...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:20:00 PST

And yet, a couple more....

ROLLERCOASTERAs time goes by, I find the things that used to thrill me will now leave me in a state of boredom life rolls on and I'll run to something new and will stay there till it's through making ...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:28:00 PST

Birthday

So...Yesterday was my birthday.It sucked... except for a couple of bright spots: Anton and Julie.And now it's over. I don't think I'll even bother next year, or any year thereafter. It's just too d...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Wed, 23 May 2007 03:19:00 PST

At last...

...I've got something. It ain't much, but with this writer's block with which I've been struggling, I'll take it. This is it, in its raw form without edit....It was intense, powerful, enlightening. ...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Tue, 01 May 2007 12:01:00 PST

I just know I'm gonna delete this tomorrow....

... but what the hell, right?I imagine& his face& his head thrown back, his eyes closed, his mouth tensed into a snarl& as he strokes his cock& faster& faster& until he comes& all over his sweet belly...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:45:00 PST

Just cuz I felt like it....

~American Boy~Here we go--I got something to tell ya--The land of plenty is the land of privilegeFor your blue-eyed, culture-deprived American boyYou got your dicks in a twist and you're raising your ...
Posted by cHARLOTte on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:39:00 PST

...yeah, well....

...i know... you're expecting something....well, ya ain't gonna get much. goin' on 44 hours with no sleep now --- not doin' so hot.... ...at this point, i'd take some good rest, if not actual sleep....
Posted by cHARLOTte on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 07:25:00 PST

insomnia....

...I CAN'T SLEEP....WHERE ARE ALL Y'ALL...??!!ach!
Posted by cHARLOTte on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 03:05:00 PST