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thenewwarrocketajax

serious about not being serious

About Me

i have mood swings.! Mentally I'm around 23 years old; emotionally I've been called an old soul; spiritually I'm right about where i should be... First and foremost i am a songwriter; mostly guitar stuff as well as the vocals. So yeah, i'm broke. I play most instruments well enough to get it done with exception to woodwinds. i Write poetry, fiction and am currently working on the second draft to one of my novels. i like to paint but am without funds to buy paints and canvas nor do i have an appropriate studio for set up. I'm into photography but lack funds for that as well plus it may be difficult obtaining the models i need. I like the dark and weird. The ridiculous and absurd. The eclectic and the esoteric. The political and the defiant. The amusing and the shocking. I got heart, charm, passion and a keen sense of humor and I'm sexy. - : b

My Interests

Teaching the world to sing with the undeniably awesome power of music. Playing in a band on stage for a crowd that is totally diggin' it. Writing, by hand, full length novels only to let them sit forever in a dusty box because i don't know how to type and then breaking them out and kicking its ass one peck at a time. Photography, especially balck and white. Surrealism. Poetry; writing it, reading it and then ripping it up. Paint. Film done artfully. Sharting in public and getting away with it. Making fun of myself so you can't. Conspiring, theorizing, intellectualizing, non-rationalizing, discussions, debating about various topics around concerning world today like geo-global politics. Pin-up chics with garters and fishnets stockings. Discovering time travel. I'm close. No, for real, i am. Saying "What the fuck?!" or " I will destroy you with my mind!" or "You know 'das right." or "You're not the boss of me, so don't tell me what to do.". Stuff like that...Ya herr me dogg? Music is my passion; my life. No wait, i don't think you understand... i'm serious; it is my life blood. I could not , would not and should not live in this world if it weren't for music. I like folks who challenge my mind and that they ain't all stupid and stuff neither. I'm interested in owning a studio where i can record music, write books, paint and sketch some shit and take cool pictures of beautiful women...men, too. I'm into underground art, politics and manic rants until 4am. Also,destroying the capitalist, corporate, fascist totalitarian, imperial mind-set we live in today...with my mind! And i can't forget...SEX!!! I absolutely love it. I think think about it all the time and hope to do some more of it in the near future. Any takers? I had to ask.

I'd like to meet:

A girl...and/or... Others that like the underground and esoteric. Guys and gals with odd sense of humors that shun the indoctrination of the mainstream culture and prefer make their own rules as well as think for themselves. Anyone with some substance to their soul. To be less specific and give a general idea: Dr. Yang, Kaiser Sose, Somerset Maughm, a Chinese Snow Bunny, Tek Jansen, Lewd Iman Billups, Nikky Tesla, Bill O'Reilly and Sean Hannity (just to destroy them with my mind), Dale Doe, Mike Hunt, The real Anti-Christ. Ghandi, Noam Chomsky, Ralph Nader, G.G. Allen, Dhali Llahma, The Black Nancy, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Conan O'Brian, Harrison Ford, Sean Connery, Jennifer Conley, Sid Vicious, Neil young, Tom Petty, Elvis when he got fat, John Lennon, Bob Dylan, Bobby Deneiro, Iggy Pop, David Bowie, Trent Reznor, Hemingway, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, Stephen Hawking, Wolverine, Marx and Engels, Freddy Mercury and on and on...as many cool people as i can even if they are dead. Ultimately, i would enjoy meeting you even if its only just for a brief moment in time.

Music:

i fucking deplore the garbage they call hip-hop/rap these days (take me back to the old school days), along with the commercialism of the mtv/vh1 puke. I mean c'mon ya'll its about more than money and ho's, besides it sounds like shit. Dig down deep and write stuff with substance and deeper meaning. I guess it has its place though... Anyway, some classical and blues is cool every now and then. Starting to perk my ears up at rock-a-billy. Into Nirvana, Beastie Boys, Fugazi, Misfits, Black Flag, Ramones, The Cure,Sonic Youth, T.V. on the Radio, Television (the band), Depeche Mode, Ministry, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, NIN, Skinny Puppy, Ween, Rush, Jane's Addiction, Pigface, The Butthole Surfers, Man or Astro-man?, Rage Against the Machine, Motorhead, REM, Pearl Jam, Guided By Voices, Daniel Johnson, Hendrix, the Doors, the Stones, the Beatles, the Clash, KMFDM, G.G. Allen. Revolting Cocks, the flaming lips, PJ harvey, violent femmes, TOOL, Social Distortion, 1000 Homo DJs, Fragile Porcelain Mice...you know, the usual. Basically, anything you can listen to at strip-joints. Local shit. Alternative/ punk/ industral/hard-rok/folk/ experimental,some jazz and blues/ classical/ Tuvanese throating, anything weird, obscure and disorienting. Lo-fi. I like music that has nuance and also refuses to suck the corporate cock for money and fame. Real subversive shit, too. And its got to have guitars...mostly.

Movies:

The greatest film of our time...Ghostbusters! Taxi driver, Pink Flamingos, Eraserhead, the Royal tennenbaums, the Last Starfighter, the Last Dragon, Tron, Dolemite sucked though, Napoleon Dynamite, The Big Lebowski, Night of the Living Dead, Rear Window, North by Northwest, Matrix, Spider man, Bubba Hotep, Evil Dead, Kids, Slackers, Where the Day Will Take You, BMX Bandits, Jackass 1&2, V for Vendetta, NIN X- Files,Once upon a time in Mexico, From Dusk 'till Dawn, Resevoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Dune, Flash Gordon, Natural Born Killers, The Last Temptation of Christ, Bad Lieutenant, Fright Night, porn, 1/2 gay porn. bad B horror films that know they're bad or either take themselves so serious its funny...and bad, sci-fi, tongue in cheek shit, independant films and documentaries. Any fucked up shit.

Television:

SMASH IT!!! c-span...yeah, i know. public access

Books:

The Indispensable Chomsky ; Peoples History of the United States: 1492 to present ; The Communist Manifesto; The Anarchist Cookbook ; Of Human Bondage by Somerset Maughm ; The Prince, The Turner Diaries (Toxic shit, i don't recommend) Declarations of Independance; Animal Farm, 1984, Fahrenheit 451, The Tao by Lao Tzu ; Dune. Kerouac, Ginsberg, William S. Burroughs, Hunter s. Thompson, Charles Bukowski, Kol Nance, obscure dictionaries and encyclopedias. Old Medical manuals,smut, porn, trash, filth. The writing on the wall. Military field manuals, secret documents and papers. Stuff in Deutsch. Ray Bradbury, Orwell, JAMA, weird comic books, other peoples diaries, labels, instructions. Anything subversive or revolutionary. Between lines. I rarely read fiction. Most of my literary interests are concerning economic, social, political and philisophical issues. It's dry reading sometimes, but what the hell, someone has to know just what the fuck is going on, right? Ultimately i think we should burn them all and dance naked around the fire...thats a joke.

Heroes:

Nein. If i did, then i would destroy them with my mind. There can be only one. http://www.myspace.com/thenewwarrocketajax

My Blog

eating the pussy (101)

In response to a highly informative instructional on how to suck cock that I recently read, I am taking it upon myself to educate the men and women who, eagerly want to know how to eat the p...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 12:37:00 PST

as i know it

i could pound these keys all night and bitch and moan about how things aren't the way i want them to be. when have they ever? i am trying to move closer to a point of some sort of security and happine...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:50:00 PST

oh i’m still alive

In como now. its cool. work at a fabric store with some very nice ladies and two other gentleman. the customers are alright as far as customers go. i live in a house of sobriety with six other fellas ...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:32:00 PST

last transmission for awhile.

Tomorrow I am off to stay miles away from civilization in a small farmhouse just outside of Madison, mo.. I've never stayed alone in the house, much less by myself in the middle of nowhere, but I am s...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:05:00 PST

Intellect and emotion

I would just like to say that it is never right to put your hands on someone in anger. I have learned this lesson from from my step-father who, when i was younger, used to beat me until the side of my...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:30:00 PST

I always knew

You scored as Genius. You are a Genius.  Keep it up and teach your ways of common sense!Genius92%Normal83%Idiot25%Bozo25%Idiot Quiz!created with QuizFarm.com...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:03:00 PST

das quiz

..http://quizfarm.com/images/1113109050cultural creative.JPG"> You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:00:00 PST

breakthrough

i went to see my counselour this morning. We talked about stuff i can't share with you here, but i can tell you that the session was very productive. I can also tell you that we talked about ME, ...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Wed, 16 May 2007 09:24:00 PST

narcisism

its kind of funny when people try to be overly cool or funny on their sites b/c i can tell. when i did my profile i tried to be honest adding a bit of humor. i didn't worry about what others thought i...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:44:00 PST

hallucinitory affects of ambien

Based on a hallucination a friend had on Ambien. I'm not finished yet. Its my butt...it hurts. No, not from that. From sitting.   "Step outta' that motherfuckin' picture frame so i can kick-...
Posted by thenewwarrocketajax on Tue, 01 May 2007 03:13:00 PST